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    dotsJournal: get it?dots
    Mood: not suicidal, just insightful

    Razors pain you;
    Rivers are damp;
    Acids stain you;
    And drugs cause cramp.
    Guns aren't lawful;
    Nooses give;
    Gas smells awful;
    You might as well live.
    -courtesy of dorothy parker, who rocks my blocks with her cynic lit. and really hit it with this one. hats off to you, dorothy!

    ...Created 2008-05-06 14:05:24

    dotsJournal: a bit...well...dots
    Mood: confused, quite frankly

    i don't know. i feel so listless. like a single word could rip me to pieces. i just want to go somewhere and totally lose it. but there's nowhere for me to go. i don't mean to sound so sorry for myself, but i am just so tired. i tried to write a poem, but i couldn't stir any kind of really heated emotion. not anger, not terror, not passion. nothing. i am so tired. i just want to stop moving and stop thinking and stop trying so damn hard to be normal. i really want to talk to someone. but there's no one who really gets me. i really am compatable with a desk chair.

    ...Created 2008-05-02 14:11:05

    dotsJournal: very truedots
    Mood: limbo

    much madness is divinest sense
    to a discerning eye.
    much sense the starkest madness
    tis the majority.
    in this, as all, prevails
    assent, and you are sane.
    demur, you're straightaway dangerous
    and handled with a chain.
    -emily dickinson.

    i made my song a coat
    covered with embroideries
    out of old mythologies
    from heel too throught.
    but the fools caught it,
    wore it in the world's eyes
    as though they'd wrought it.
    song, let them take it
    for there is more enterprise
    in walking naked.
    -w. b. yeats

    ...Created 2007-03-02 10:46:28

    dotsJournal: apathydots
    Mood: eh

    apathy = not caring
    not caring = neglecting people
    neglecting people = people leave you to rot.
    left to rot = all alone
    all alone = misery

    so apathy = misery.
    like i didnt already know that.

    ...Created 2007-02-23 11:03:28

    dotsJournal: just a daydots
    Mood: Thinking...

    im kinda just chilling. like a penguin. anyway, during chapel, instead of paying attention (shocker)i kinda thought (again, shocker). i thought about a whole bunch of stuff. and i gave myself a good old fashioned guilt trip. and then...chapel ended. (and yes, we clapped.) and now im sitting here rerehashing. and reretracing. and just plain babbling. so im gonna go bother someone else. one really reads this, so im not really bothering anyone now.

    did i mention that i have a slight obsession with irony?

    i love irony!!!

    and i just heard something excellently ironic and im trying really hard not to crack up because im supposed to be paying attention....

    ...Created 2007-01-30 10:55:59

    dotsJournal: i dunnodots
    Mood: Straightening things out...

    i dunno. when left with nothing to say, be content that there is nothing to say. i dunno who said it, but damn, were they right.

    ...Created 2007-01-05 20:28:35

    dotsJournal: hahadots
    Mood: Confused

    i wrote this song. actually, i didnt write it down. so i sorta...made...this song? i dunno. it doesnt matter. anyhow, i dont know how it sounds. its really lame. and i mean really, really lame. so im kinda like, i like it, but it probably sucks. i dunno. im just kinda distracted. im out of it, so all of the people who dont read this can finally have some peace.

    ...Created 2006-12-17 19:52:22

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Crazy

    christmas => overcommercialization overcomercialization => annoying people annoying people => grating on last nerve grating on last nerve => insanity insanity => institution institution => lockdown lockdown => isolation isolation => despondancy despondancy => depression depression => suicidal thoughts suicidal thoughts => suicide so christmas leads to suicide. happy holidays.

    ...Created 2006-11-30 11:07:50

    dotsJournal: TooTiredToSleepdots
    Mood: Confused

    im falling asleep. im not done reliving my fantastic night though, so sleep will have to wait. [insert random happy humming here]
    i think i love you all.

    not that that's worth anything.

    sorry, im shutting up now.

    not that anybody reads this.

    right, shutting up.

    ...Created 2006-11-25 21:30:16

    dotsJournal: out of itdots
    Mood: ZZzzzz,,,...___

    im all about the swings. thats all i need. thank god today is early dismissal. i can swing after school. it just feels so good. whenever im too full, i can swing and let it all out. it calms me down, especially after a particularly painful day. i dunno. im not really thinking. as usual, im using journalism class to write this. i should probably write my articles, but i just dont care. woohoo for me.

    ...Created 2006-11-21 10:50:39

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