Journal: Not Around.. -------------------------------------------
Mood: Juggling TasksI'm not on here much... I'm sorry guys! If you would like you can find me at http://avariellefaye.deviantart.com I'm always on there.. I havent written much lately so I'm not on here too much. I will try to be better at it... but I can be a bit of a failure at keeping up with things
Mood: The Usualthings are confusing. thoughts are encompassing. love knocks you down. and anger makes you stand strong. tears let me sleep. and the fake smiles break my heart.
straight answers.. thats all I want.. no more games.....Created 2006-08-29 21:54:23
Mood: The UsualSorry about the long time dissapearence... for anyone who cared.
I have been really busy this summer with that scholarship program. I wont be on here much until about september. I come on to check and will respond to anybody but I've go tnothing to post. I need to straighten everything out on my end before I have time to sit and write.
Today is an amazing day. Everything is perfect. Today folks is my 18th Birthday and the day is beautiful.
I thank Michael for the great birthday present of his return! I dunno if he planned it that way... but I told him last night it was my birthday today. And I'll take it as a birthday gift anyway!
I'm in a really great mood. Weehee!
<3 Can I dance outside yet? LET ME OUT OF SCHOOL! AHH! -bangs on glass- .... damn.......Created 2006-04-04 09:24:12
Started dating someone Thursday night. Just kinda talked to Eric for a few minutes. I was already not feeling quite well. Now I feel just plain awful. I don't really want to go to work. -shrug- I have to.
Why the fuck.... ugh....... nevermind....Created 2006-03-04 11:32:43
Mood: The UsualWell... I posted something and must have posted at the wrong time or people dont want to read a "love" poem. heh. Only one comment. >.< Oh well. I will post another today that Id written at work and just found. Haha.
Mood: Moo! 0.oForget the last hum-drum blog post. Love and Hope are back for me! And that makes me really happy... I havent written lately.. that is saddening. Possibly now that I am happy I will turn out a couple cheerful poems.. that will make those people who always say " your poems are so dark" happy. :D
Mood: TiredLife is so weird. I havent really had a life lately cause i had school and i worked four days a week and other stuff. so during the school weeked id be gone at school and three of those days id only be at home for an hour waking time. And during the weekend I was only at home for about 15 hours waking time.
But I went to england for christmas to visit my mother and it seems like my boss is punishing me by not only taking me down to two days but putting me on the day shift saturday and sunday. ::dies:: I am so tired.
Also I'm kinda tired of my social life. Some of my 'friends' i need to get rid of. And I need to work on my social life cause I really dont have one. And of course that means no boyfriends or anything. Oh well I'm a lone she wolf.. lmao..
Journal: Not Around..
