|Journal: All about me|
-------------------------------------------Mood: Wierd...I know this is long, but it takes a lot to et to know seomeone......soi here you go. (Yes, it is the same as the submission, All about Me, but someone hadn't seen it and wanted to know all about me so here you go.)
My little brother came to me one day and had started asking me questions over my favorite things. I never knew that many people knew so little about me…..especially those close to me. So I thought I would take the time and write (Or type) my favorite things and what makes me tick, even the little things count, too. If anyone has anything to add, please ask and I will add it to the list. If the listing has more than one thing, then it is probably categorized differently. (Ex. Tea, Coffee, Mellow Yellow = all the time, mornings, sodas)
Drink: Iced Tea
Coffee – 1scoop sugar, 3spoons creamer (Depends on the cup)
Fruit Punch Noz
Fruit Punch Majestic
Black Cherry Water
Religion: Wicca/Christianity....don't ask it's complicated to explain.
Food: Anything Chocolate ^_^
Book: Anything Fantasy
The ones I write (Separately or with my Mother)
Movie: The Phantom of the Opera
Lord of the Rings
Never Ending Story
Cats (Yes, the musical )
Anime (Enough Said)
Music: All kinds. I was raised to appreciate it all. (Although I am a little sketchy with
Elvis Presley and I do not like the Beatles ^_^ )
Singer: Dolly Pardon
John Michael Montgomery
Band: Def Leopard
Big Time Rush
Brooks and Dunn
TV Shows: Anime of all kinds
Some Cartoons (Depends on mood and what is on)
Ace of Cakes
My Quirks: *I cannot sleep without a fan on high (No matter the weather) and/or music playing.
*I love to mix weird things for food, like sour cream on a corn dog, honey mustard in macaroni and cheese, a ham sandwich on a blueberry bagel with grape jelly. I know that it is weird, but it is me.
*I absolutely cannot stand mushrooms, spinach, asparagus, or white beans.
*I like to let my childlike side a lot; it lets me feel more freedom.
*I will randomly think of a joke and most likely end up laughing out loud when I shouldn’t or just a t a really random time.
*I will most likely be found with a book, sketchpad, music player, or on the computer. I am pretty much predictable in that category.
*I do not know how to cook very much, but when I want to, I can make a meal.
Quotes: -“I will play the swan and die in music.” William Shakespeare
-“I am Connor McCloud of the clan McCloud. I was born in 1618 in the village of Glennfinen on the shores of Loch Shiel, and I am an Immortal.” Highlander
-“Ever heard the New York Echo? You yell ‘Hello’ and the echo yells back ‘Shut the fuck up.” Gunz Ablaze
-“I am the voice of your hunger and pain..." Celtic Woman
-"A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked." Bernard Meltzer
-"It's time like this you stop and go; ‘What the fuck!?’" Gunz Ablaze
-“Work hard now so you may work smart later.” Mom
Here is a survey I filled out on Fanfiction. My account name is Mythica_Vampiress319 and I only have one story up, but I think it is a good one, try and read it sometime. Maybe if someone asks I will post here on ES.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Mythica...is actually a nickname I earned. ^_^
Birthday: 319 years ago (September is 320 years)
Birthplace: Manoria Manor
Current Location: In hiding....Shh!!
Eye Color: Green, Hazel, Brown, Gold. They change with my mood. Mother calls them my "Tiger eyes."
Hair Color: Dark choclate brown with small maogany highlights that show in the sun
Height: 5'5" ( I want to grow!! One of my little brothers is only 15 and he is 6'3" I can't win!)
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Handed Dominantly
Your Heritage: Where to start? Sigh I have many here goes...Cherokee Indian, Irish, Scottish, French, German, Welsh, and White. I was born a beautiful Olive color, but I paled out, now I look white...
The Shoes You Wore Today: Flip Flops. Best. Shoes. Ever!
Your Weakness: A good fantasy story or a chance to paint something.....Or Chocolate.
Your Fears: Never being loved for who I really am.
Your Perfect Pizza: Really? That is a question? Okay...Meat lovers with pineapple, banana peppers and garlic butter...stuffed crust.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To finally come out of my shell, be who I am, and to show the me from the inside on the outside. And to make it through college registration.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Pleasant Nightmares
Thoughts First Waking Up: It's too early for this crap....
Your Best Physical Feature: Either my eyes or my smile...
