Mood: At WarI don't know why but I'm particularly nervous...it's been this way since tow days ago!People can't talk to me at all cause I keep shouting at them and crying and yelling at everyone!WHAT THE HELL IS WRONMG WITH ME?
It's all your fault and you know that!Don't you?
Where the hell are you????????...Created 2006-08-09 13:45:47
Mood: ConfusedI don't know what to do...should I let you see my gilded words?Should I let you read inside the book of my hidden heart?Should I let you...maybe I shouldn't...maybe I should......Created 2006-07-29 02:27:12
Journal: I don't know... -------------------------------------------
Mood: Confusedit feels so strange to know you are there...to know that you exist...never thought someone like you could actually be alive...make me smile...make me laugh like nobody else can...read inside of me like only you can do...why do you use this gift to hurt me?and why do youn say such things to me when you don't mean them?Why do you use your guft to hurt me?...Created 2006-07-22 14:06:05
Journal: sun tan -------------------------------------------
Mood: The UsualGosh...I haven't had any time at all...but that's good actually cause I'm spending a lot of time at the beach with my friend Ilaria!Anyways, I'm revising my work these days and I will be posting more soon!And I'm getting a sun tan which is actually very strange considering I usually get sun burnt!Well...I guess that's all...I'm not in a very depressed mood these days which is strange as well...wonder what's happening to me...must be Ilaria, and the beach...dunno!Anyways I should go now...Ila needs a green tshirt and we r gonna look for one!...Created 2006-07-15 12:23:20
Journal: back -------------------------------------------
Mood: The UsualI'm finally back from the heart of darkness(that's the name by which I like to call my uni)...something good happened...finally...what I was waiting for...and since xams are over I can finally dedicate myself to poetry and writing!...Created 2006-07-10 15:33:54
Mood: TIRED TIRED TIREDOH MY!I have exams and I won't have time to be here at all!I will be done by july 10 so then I will beb able to post all the new stuff I wrote....I?m gonna miss everyone!!!!...Created 2006-07-02 02:45:19
Mood: ConfusedWhat difference does it make?
You heard the double-bass play...again...
and what difference does it make?and I cannot help but feel jealous of you and your good time...it shouldn't be so because we are one...but still I am...
You heard the double-bass play...how was it?How did those low notes affect you?What did they say to you?did they talk to you the way they talk to me?Did they affect you they way in which they affect me?I can't believe it actually happened...it's just a smile, just a smile and a double-bass playing endless music in my head...I need you to save me...
Mood: The UsualWould you stop haunting me? You're everywhere, even when I'm sleeping...I can't take this anymore...when will it be over?
...Created 2006-06-19 13:41:29
Journal: YOUR DAY -------------------------------------------
Mood: ConfusedI woke up this morning with a strange feeling...endless thoughts spinning in my head...and I can't wait for your day to come...I want to get rid of you...and not in the way you think...for I want things to change and they will never change until you do what you are supposed to do...it will be better after that...don't you agree?It will be better after that...
I wanted to see your smile...
...Created 2006-06-19 10:59:09