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    dotsJournal: /////dots
    Mood: /////

    i sometimes forget about this place
    my safety net

    where i can be open and honest.
    where i choose not to be, still.

    but still.
    more honest than most times.

    ...Created 2016-05-04 23:39:54

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    Mood: /////

    after a while of using my hands
    they and my wrists get sore

    sometimes its the deep aching
    but usually it feels like

    there is glass
    inside the muscles and tendons

    and then it is hard to coordinate.

    theres a lot wrong and i dont
    like to publicly say it.
    everybody is so nosey and catty.

    ...Created 2016-04-16 04:20:07

    dotsJournal: /////dots
    Mood: /////

    i am this ever exploding
    and imploding star

    craving social interaction one moment
    shutting down the next

    except i havent felt
    the signs of decline
    for a long long time

    which is getting worrisome

    ...Created 2016-04-12 05:59:28

    dotsJournal: /////dots
    Mood: /////

    isnt that a particularly ES
    type of threat?
    'i could crush you'?

    i meant-- well, nevermind.

    really it's quite like
    "i'm leaving" or "i'm taking a break"
    yah. ok.
    that was soooo 2010,
    get with the times, honestly.

    ...Created 2016-04-05 04:35:58

    dotsJournal: /////dots
    Mood: /////

    i think you should perhaps
    remember who it is you're speaking to.

    yes, ive a few problems lately,
    but i could just as easily crush you.

    ...Created 2016-04-04 06:47:56

    dotsJournal: /////dots
    Mood: /////


    and you, ya selfish fuck,
    learn to do shit on your own

    ...Created 2016-04-02 13:15:25

    dotsJournal: /////dots
    Mood: /////

    it's just never easy, is it?

    ...Created 2016-04-02 03:58:42

    dotsJournal: /////dots
    Mood: /////

    i dont think life has one big
    conquest for humans but if it did
    perhaps it would be to find a person
    who's love is not only
    compatible with our's,
    but that that same person would also be
    willing to share it with us

    because i love you and i
    was afraid to touch you
    god, you terrified me.
    you still do from hundreds of miles away.

    i want to catch your eye but
    i'm petrified of your gaze

    forget it, forget it.

    ...Created 2016-04-01 01:22:09

    dotsJournal: /////dots
    Mood: /////

    cut my hair just
    only a few inches and
    my kitten chased the strands thinking
    they were alive

    part of me wanted to hack it
    all off like
    sawing through circles of a tree
    having all of me
    being pieces you never touched

    but what would i do?
    what do i do with all the spare time
    spent not detangling the puzzle
    my mane provides but instead--
    what? what?
    dreaming of -you?
    singing? dancing?
    drawing, painting with my fingers or
    swallowing a bunch of pills

    see my legs still spasm and thats fine
    but my hands keep spasming and i
    forget to turn off the stove
    a lot
    ha ha ha hahahaha a LOT.
    i just walk in circles
    wondering where i am
    and what im doing
    in my own kitchen

    free at last?
    we'll see.
    i keep checking lists for her,
    any sign of her,

    i know she spies on me and
    id like to return the favor

    there's the morning alarm.
    good morning.

    ...Created 2016-03-30 05:16:07

    dotsJournal: /////dots
    Mood: /////

    tonight is just one of those
    horrible restless nights where

    i want to do something but dont.
    itll pass, itll pass.

    ill detangle my mane and cut it all off.

    ...Created 2016-03-26 01:47:15

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