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dotsJournal: Longing...dots
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Mood: Sigh...

Don’t remember washing my face this morning
Don’t remember I slept, or woke up
My hours are a mess of anticipating
Carousel of longing
Stared last night at the windows
Of my ex lovers apartment
Light poured through
But it is somebody else…he is not there I know
I don’t need him to be…it’s just a memory of a moment
So perfect in it’s irrationality
I have a new one…
I watch his face in neon blue
Cry and weep over words on a screen
Long for that spot of imperfection on his picture
‘cause that makes him real
Seamless mess of days……
And I need to break through
A sleeping pill helps less than a candy bar
Nothing can overcame this need
To experience the unknown
To disappear in his craving………

...Created 2008-03-19 18:02:49

dotsJournal: dots
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Mood: Sigh...

I feel the poems choking me...but I'm too lazy...too lazy
My mother says that laziness is the worst disease...

...Created 2008-02-29 18:18:42

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Mood: Sigh...

JUMP IN THE RIVER WITH ME- Lyrics by Cousteau
Rain, rain on me
I thirst only one desire

Strange danger we
Go dancing into the fray

Where the water runs deep
More than the flesh or the pleasure can keep
Oh please wont you
Jump in the river with me

Sweet the grape
Deep ripened soft betrayal

Stealing days
This tormented mad embrace

And so long may she reign
(long may she rain)
Long may the stains run forever
And then, again
Oh wont you
Jump in the river with me
Jump in the river with me....


http://www.actionext.com/names_c/cousteau_lyrics/jump_in_the_river.html

...Created 2007-12-14 13:47:30

dotsJournal: Arghuhhharh AUUdots
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Mood: Sigh...

I don't speak many languages but I know to swear and curse in a few of them plus the same in a different accents of my own language. O boy, I could swear now!!!

There is a gay, that was supposed to enter a plain one of this days and live my life forever. And on that day this unbearably loud silence between us would be over. And I hoped that this ache in my heart would eventually fade. But he is staying. And I'm happy. And scared. And happy. O dear me, silly fool.

...Created 2007-10-29 06:39:49

dotsJournal: dots
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Mood: Depressed

Can I just break down
and fall apart?
Don't pick up the pieces
it was always meant to be this way.

You have a beautiful hands. People say I have a beautiful neck.
"I want to kill you" you said so many times.
What are you waiting for? Place your fingers around my neck and hold tight. It's a perfect way for someone like you to kill someone like me.

******
"...Take time with a wounded hand
cause it likes to heal..."
"...Im half the man I used to be
This I feel as the dawn
It fades to gray..."

"Creep"-Stone Temple Pilots

...Created 2007-10-22 06:21:14

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Mood: Sigh...

Can I just break down
and fall apart?
Don't pick up the pieces
it was always meant to be this way.

Why can't I just disappear? The pills make me numb and sleepy, but I know it's here, the pain is still here. And being thiner than the air to you makes me want to disappear completely.

...Some day you will ache like I ache.." (Hole, Courtney Love"

I never meant harm to anyone, but I hope someone, some day will break your heart, and play with you ('cause you'll make such a beautiful toy), thread on your pride, just so you know how it feels...
How to let you go without speaking to you...but maybe it's for the best because what you wanted from me you have got. I'm afraid that words would just turn this peaces of me in to dust...

...Created 2007-10-02 04:45:20

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Mood: Guess what!?

I was just listening to a "Guns of Brixton"(the Clash)-interesting cover by Nouvelle Vague. And the song says"When they kick out your front door
How you gonna come?
With your hands on your head
Or on the trigger of your gun.."

On the trigger of my gun

Listen life, here i come

...Created 2007-09-20 07:39:45

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Mood: Sigh...

Pastiche

Miracle of miracles
Look what the night dragged in -
Its a pocket full of misery
And trouble on the wind

I’ve witnessed this all before
The tortured soul
And the body
Legs shaking, and every inch shivering
Give me one reason to stay here
And I’ll turn my back around
Suckled devoured and confused
Don’t want to live you lonely
You got to make me change my mind

I’ve witnessed this before
And been left to dry
In-between nothing and too much of everything
The language of love
Slips from my lover’s tongue cooler than ice-cream
And wormer than the sun
The poison ivy of your body
Wrapped tight around me
Little candy that made you feel alive
But now
And if you ever had
Any kind of love for me
You kept it all so well hid...

I spat out the hearth
Discarded the soul
I’m striping of my pride
So there is nothing of me left
(for you to hurt)
The language of love
Has left me stony grey
Tongue tied and twisted
At the price I've had to pay
Your careless notions
Have silenced these emotions
Look at all the foolishness
Your lover's talk has done

Indented parts taken from:
Annie Lenox-Who’s that girl & Don’t ask me why
Tracy Chapman-Give me one reason

...Created 2007-09-04 07:15:07

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Mood: Sigh...

Who's that girl- Eurythmics

The language of love
Slips from my lover's tongue
Cooler than ice cream
And warmer than the sun
Dumb hearts get broken
Just like china cups
The language of love
Has left me broken on the rocks

But there's just one thing
(Just one thing)
But there's just one thing
And I really wannna know

Who's that girl
Running around with you?
Tell me
Who's that girl
Running around with you?

The language of love
Has left me stony grey
Tongue tied and twisted
At the price I've had to pay
Your careless notions
Have silenced these emotions
Look at all the foolisness
Your lover's talk has done

...Created 2007-09-03 14:08:36

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Mood: The Usual

Maybe one of this days I’ll write a poem. I sure hope so.

...Created 2007-03-02 12:25:45