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dotsJournal: back againdots
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Mood: Confused

working on a bunch of stuff, trying to find my voice again...its been so long. i wonder how long this might take on top of everything else.

...Created 2009-06-05 22:24:46

dotsJournal: ignorance=blissdots
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Mood: Overwhelmed

its been a while. there's just been too much for me to handle...so i've chosen to ignore it. but what else is new?

...Created 2008-08-01 04:20:42

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Mood: Brain Fried

writer's block is the worst. i hate it.

...Created 2007-06-02 22:38:11

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Mood: The Usual

recently, i fell for this guy. okay so not so recently. like 4 months ago. and i really really liked him. he was the perfect guy, but he had one major flaw. his best friend. who happened to be this wicked awesome girl. and of course they're together now and its like he's totally forgotten about me. but i get it i mean she is so much of a better choice and i except that. but now i don't like anyone and its super awkward because i always used to like someone and now i don't. and i don't know where i stand with him anymore so its super weird. i'm just glad summer vacation is coming up soon. and not to mention memorial day weekend is this weekend so now at least i'll get to chill out in PA. in the sun! yay! i wanna be wicked tan. ugh that means i need a bathing suit! yikes! haha. anyways i gotta go.

...Created 2007-05-20 18:59:56

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Mood: Depressed


could you be anymore two faced? seriously? don't talk to me. its hard enough for me to see you with her.
i need a cigarette.

...Created 2007-05-14 19:30:50

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Mood: Depressed

could you be anymore two faced? seriously? don't talk to me. its hard enough for me to see you with her.

...Created 2007-05-14 19:29:48

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Mood: Frustrated

he hates me. he fucking hates me. but that's fine. i guess.

...Created 2007-04-10 21:29:56

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Mood: Brain Fried

i have the worst writer's block right now. my school had a half day today so i've been here for like three hours trying to think of something to write but i haven't been able to think of anything. ugh i hate writer's block.

...Created 2007-04-03 14:34:07

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Mood: saying goodbye?

wow i just recently noticed how long its been since i've put anything up on this page. i have been writing every now and then but it seems that its nothing worth putting up. i've been putting poetry aside and working on stories which is also why i haven't been posting anything because i don't think this is really the place for stories. i mean most people write short prose or poetry, short stories and otherwise don't really fit on this website. not putting it down or anything like that, just not it seems that this site isn't of much help to me much lately. but if anyone has a site for short stories or anything like that please let me know i would really appreciate it. thanks so much!

...Created 2007-02-25 22:16:17

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Mood: Frustrated

Lately it seems that one of my "friends" has no interest in hanging out with me which is actually perfectly fine with me. i mean of course i would like to spend time with her and get to know her other friends but i'm like not cool enough for her or something. its fine, cause one of my bestest friends is still there for me. she and i chill out and smoke or what not which is cool with me. its all i really want to do anyway. but yeah so its pretty cool that my "friend" is even doing that in the first place because what she doesn't know is everyone i talk to thinks she's really fake which is alright i don't care. so i never do anything cause all of my friends never want to do anything or are too cool for me.

...Created 2007-02-10 13:47:22