Your Bedtime: Depends on the day of week and time of year...no Honestly!
Your Most Missed Memory: My pet Chow Chow Grizzly...and My Shelti Princess. R.I.P. guys, miss you.
Pepsi or Coke: NoZ
McDonalds or Burger King: McD's fries, BK's Whopper, and a Blizzard from DQ! Perfect outing!
Single or Group Dates: Single...I am old fashioned when it comes to dating...
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton...but I still prefer NoZ ^_^
Chocolate or Vanilla: Dark Chocolate Bear Claw Ice Cream...Yay! Or Moose Tracks >.>
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee is okay...but yet again...NoZ FTW!
Do you Smoke: Absolutely not. My mother does and I find that I cannot breathe that way. It is a bad habit that should never be started...
Do you Swear: Yes...What? No one is perfect >.>
Do you Sing: Yes, I sing. I love to sing random songs, but also sing things from musicals like Sweeny Todd or Phantom of the Opera. But I sing Disney things and other songs, too.
Do you Shower Daily: Sometimes I do miss a day, but I make up for it by not missing the next. I have a busy life...
Have you Been in Love: ...How do you know when you are truly in love?
Do you want to go to College: Yes, to either be a Pharmacist or a Sonographer...all ready excepted into a college. WKCTC
Do you want to get Married: One day yes, but I want to make sure I have a career set so that I may take care of my family.
Do you belive in yourself: In certain things yes, but not in everything...
Do you get Motion Sickness: Not all of the time, mostly just if I have not eaten and I drive all over hills all day...
Do you think you are Attractive: Honestly...no. But I am told all the time that I am. I don't know, I guess it's just because a lot of the guys I hang out with look at me like a younger sister...it kind of messes with me...
Are you a Health Freak: I restate the Choclate Bear Claw Ice Cream...No, I love food, even if it is not healthy. But there are some I cannot stand. >.<
Do you get along with your Parents: My mother...96% of the time, yes. My step father used to be the same way, but now it is like...32% of the time, and that is pushing it...
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes, that is Mother Nature's Lullabye for me as she sings to me her lovely songs...
Do you play an Instrument: 3 chords on the piano, and I sing...I want to learn harp or the haprshichord. Such lovely instruments.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No, I do not drink, never have, and most likely never will.
In the past month have you Smoked: No, I stay away from things like that.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No, again I staw away. I have seen what drugs do to people.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No...
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: No, cannot really afford the mall that often.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Yes, but I was sharing with some friends.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No, never had it, but I do wish to try it.
In the past month have you been on Stage: No, but I was in my High Schools fall Talent show of 2009. I sang "The Little Girl" by John Micheal Montgomery. Beautiful song.
In the past month have you been Dumped: No, I have not been in a relationship since the day before Thanksgiving.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No, I don't do that kind of thing...O////o
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No, never.
Ever been Drunk: No, but I did get car-sick one day and my mother thought I had a hang over from the night before, when all it was was I had the flu.
Ever been called a Tease: No.
Ever been Beaten up: My cousin used to beat me up growing up if I didn't play games right...Now my younger brother tries, but I put him to the floor every time it happens.
Ever Shoplifted: No.
How do you want to Die: I wish to be returned to my God and Goddess with the Pentagram drawn around me as I have died peacefully in my sleep. I will be given back to the Earth and be reborn anew with my loved ones around me lifting my spirit high.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Pharmacist or Sonographer...maybe even have my own kind of small store for random things when I retire from that...
What country would you most like to Visit: So many to visit...Ireland, Scotland, Transylvania, Japan...
In a Boy
Favourite Eye Color: Anything that can keep my gaze and return the love I feel.
Favourite Hair Color: Black...but I can deal.
Short or Long Hair: Short is fine, but to me Long hair is H.O.T.
Height: Taller than I am, but not huge...
Weight: Not fat, but not anorexic either.
Best Clothing Style: His own
Number of Drugs I have taken: Only Prescription Medication and things needed for surgery or headaches like Tylenol...
Number of CDs I own: I think I lost count after 20...something
Number of Piercings: One time in both ears.
Number of Tattoos: Currently none, but plan to get a few small ones...A cresent moon with a single nautical star top match my mother's (She has three stars, one for each kid) A pair of bat wings to show I want to fly away and be free. Then Possibly the Goddess's symbol of three moons, Two Cresent and a full moon.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Some really stupid trust choices and all the mistakes I ever made. If I could redo things I would.
