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    dotsJournal: /////dots
    Mood: /////

    i think you should perhaps
    remember who it is you're speaking to.

    yes, ive a few problems lately,
    but i could just as easily crush you.

    ...Created 2016-04-04 06:47:56

    dotsJournal: /////dots
    Mood: /////


    and you, ya selfish fuck,
    learn to do shit on your own

    ...Created 2016-04-02 13:15:25

    dotsJournal: /////dots
    Mood: /////

    it's just never easy, is it?

    ...Created 2016-04-02 03:58:42

    dotsJournal: /////dots
    Mood: /////

    i dont think life has one big
    conquest for humans but if it did
    perhaps it would be to find a person
    who's love is not only
    compatible with our's,
    but that that same person would also be
    willing to share it with us

    because i love you and i
    was afraid to touch you
    god, you terrified me.
    you still do from hundreds of miles away.

    i want to catch your eye but
    i'm petrified of your gaze

    forget it, forget it.

    ...Created 2016-04-01 01:22:09

    dotsJournal: /////dots
    Mood: /////

    cut my hair just
    only a few inches and
    my kitten chased the strands thinking
    they were alive

    part of me wanted to hack it
    all off like
    sawing through circles of a tree
    having all of me
    being pieces you never touched

    but what would i do?
    what do i do with all the spare time
    spent not detangling the puzzle
    my mane provides but instead--
    what? what?
    dreaming of -you?
    singing? dancing?
    drawing, painting with my fingers or
    swallowing a bunch of pills

    see my legs still spasm and thats fine
    but my hands keep spasming and i
    forget to turn off the stove
    a lot
    ha ha ha hahahaha a LOT.
    i just walk in circles
    wondering where i am
    and what im doing
    in my own kitchen

    free at last?
    we'll see.
    i keep checking lists for her,
    any sign of her,

    i know she spies on me and
    id like to return the favor

    there's the morning alarm.
    good morning.

    ...Created 2016-03-30 05:16:07

    dotsJournal: /////dots
    Mood: /////

    tonight is just one of those
    horrible restless nights where

    i want to do something but dont.
    itll pass, itll pass.

    ill detangle my mane and cut it all off.

    ...Created 2016-03-26 01:47:15

    dotsJournal: /////dots
    Mood: /////

    copies and pastes The History of Love in its entirety, all of the words highlighted in an urgent neon yellow

    ...Created 2016-03-22 06:02:55

    dotsJournal: /////dots
    Mood: /////

    i had a dream that i urgently had
    to get in touch with someone on es
    and i kept going to the pm button

    but said no, no, no.
    the timing was wrong before

    i keeo getting scared.

    a custom made ukelele with your name,
    not your name but the name your soul has,
    etched into the back but

    what an unnecessary gift.
    how do you accept something like that

    it would gather dust or better yet
    better yet

    plant it out back with sunflower seeds
    in its bowls and ill say a little prayer
    that they bloom.

    yknow this accident has me fucked up?
    im.losing days at a time and my memory
    my memory is so jacked up.
    ive almost accidentally killed myself a few times now.
    yes, isnt that funny! pure accident.

    im just cuddling my puppy
    in bed and i

    Am having a hard time with the distinction
    oh what is dream or real anymore but
    im sorry, i shouldnt try to find out.

    having me miserable is one thing.
    spreading it like a jihadist is another.

    but if you were
    somehow reaching out to me
    with caustic urgency
    via dreams or subconsciousness


    ...Created 2016-03-21 04:09:06

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    the little bird sang his heart out
    i love you i love you i love you i love you

    but the whale said no
    that is not possible

    ...Created 2016-03-19 00:48:56

    dotsJournal: /////dots
    Mood: /////

    my motor skills ar e fried
    my mind is a fog

    why didnt i just die

    ...Created 2016-03-06 23:14:02

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

    Keep written by TheStillSilence
    A bit of Pain written by teika5
    Lie back & tan written by Daniel Barlow
    Compartments written by TheStillSilence
    a leaf of shadow and edge written by Daniel Barlow
    To the Artist written by HisNameIsNoMore
    In a Corner written by jeniecel
    Live In Between written by teika5
    Adoration written by TheStillSilence
    Twin Intercept written by Daniel Barlow
    Johnny's Cock written by endlessgame23
    When Sirens Whisper written by HisNameIsNoMore
    Hyle written by endlessgame23
    Untitled written by Daniel Barlow
    A Thousand Reflections written by endlessgame23
    The World written by jjd
    The Want written by Daniel Barlow
    Florida's Autumn Solstice written by closetpoet
    Mystery Read written by kyserin
    A Sense Of Things written by Daniel Barlow
    untitled written by Outlaw
    Verse: written by Daniel Barlow
    A Worsening Effect written by Daniel Barlow
    Starseed written by endlessgame23
    The Curtain Call written by faideddarkness
    Coversheets written by TheStillSilence
    Not the Devil, but the Wind written by endlessgame23
    Deep written by Janesaddiction
    Supernatural Cowboy Sleuth written by endlessgame23
    Delicious Stews written by elephantasia




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