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    dotsJournal: voicedots
    Mood: Thinking...

    I've realized that I don't write nearly as much as I used to
    I sing songs to myself when I'm down, but those are never recorded and so are lost in the moment

    but I guess I like it that way. I like being in the moment

    my favorite poems are written in the moment. I don't want to bother trying to correct the flow and stuff because it's what it should be :)

    and what becomes of my voice, if I don't write anything down? it drowns in the silence, but that's all right with me

    it can drown in the moment, but it lives on inside of me

    live for today, now, this moment, because in the end, all we have are these moments

    ...Created 2008-01-25 21:29:50

    dotsJournal: magic thinkingdots
    Mood: Thinking...

    the random thinking are what keeps me going sometimes
    i love ice cream

    i sing alone so no one sees me cry
    i play with me and everything is the way i want
    and no one will laugh
    and no one will cry
    and everyone is happy

    sometimes it's better to pretend for others
    and cry alone
    to make the world better
    and not bring others down
    or make them angry with you
    or annoyed
    other negativity
    no one wants

    i want to go back to childlike innocence
    where everyone gets along
    even though they don't
    it still seems that way
    through a child's eyes

    keep the glitter falling
    keep the rain coming
    let the sparkles light up my eyes
    let me smile to myself
    in my world
    in my mind
    leave me alone to me

    magick thinking

    ...Created 2007-03-14 16:10:25

    dotsJournal: love youdots
    Mood: Crazy

    this is a random thought that has been bouncing around in my head for a few weeks now:

    i love you, so i'll make you some breakfast
    don't worry about getting up early, darling
    i'll have your breakfast waiting for you
    i'll try to make your favorites
    and make them the best i can
    because i love you so so very much
    i'll make your breakfast for you
    not because you asked me to
    you never did
    not because someone else told me to
    no one ever did
    it's all because you make me happy
    it's all because you make me love you
    it's all i want to do
    because i love you
    so sleep softly for another hour
    as i make your breakfast for you

    w00t! it's not a poem and i just made it up as i went, but i like it. ^_^

    ...Created 2007-01-08 16:33:23

    dotsJournal: F.I.N.A.L.S.dots
    Mood: Stressed

    it's finals week
    fuck, i never actually learned shit
    that's the realization that comes with finals
    which is why they're called finals

    ...Created 2006-12-13 17:12:51

    dotsJournal: glassdots
    Mood: Amazed

    i've been thinking about this a lot for the past weeks or so...
    if i were made of glass, i'd be beautiful, even when i was broken
    especially inside like cracked glass
    it sounds amazingly poetic
    maybe it will become a poem of being glass. i love glass right now... it's so amazing

    ...Created 2006-11-15 20:35:58

    dotsJournal: confusion?dots
    Mood: Thinking...

    wow i'm never on here any more. but i like it here
    my comp is broken. so i'm using skool computers yay!
    i don't ever seem to be able to write any more
    how crazy is that? it used to be my only way out
    but i'm glad i'm not as down as before
    you never know what you've been missing until you find it
    i was missing friends and happiness
    and i'm glad i found it a bit
    try to be happy, everyone

    ...Created 2006-10-12 14:04:20

    dotsJournal: ....dots
    Mood: Sigh...

    it doesn't matter what i think or feel about it. it will happen anyway. time doesnt' stop for anyone or anything. shit.
    life will pass me by and it will only be a faded dream of a memory. well fuck that. life is very boring.

    ...Created 2006-01-26 15:44:33

    dotsJournal: Pie Daydots
    Mood: Frustrated

    life is flying by and i don't remember it well. all i can really say for today is Chae poked a hole in the pie we are using for performances tomorrow. i was very mad at her but didn't say anything and just walked away. lol we learned about anger management today in Stress Management and i guess i'm in denial when it comes to anger. lol lmao but hey, it doesn't matter cuz i can get thru life better that way!
    Perkin's tomorrow at 5:30 AM. wow.

    ...Created 2006-01-17 16:11:39

    dotsJournal: PERFOMENCES!dots
    Mood: Guess what!?

    tomorrow should be a good day... no skool, 13 is my fav. number, going to my wife Alex's house around noon to make pie for our play along with her mistress, Ryn, then Perkin's @ 4 (theatre tradition...), and then performances (way excited!), and then CAST PARTY! the coolest ever! i love theatre!
    only bad part being, now i know what i was without, i cannot live without it any more. before theatre, i was only pseudo living... i can't remember anything because there wasn't anything worth remembering...
    life had no meaning. actually, now it still has very little meaning. just dread ,excitement, monotone, and then dread again. damn....
    o well, life goes on.
    Smile, it'll be wrose tomorrow.

    ...Created 2006-01-12 20:32:24

    dotsJournal: THEATRE!dots
    Mood: Stressed

    skool is starting tomorrow... can't wait.... i'm DEPRIVED OF MY THEATRE!
    break was pretty icky and boring. bleeeeeeeeerg...
    i'm flippin' about my grades now. this is the worst i've ever done in Global. no way my GPA is at a 3.5
    i NEED IT TO BE AT AT LEAST A 3.5! or i get kicked out of theatre. then i will die.
    and i'm doing pretty bad in Bio too. fuck bio. on the bright side, this is the first time i've ever gotten an A in English! only that Julius Ceasar test is prbly gonna bring me down cuz it's worth about a million and my class sucks ass at reading and we need to memorize who sad what quotes. there's two pages of quotes. fuck.
    and i'm STRESSING! lol and stress management doesn't help! lol it's a very stressful class actually...

    ...Created 2006-01-02 21:13:34

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