How do you feel currently after taking this Survey: A little happy as I can share with people who I truly am...but a little depressed as to who would scorn me for my beliefs or thoughts...
Thank you so much for reading the Survey, I hope it opened your eyes a little. Any questions, feel free to PM me.
...Created 2010-04-20 12:28:45
-------------------------------------------Mood: Full of pride and love....So many things are happening within my life. I am now engaged to Vossler, and my High School experience is coming to an end. I will soon be in college and going on with my life. I have had fights with my step-dad again to where he threatened to kick me out of the house when I graduate and turn 18 years of age. I have somewhere to go if that happens. I will not be like my family. I will have a decent career, not job, career, to be able to take care of my family. I will be a loving wife to my husband and a mother to my children. I will not fight every other day because something is wrong. I will be an independant woman as I was rasied, but I will be understanding as well. I am me and that is all anyone can ask of me....Created 2010-04-12 14:15:01
-------------------------------------------Mood: Still stressed, but laid back, now.Well, things have calmmed down a bit. I have my mentor hours and my community service hours set up for my spring break. MY step-dad and I are still fighting, but that is to be expected at the moment. All I can do is hope and write my stories and poems....Created 2010-03-23 13:46:56
-------------------------------------------Mood: Stressed beyond all reason.School is devastating me! My Senior English project is due soon and I still do not have my mentor hours or my community service hours....My teacher should be on the list of America's top 10 senial list. My step dad and I are fighting again (Big surprise....) I cannot wait for all of this stress ridin' crap to be over with....Created 2010-03-16 12:04:45
-------------------------------------------Mood: Ugh...Well it is official. My stress level is at an all time high. I was driving home yesterday and nearly went off the road four times because my mind wouldn't stay on the road. I don't get it. I comeplty focused on the road like I normally did, and the next thing I knew I was veering off of te road. I need major help....
( =T_T= )"...Created 2010-03-10 11:31:09
|Journal: I Need The Dark|
-------------------------------------------Mood: Pained...My life is a stressed night where the moon tries to shine and fails. The stars are no longer their bright selves. I feel myself being torn from every direction, and it hurts. I have project after assignment to do in school, and responisbility after expectation to live up to. My mind feels on the verge to slip into my darkness and slumber away my pain. Why must this happen now!?!?! I cannot stand it!! I need my darkness!!...Created 2010-03-08 14:50:28
-------------------------------------------Mood: Worried.....After having yet another dream, a moer peacful one this time, I have had poem after poem ram into my mind, with such a force I do not understand it anymore. Never have I had so manyfeelings and poems and cush happen to me sof fast. I have had so many poems to write down, I beleive I have forgotten some. Goddess help me. I fear something might be happening, but what I do not yet know....Created 2010-03-03 14:34:04
-------------------------------------------Mood: Anxious and frayedI have dreams and they always mean something, I do not dream for no reason. This dream scares me like no other. My dream was filled with snow. Everywhere, the moonlight hit snow and the beautiful sparkles of the icy crystals was breathtaking as it always has been. Then a streak crossed my vision, bright crimson and I felt pain. The red was blood, whether my own or someone else's I have not a clue. As I looked around me, the beautiful snow was spalshed and covered in red, ruining the beautiful picture. I cannot describe the spread of fear I had when I awoke from this dream. What could it mean?...Created 2010-02-22 14:34:19
-------------------------------------------Mood: Confused and somewhat disoriented....I fel my life going into chaos as my life is maturing. I have to get ready for college, and my parents are being impossible with each other. I feel like school is getting crazier with each passing day, and my friends sometimes feel like other people. Nothing is solid. I need a light in this darkness. I need a solid form to help me get through the turmoil in my life....My Rock, My Light, My One.
Mythica...Created 2010-02-08 11:36:49
|Journal: Darkness Rising|
-------------------------------------------Mood: Scaredly DormantI feel as if my life is reaching dark corners, that I have yet to discover. I am heading to new places, new things, and sometimes it scares me. I feel pressured to the point I cannot breathe. My light is dimming and I can't see anymore. My world is swallowing me up like it never has before. I miss all my friends, the laughter, the fun.....the Light. Can I be helped?...Created 2010-01-25 12:48:09
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