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    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Rant

    I'm stronger then my demons...

    Though Iíd like to
    think that Iím ok
    Iíve been digging
    further and further
    every day

    itís depression

    Iíve said such things
    and denied the tears
    hid from you
    from open arms

    through it all
    Iím still standing
    with bloodied palms
    and age old fears

    itís depression
    I will get better

    so take your doubt
    all the words of concern
    lock them away
    Iíll rise up
    youíll see
    Iíll rise up
    higher then youíve ever dreamed

    ...Created 2005-02-16 14:05:29

    dotsJournal: ehdots
    Mood: Lazy

    song of the day. "Kick The Bucket" by The King of Leon

    and now for something that spewed out of my head that Im working on....I dunno why I write half the cr@p I do.

    fractured crystalline
    from red stained blue windows

    angels are singing
    the day star gives way

    and weíll become
    ashes of yesterday

    Fractured crystalline
    from broken window pains

    psalms of yesteryear
    inserted in dusty photo albums

    and weíll become
    ashes of shallow graves

    -----maybe on day Ill get my comments up again and post something----I suck at this.

    ...Created 2005-02-11 17:01:28

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Frustrated

    Iím just a silhouette
    the faint breeze
    cross the back of your neck

    so tell me
    your hairs standing on end
    youíve heard me

    and Iím just a silhouette
    the memory
    of lips running down your arm

    so tell me
    that your eyes are closed
    your hearts been
    beating fast

    But Iím just a shadow
    In the longing dreams
    Holding onto what I wish could be

    ...Created 2005-01-30 17:12:24

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Tired

    song of the day - sympath for the martyr by Straylight Run

    now for some new rantings that Im trying to form into something..... its a work in poregress-

    the static fades
    cigarettes snubbed out
    on frail wrists

    trying to remember
    P -purity
    A -angels
    I -innocence
    N -names
    trying to remember

    the silence isnít deafening
    no itís the beating
    of cold hearts
    shredding delicate
    ear drums this winters night

    donít say goodnight
    or farewell
    no not againÖ

    until tomorrow
    my beautiful P.A.I.N.
    until dawn

    ...Created 2005-01-25 22:46:11

    dotsJournal: MonDay mOndAydots
    Mood: Juggling Tasks

    Song of the Day ::Sperstition by Stevie Wonder!

    Im in an odd mood and this is one of my all time favorite poems...Felt like sharing and let me appologize to everyone I havent thanked for reaidng my rantings...I am oober buisy but will take the time o respond to each and everyone of you as the free time presents itself..Have a good monday all!

    I Like For You To Be Still
    by Pablo Neruda:

    I like for you to be still
    It is as though you are absent
    And you hear me from far away
    And my voice does not touch you
    It seems as though your eyes had flown away
    And it seems that a kiss had sealed your mouth
    As all things are filled with my soul
    You emerge from the things
    Filled with my soul
    You are like my soul
    A butterfly of dream
    And you are like the word: Melancholy

    I like for you to be still
    And you seem far away
    It sounds as though you are lamenting
    A butterfly cooing like a dove
    And you hear me from far away
    And my voice does not reach you
    Let me come to be still in your silence
    And let me talk to you with your silence
    That is bright as a lamp
    Simple, as a ring
    You are like the night
    With its stillness and constellations
    Your silence is that of a star
    As remote and candid

    I like for you to be still
    It is as though you are absent
    Distant and full of sorrow
    So you would've died
    One word then, One smile is enough
    And I'm happy;
    Happy that it's not true

    ...Created 2005-01-24 09:12:41

    dotsJournal: If I could...dots
    Mood: Sleepy

    Im lost in thought and lack of sleep....Leave a message after the beep


    ...Created 2005-01-21 15:08:26

    dotsJournal: Sigh...dots
    Mood: Thinking...

    work in progress, a responce to some randome thoughts....

    So if I write
    Youíve brought me peace
    to those troubled dreams
    cause I canít scream loud enough
    to reach those ears

    would you whisper?
    Hoping to catch the wind
    You know I like sitting outside
    pondering if your night sky
    looks like mineÖ

    It seems thereís only silence
    between us
    but Iíll dream easier
    because of the words
    I donít need to hear you sayÖ

    ...Created 2005-01-21 11:36:16

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Thinking...

    Song of the day-"the World At Large" by Modest Mouse and now for something completley different.

    some random thoughts of mine....

    Will the leaves
    smell so sweet
    next september?

    Maybe I'm lost
    floating along
    praying for rain.

    And baby if
    I said Im yours
    your too far away
    to hear the words
    escape my lips

    Will the snow come early
    or will I sit
    holding on to september?

    It doesnt matter anyway
    not when I'm still
    living in spanish memories
    and jaded dreams.

    So goodbye

    I never cared
    for winter anyway
    You know I'm just a whiny Bastard...

    ...Created 2005-01-19 16:45:58

    dotsJournal: WHAT THE @#$#dots
    Mood: Angry

    Ok so Im now officially royaly pissed off and I want blood. There are somethings in this world you do not do, you just don't do them there are no if ands or buts about. To elaborate a little further a coworker of mine didnt come into work today she didnt call either, aprox 2 and 1/2 hours after she was supposed to be in her sister called to tell us she was in the hospital. The reason being she nad her b/f were fighting and it got physical. Now for those of you who have read my piece "So Let This Be A Lesson " You know I dont stand for this S#$t it is unacceptable. YOU DON'T HIT GIRLS YOU JUST DON't. THERE ARE NO IF ANDS OR BUTS ABOUT IT. I WANT THIS GUYS HEAD. WHAT THE @##@ ?!? I HATE SOCIETY SOME DAYS.... Ok enough ranting needed to get that out of my system time to blast the song of the day



    we sample from the shelves
    tore a page out of this chapter
    deface the essays in the book that you're reading
    we are the leaches that stop the bleeding
    deficit attention program
    by any means necessary
    blare sirens to the library
    whisper instructions to the book-wormed glossary

    is it heavier than air - tell us, is the black box lying?

    aeronautics hacked
    the spine of paragraphs
    prepare to indent, a coma that read-
    floating in a soundproof costume
    here comes the monolith
    brass knuckles for the hissie fit
    an abbreviation for the landing of fleets

    position the stitches - like miles of torpedoes
    permission was hinted
    lungs that hollered in a sleeper hold

    is it heavier than air - am i supposed to die alone?

    ...Created 2005-01-13 11:53:11

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Relaxing

    Im tired but in a good mood....I accomplished my goal for the day....I need a vacation, a road trip, can you guess where I would drive too?

    (Song of the Day)Artist: Death Cab For Cutie
    Song: Tiny Vessel


    This is the moment that you know
    That you told you loved her but you don't.
    You touch her skin and then you think
    That she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
    Yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.

    I spent two weeks in Silverlake
    The California sun cascading down my face
    There was a girl with light brown streaks
    And she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.
    Yeah she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.

    Wanted to believe in all the words that i was speaking
    As we moved together in the dark
    And all the friends that i was telling
    And all the playful misspellings
    And every bite i gave you left a mark

    Tiny vessels oozed into your neck
    And formed the bruises
    That you said you didn't want to fade
    But they did and so did i that day

    All i see are dark grey clouds
    In the distance moving closer with every hour
    So when you ask "was something wrong?"
    That i think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now.
    No, we can't talk about it now."

    So one last touch and then you'll go
    And we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
    But it was vile, and it was cheap
    And you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
    Yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me [x2]

    ...Created 2005-01-04 22:22:06

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

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