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dotsJournal: obssessionss.dots
Mood: The Usual

The two new posts are but a fraction of what I've written over the past few months. It's become an obsession, more so than before.

Let me know.

...Created 2009-04-24 16:20:42

dotsJournal: Quiet. dots
Mood: suicidal.

It's quiet as an ambulance
taking out the neighborhood
waiting for the blade to slip in

that final blow.

...Created 2008-05-07 01:10:12

dotsJournal: dots
Mood: The Usual

Chewing aspirin like m&m's.

I don't know how Suven puts up
with all of my climbing, falling, and jumping cliffs...

...Created 2008-04-27 01:25:56

dotsJournal: in the ditchdots
Mood: The Usual

I'll stick my face in the dirt and then finally I'll see!
The sun that has been avoiding me...

...Created 2008-04-08 02:35:57

dotsJournal: think a thoughtdots
Mood: Guess what!?

I now remember
why I am Lucy Diamond.

...Created 2008-03-23 01:47:37

dotsJournal: Oh, Decisions..dots
Mood: The Usual

I can't decide which poem to submit. I think I have a good idea of which one, but oh, I don't know...!

It has to be pretty short... :-/

...Created 2008-03-18 01:35:25

dotsJournal: so good.dots
Mood: The Usual

'Music' should not be a word. It should not be said or written or taught, but something you communicate with your eyes and actions and feelings. Sometimes it feels so good it HURTS.

...Created 2008-03-09 21:42:36

dotsJournal: or a minute...dots
Mood: The Usual

*whew* February is Over. It is now March.

“In depression . . . faith in deliverance, in ultimate restoration, is absent. The pain is unrelenting, and what makes the condition intolerable is the foreknowledge that no remedy will come -- not in a day, an hour, a month, or a minute. . . . It is hopelessness even more than pain that crushes the soul.” -William Styron

I don't know why I felt it important to share that quote. I'm not even feeling that depressed right now.

...Created 2008-03-01 02:32:11

dotsJournal: la la ladots
Mood: The Usual

"They can't be people, not if I'm one.
If I have to be like them, I'd rather be no one." -e.s.

February is STILL a damned month. But not as much as before.

...Created 2008-02-02 17:05:54

dotsJournal: Explosion!dots
Mood: The Usual

I feel like my brain is a big mass of complexity and ridiculous neurons firing in every direction without any direction. Spontaneous combustion! Whatever that means.

You know, sometimes it gets pretty annoying to try and then be accused of not trying. Choo Choo Choo Choo Beep Beep!

...Created 2008-01-27 01:20:44