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    dotsJournal: Hm...?dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I was bored and decided to write a journal. So...ya!

    ...Created 2010-04-27 10:18:40

    dotsJournal: Backdots
    Mood: Guess what!?

    Wow I took a short ass break this time huh? Thank you to the people in my RP's that didn't leave me behind. I expected you too in all honesty, but I am glad you didn't. Everything is doing....the same. But I am not as depressed as I was. I do still believe many things that I will not put here for fear of getting the crap beaten out of me. I love you all my ES friends/family.

    ...Created 2010-04-16 15:02:17

    dotsJournal: ...dots
    Mood: ..

    Without him my life has no propose. How can he tell me to move on when for the past months he has been my only reason to carry on? I feel like Bella in New Moon. There is this giant hole in my heart that only which he can fill. No one can come close to healing it. No one should try. I am already too far gone. Maybe I should take a break away from this site...try not to kill myself...

    ...Created 2010-04-11 22:26:40

    dotsJournal: Alexdots
    Mood: Thinking...

    The more and more I think about, the more I think I am better off just...letting it go. But the pain in my heart stops me from expanding on that idea. My body revolts at the idea of not having him in my life anymore, regardless of the many complications that there are with him. I think about it, and there is a gaping pain in my chest. Like...there is a black hole there...sucking in and taking away my will to live. It hurts so much to think of a life without him. I cannot live without him. I love him too much. I am in love with him too much. It is just would be better for me if I broke off everything with him. I know there would be immense pain, IMMENSE, but I would get over it eventually. Wouldn't I?

    ...Created 2010-04-06 22:59:46

    dotsJournal: Nodots
    Mood: Frustrated

    True love shouldn't be like this at all. He shouldn't still like his ex. His ex who is my cousin. Who is ugly, fat, and a whore. And I am not just saying that. Ask Brittany, she will say it is true too. I shouldn't feel like I have to compete. It just shouldn't be like this at all. And the other guy? OMG he aggravates me like no other, but intrigues me as well. I can't stop liking him. And I have tried so hard to stop. I just...see no point to anything anymore if I am gonna keep on getting put down after I have worked so hard to put myself up.

    ...Created 2010-04-03 19:22:44

    dotsJournal: New Medots
    Mood: Guess what!?

    I died my hair, got contacts, and I am wearing makeup. As long as this certain guy at least says one thing I am good.

    ...Created 2010-03-17 22:57:06

    dotsJournal: Promdots
    Mood: First Prom!! ^^

    Prom is coming up...and see how me and Alex are no longer together i need to find some one else to go with. But who would wanna go out with me? >.< Date I hate you...There is some one however that I am

    ...Created 2010-03-11 19:36:38

    dotsJournal: SNOW!!dots
    Mood: SNOW!!!!!

    OMFG IT SNOWED HERE IN TEXAS!!! IN FREAKING LOCKHART, TEXAS.SNOW! REAL SNOW.SNOW SNOW...just thought you should know. I am so happy. The snow made my day. I don't care aout last night anymore. That is all a horrible distant memory. I am so happy because I was out in the snow for a long time.

    ...Created 2010-02-23 14:14:18

    dotsJournal: Sickdots
    Mood: Sick

    At school yet agin. I was sick yesterday, still am today. Fever, cough, runny nose, ect. Eh...But I have to come to school. I am already so far behind from missing just one day. >.<

    ...Created 2010-02-11 10:13:42

    dotsJournal: New Chapterdots
    Mood: Sigh...

    I don't know what to write right now. I was just so sick of seeing my other post. I am so glad I left snake. I shouldn't have been with him in the first place. But I didn't know of his temper then. Of course I figured it out. But I still stayed. I am just glad that horrible part of my life is over. Now a new chapter is begining with Alex.

    ...Created 2010-02-01 14:33:28

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