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    dotsJournal: Heydots
    Mood: The Usual

    I only get on about once a week now, i don't think any of the people i used to know even write here anymore and if they did then i probably don't even know them very well anymore, but if you need/want anything just email me at

    ...Created 2008-07-09 05:07:12

    dotsJournal: heydots
    Mood: The Usual

    not writing much so not posting much but checking in everday if you want to write or whatever

    ...Created 2008-04-20 17:16:32

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I can't believe it. I wanted for so long to be alone, and now as I walk the deserted halls of what used to be my home, I regret it. The silence is deafening, the stench is awful. Outside is worse. In my mind I pictured an empty world where everyone was just gone. Just not there, vanished. I never planned on where the bodies of all the lost would go. They still lay where the fell. It all happened in just a moment I guess. Between one breath and the next. I don't know for sure, I was asleep. It couldn't have been instant though because there are bodies in the road, the ends of there fingers bloody where they clawed at the hot asphalt. It must have been painful. I don't know why I was spared. I wish I hadn't been. I miss them all so much. I don't want to be alone.
    "I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE!" The scream reverberates off of the nearest houses. I never knew there was an echo. It's been so long since I've screamed. "I don't want to be alone...Please, someone."

    There is a part of me that connects to this, i can't figure out what to do with it but i know that if i sat down and tried to write that something would come forth, if only i could figure out where to start. Something is aching to get out of me but its stuck behind a barrier of doubt. yeah thats cheesy

    ...Created 2008-02-02 15:37:14

    dotsJournal: wellldots
    Mood: The Usual

    got my compy back but havne't gotten internet yet, should get it around the time i get my W2's in and file income tax, gonna get 3k back, is awesome


    ...Created 2008-01-11 10:05:47

    dotsJournal: okaydots
    Mood: Juggling Tasks

    gonna be gone for about a month

    ...Created 2007-11-20 10:06:52

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    if you have wow lemme know if you have any chars on sisters of elune or azuremyst yep (horde on sisters and ally's on azure)

    ...Created 2007-11-02 10:47:36

    dotsJournal: yay!!dots
    Mood: The Usual

    i now have internet at home, will start commenting and stuff as soon as the newness goes away (gonna play wow for now)

    ...Created 2007-10-07 08:44:27

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    yay!! my birthday is today!! made 3 dollars so far..... same as last year in about the same amt of time, i hope i make some more

    ...Created 2007-09-06 15:35:35

    dotsJournal: okie dokiedots
    Mood: The Usual

    sadly to say the person who suggested the fire truck idea actually has got me the best idea so far...well not exactly. i totally changed there idea but it got me to thinking to put something with something else on it there.

    going to get a brown mushroom with orange spots (or a skin colored mushroom with brown spots still not sure on that one) with a pink and purple butter fly sitting on it. then on my other hand going to get the same mushroom again but with a fairy sitting on it with the same wing pattern as the butterfly on the opposite hand yup. so message me if you want your participating points (5 each) or the winners points (50pps) which technically should be shared (the winning ones) becasue the other part of my idea was from ikimashokie. so yeah. anyway gotta go and do something

    this is directly copied from my other journal so if the names don't make since well... thats why

    ...Created 2007-08-15 13:38:06

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    no one is as we are
    Lust inside the void
    we'll never be as one now

    i know theres more but i just can't get it

    ...Created 2007-07-27 20:11:32

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

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    A Sense Of Things written by Daniel Barlow
    Johnny's Cock written by endlessgame23
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    The Curtain Call written by faideddarkness
    Relentless. The Visceral Fracture. written by Daniel Barlow
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    Compartments written by TheStillSilence
    Live In Between written by teika5
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    Day 6 written by TheStillSilence
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    Ciggarettes written by Poetic_tragedy6
    no sky on the other side written by teika5
    going,,,"Skin." written by teika5
    Vortex: The Imagination That Is written by KeeperOfLight
    // Seasonal Song written by ShadowParadox
    Snippet written by Daniel Barlow
    Supernatural Cowboy Sleuth written by endlessgame23




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