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Journal: Wheee -.-* -------------------------------------------Mood: Topsy turvy...Hmmm... I hate school now, besides me Auto body class... when I think about every other class, it makes me sick to my stomach. Bleh. I now have a 5-7 page report due on September 30th for Ag, I have to write the history of Agriculture, and seeing as I've settled a few things that have happened recently, I will no longer feel the need to be on ES or YIM while I work on it. That might change though as the days go by, but tomorrow, I'll probably only be on here to check in, then start on my report.
Peace....Created 2009-08-27 15:52:32 |
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Journal: Solace.... -------------------------------------------Mood: Lovely.I know I keep saying this, but the word really fits me. It's weird how I always like a guy, but I wind up on the losing end. It's like I'm cursed or something. I've always thought I had some defect, and this is going to be the end result. Funny no? Meh, I'm growing accustomed to it. I've begun to not feel the need to cry anymore when it happens. You could say I'm toughening up, you could just say I'm not surprised when it happens....Created 2009-07-20 18:29:59 |
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Journal: Hmmm... -------------------------------------------Mood: Oh me.I'm taking advantage of my local library system. :3 I'm getting anime, manga, books, CDs, and games from it. Best of all, it's all being delivered to my house. :D...Created 2009-07-20 12:47:07 |
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Journal: Woah~ -------------------------------------------Mood: Psha, should I truly be this happy?:P I'm going to a funeral tomorrow, yet I'm happy like I'm going to a wedding. The only thing I don't like is that I have to wear a skirt and high heeled boots. I guess I'll have to live with it for one day, for soon I'll be getting my birthday present and new clothes for school. :3 Shall be a grand year this year. ^.^...Created 2009-07-14 19:33:57 |
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Journal: o.o Shush! -------------------------------------------Mood: I think I'm dreaming... o.oNothing in this life's for free,
So, why don't you come and take a ride with me.
Baby, there's nothing left to see.
So, come and learn to fly with me.
Nothing is what it seems,
So, why don't you come and take a dive with me.
Baby, Isn't it plain to see,
you and I were meant to be....Created 2009-07-13 22:35:15 |
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Journal: Blech... -------------------------------------------Mood: The UsualA little boy,
In the middle of a party,
Looking at all the faces,
Speaking of how he's lost his way.
He's afraid,
The path he took is long and grueling.
The faces walk by,
As his faces show nothing.
He keeps his mouth shut,
leaving them to their happy lives....Created 2009-06-23 18:55:09 |
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Journal: Two things... -------------------------------------------Mood: Philosophical.Two sides to one being, two elements. Both blend together most times, but that's when things can get complicated. Making a person seem to have two different personalities. It's a main factor in Schizophrenia, but it's a main factor of what make me, me. I'm Chaos, I'm also Solace. I'm fire, but I'm also earth. I'm arrogant, in either state. I'm no good, but I'm innocent. I'm a sinner, but also minunderstood. I'm forgotten, but memorable. I'm hated, but I'm loved. I two opposites, thrown into one body. I have the key to find love, but I ignore it. I have the key to be a great person, but I take a longer path, I'll break down the door, I'll use all my might. I'll leave the thought of keys to those of weak minds. I'll let myself grow, I'll become a bastard, but in all sense of the word, I had the day I was born. I'll let my fears live my life for a few days, then grow bored. I'll try many things, but come back to two things...
Arrogance and Loneliness....Created 2009-06-18 18:19:06 |
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Journal: Wow... -------------------------------------------Mood: The UsualI've really hit a new low this time. I wanted to kill myself last night, but not with pills or a blade this time. This time I wanted fire arms, if I had a gun, I'd not be typing this now, I'd be dead, bleeding from the neck, watching as the monsters all swarm to. It'd be nice to do it, to make them go away forever... Re knows it would, but why become another statistic... Schizophrenics have a high rate of suicide, I wish to not resort to my death to rid myself of these monsters... The pill works, but it has it times when it doesn't and not taking my pill last night was a no no. I'm good now though, least I can say I think clearly after my psychosis....Created 2009-06-14 06:31:44 |
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Journal:  -------------------------------------------Mood: The UsualMurr... I guess Solace really is befitting of me. Heh, prick won't even take his time to listen what I say, he leaves. He's pathetic, and it's part of makes him a prick... I'm tired of trying, maybe I'll get someone's hopes up... yeah... that's what I'll do....Created 2009-06-08 20:52:03 |
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Journal: Fun, Fun. -------------------------------------------Mood: Straightening things out...Hmmm. I wonder if I'm becoming hated by most people here, I mean Tom, then Nick, I wonder if Al's next. Who knows, who cares. Things happen for a reason, and I'm going to just go with the flow for once, if Tom doesn't want to let me back into Essentia, oh well, his loss. If Nick chooses to ignore me, it's his loss as well. I'm tired of fighting the motions of life, so I'm letting to take me down the path I'm on. If I get myself in trouble, oh well, I get in trouble.
I'm putting this up to tell you all, that no matter what you fools throw at me, it will only bounce off me, and only make me distrust you more. So don't think you all can get to me. I'm in hell, and for once, I love it. So just let me be to rot in peace.
~Yours Truly,
Aleksandre Sue Tyree...Created 2009-05-26 08:40:50 |
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