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Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual : ) ...Created 2008-08-27 06:39:22

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual You would think after 4 years of crying over someone my heart would be amune... damnit ...Created 2008-07-16 00:45:17

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual "Give you my lovin seven days a week I'll be your honey if you'll be sweet I know I'm the only one for you I know that you think this is not true Man says it's rainin, rainin outside I'll be out there in a little while Cause you see, rain reminds me of you And everything has turned to you See you in places, I'm followin you You'll be upstairs, and I'll be there to Everywhere you go I will follow I know it won't be the same tomorrow People give me warnings, "Stay away from you They say you'll hurt me, I don't think that's true Discomfort arouses when I speak of you As if you been sayin somethin bad about me When I see you I wanna kiss you But I know that ain't right so I'd ask if I can hold you Oh babe, I need you so bad Oh babe, I only wanna make you glad" ...Created 2008-06-22 16:00:13

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Confused people anoy me ...Created 2008-06-09 18:23:11

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Depressed "Hey you, look what you do to me You bend and you bruise me Why you try to control me? But you don't know me How come you just want to hurt me? How come you just want to push me? I can't ignore you anymore Cause everywhere I turn you You burn me, you break me You always want to take me down with you What do you want from me? I don't wanna be afraid, I don't wanna run away I don't want to be here fading it's more that I can take I'm never gonna be the same I threw it all away I don't want to be here fading Just let go! (look what you do to me) Let go! (look what you do to me) Hey you, look what you do to me You burnt and you scared me With all that you tell me (but I don't listen!) You love me, you hate me You always want to take me down with you What do you want from me? I don't wanna be afraid I don't wanna run away I don't want to be here fading it's more that I can take I'm never gonna be the same I threw it all away I don't want to be here fading You kept pushing me You keep using me You keep twisting me You keep breaking me You can't have me anymore You can't have me, let go! I don't wanna be afraid, I don't wanna run away I don't want to be here fading it's more that I can take I'm never gonna be the same I threw it all away I don't want to be here fading Just let go! Let go! Just let go! I don't wanna be afraid Let go! (I don't wanna run away!) Just let go! Let go! Let go!" ~Red~ ...Created 2008-02-22 10:39:40

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual "Hey you, look what you do to me You bend and you bruise me Why you try to control me? But you don't know me How come you just want to hurt me? How come you just want to push me? I can't ignore you anymore Cause everywhere I turn you You burn me, you break me You always want to take me down with you What do you want from me? I don't wanna be afraid, I don't wanna run away I don't want to be here fading it's more that I can take I'm never gonna be the same I threw it all away I don't want to be here fading Just let go! (look what you do to me) Let go! (look what you do to me) Hey you, look what you do to me You burnt and you scared me With all that you tell me (but I don't listen!) You love me, you hate me You always want to take me down with you What do you want from me? I don't wanna be afraid I don't wanna run away I don't want to be here fading it's more that I can take I'm never gonna be the same I threw it all away I don't want to be here fading You kept pushing me You keep using me You keep twisting me You keep breaking me You can't have me anymore You can't have me, let go! I don't wanna be afraid, I don't wanna run away I don't want to be here fading it's more that I can take I'm never gonna be the same I threw it all away I don't want to be here fading Just let go! Let go! Just let go! I don't wanna be afraid Let go! (I don't wanna run away!) Just let go! Let go! Let go!" ~Red~ ...Created 2008-02-22 10:39:03

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Sigh... "If I profane with my unworthiest hand This holy shrine, the gentle fine is this: My lips, two blushing pilgrims, ready to stand To smooth that rough touch with a tender kiss." ...Created 2008-02-07 18:39:29

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Sick Whenever I was sick, he used to make me tea and ask if I needed anything. Now I have to make my own and there is no one asking to help... ...Created 2008-02-05 22:13:45

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Sick You tend to be given far less importance than you should. You deserve more appreciation. You have an inner force to do wild new things, in your own unique way. People sometimes may take you as a little queer and shy, but they know little. Your unconventional means have more power than they (and sometimes even you) know. ...Created 2008-02-04 10:47:05

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Confused "If You Were Here" "If you were here I could deceive you And if you were here You would believe But would you suspect My emotion wandering, yeah? Do not want a part of this anymore The rain water drips Through the cracks in the ceiling And I'll have to spend My time on repair And just like the rain I'll be always fallin', yeah Only to rise and fall again If you were here I could deceive you And if you were here You would believe But would you suspect My emotion wandering, yeah? Do not want a part of this anymore If you were here I could deceive you And if you were here You would believe But just like the rain I'll be always fallin', yeah Only to rise and fall again" ~Cary Brothers~ ...Created 2008-02-03 13:16:09