Journal: Longing... -------------------------------------------Mood: Sigh... Don’t remember washing my face this morning Don’t remember I slept, or woke up My hours are a mess of anticipating Carousel of longing Stared last night at the windows Of my ex lovers apartment Light poured through But it is somebody else…he is not there I know I don’t need him to be…it’s just a memory of a moment So perfect in it’s irrationality I have a new one… I watch his face in neon blue Cry and weep over words on a screen Long for that spot of imperfection on his picture ‘cause that makes him real Seamless mess of days…… And I need to break through A sleeping pill helps less than a candy bar Nothing can overcame this need To experience the unknown To disappear in his craving……… ...Created 2008-03-19 18:02:49

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Sigh... I feel the poems choking me...but I'm too lazy...too lazy My mother says that laziness is the worst disease... ...Created 2008-02-29 18:18:42

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Sigh... JUMP IN THE RIVER WITH ME- Lyrics by Cousteau Rain, rain on me I thirst only one desire Strange danger we Go dancing into the fray Where the water runs deep More than the flesh or the pleasure can keep Oh please wont you Jump in the river with me Sweet the grape Deep ripened soft betrayal Stealing days This tormented mad embrace And so long may she reign (long may she rain) Long may the stains run forever And then, again Oh wont you Jump in the river with me Jump in the river with me.... http://www.actionext.com/names_c/cousteau_lyrics/jump_in_the_river.html ...Created 2007-12-14 13:47:30

Journal: Arghuhhharh AUU -------------------------------------------Mood: Sigh... I don't speak many languages but I know to swear and curse in a few of them plus the same in a different accents of my own language. O boy, I could swear now!!! There is a gay, that was supposed to enter a plain one of this days and live my life forever. And on that day this unbearably loud silence between us would be over. And I hoped that this ache in my heart would eventually fade. But he is staying. And I'm happy. And scared. And happy. O dear me, silly fool. ...Created 2007-10-29 06:39:49

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Depressed Can I just break down and fall apart? Don't pick up the pieces it was always meant to be this way. You have a beautiful hands. People say I have a beautiful neck. "I want to kill you" you said so many times. What are you waiting for? Place your fingers around my neck and hold tight. It's a perfect way for someone like you to kill someone like me. ****** "...Take time with a wounded hand cause it likes to heal..." "...Im half the man I used to be This I feel as the dawn It fades to gray..." "Creep"-Stone Temple Pilots ...Created 2007-10-22 06:21:14

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Sigh... Can I just break down and fall apart? Don't pick up the pieces it was always meant to be this way. Why can't I just disappear? The pills make me numb and sleepy, but I know it's here, the pain is still here. And being thiner than the air to you makes me want to disappear completely. ...Some day you will ache like I ache.." (Hole, Courtney Love" I never meant harm to anyone, but I hope someone, some day will break your heart, and play with you ('cause you'll make such a beautiful toy), thread on your pride, just so you know how it feels... How to let you go without speaking to you...but maybe it's for the best because what you wanted from me you have got. I'm afraid that words would just turn this peaces of me in to dust... ...Created 2007-10-02 04:45:20

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Guess what!? I was just listening to a "Guns of Brixton"(the Clash)-interesting cover by Nouvelle Vague. And the song says"When they kick out your front door How you gonna come? With your hands on your head Or on the trigger of your gun.." On the trigger of my gun Listen life, here i come ...Created 2007-09-20 07:39:45

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Sigh... Pastiche Miracle of miracles Look what the night dragged in - Its a pocket full of misery And trouble on the wind I’ve witnessed this all before The tortured soul And the body Legs shaking, and every inch shivering Give me one reason to stay here And I’ll turn my back around Suckled devoured and confused Don’t want to live you lonely You got to make me change my mind I’ve witnessed this before And been left to dry In-between nothing and too much of everything The language of love Slips from my lover’s tongue cooler than ice-cream And wormer than the sun The poison ivy of your body Wrapped tight around me Little candy that made you feel alive But now And if you ever had Any kind of love for me You kept it all so well hid... I spat out the hearth Discarded the soul I’m striping of my pride So there is nothing of me left (for you to hurt) The language of love Has left me stony grey Tongue tied and twisted At the price I've had to pay Your careless notions Have silenced these emotions Look at all the foolishness Your lover's talk has done Indented parts taken from: Annie Lenox-Who’s that girl & Don’t ask me why Tracy Chapman-Give me one reason ...Created 2007-09-04 07:15:07

Journal: Lover's talk -------------------------------------------Mood: Sigh... Who's that girl- Eurythmics The language of love Slips from my lover's tongue Cooler than ice cream And warmer than the sun Dumb hearts get broken Just like china cups The language of love Has left me broken on the rocks But there's just one thing (Just one thing) But there's just one thing And I really wannna know Who's that girl Running around with you? Tell me Who's that girl Running around with you? The language of love Has left me stony grey Tongue tied and twisted At the price I've had to pay Your careless notions Have silenced these emotions Look at all the foolisness Your lover's talk has done ...Created 2007-09-03 14:08:36

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual Maybe one of this days I’ll write a poem. I sure hope so. ...Created 2007-03-02 12:25:45

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