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Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Thinking... I don't go looking for moles in my back yard without a proper flamethrower. ...Created 2011-05-10 19:15:35

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Sad ...And sometimes a smile is stolen from another person's face and glued to a stranger. ...Created 2010-09-25 12:01:39

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Thinking... Don't you think I have a heart I've been alright, been myself When everyone else were crying themselves out I was late I have done all The soul-searching heart-wrenching mind-blowing things And I stood already blossomed, already matured among the people Who couldn't understand why Why love, why smile, why see everything beautiful Amidst all the ugliness Because really, you choose your own eyes You choose how everything affects you, how much you allow it Before the dawns turn disastrous You go down when you let yourself go And the lot of them wanted to, seeing it as something That goes hand in hand with irresistible sin and something One can wrap up and disguise himself in to seem special While drowning in the crowd of equally absent minded people Cause they all leave home They all whistle out of their heads so they don't have to feel themselves Don't have to know themselves Don't have to live with those things that make life hard for them Though really what is hard for one man is another man's happiness Or another man's bread But the problem really being that no one does What makes him happy, most not being able to do it Having drained themselves of will So they cannot really stand the sight of someone Who rekindled a spark in the ashes Because they forgot how to do it, and not just stretch their mouth Into something akinly familiar to a smile But really forgot how to breathe anything else But bitterness ...Created 2010-09-23 15:48:38

Journal: Blue -------------------------------------------Mood: Crazy If I sound blue to you, you're wrong. I'm completely purple :P ...Created 2010-09-20 17:21:46

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Paranoid I've been away for a while. Let's see how long I stick around this time. Those pesky mood swinging muses are a real pain in the ass XD Plus I'm rusty :P My stanzas seem clumsy to me. ...Created 2010-09-17 10:25:47

Journal: The Islander -------------------------------------------Mood: Relaxing "...This is for long forgotten Light at the end of the world Horizon crying The tears he left behind long ago..." ...Created 2010-09-16 12:43:10

Journal: Facebook -------------------------------------------Mood: Juggling Tasks Facebook Profile: Sandra Kazalac ...Created 2009-08-09 04:11:00

Journal: Glow -------------------------------------------Mood: Streaming I glow like a dying man's hope to take another breath. Don't put out my lights. ...Created 2009-07-31 05:54:42

Journal: Windows to the -------------------------------------------Mood: Thinking... Battle not with monsters lest ye become a monster and if you gaze into the abyss the abyss gazes into you. Friedrich Nietzsche ...Created 2009-04-23 04:58:22

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: Thinking... How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not only in one's culture but within oneself? If there is a stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult, it must be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst of such paradox. One must live in the middle of contradiction, because if all contradiction were eliminated at once life would collapse. There are simply no answers to some of the great pressing questions. You continue to live them out, making your life a worthy expression of leaning into the light. ...Created 2009-04-23 04:53:58