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    Mood: The Usual

    well, graduation is done and I am off to Austin in a few days. I guess this will be the last time I post on here. Take care everyone, and thanks for taking the time to read my stuff.

    ...Created 2006-06-01 04:10:47

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    Mood: Relaxing

    wow, been a while since i posted here. All I can say is that things are going great. I guess

    ...Created 2006-02-05 20:08:38

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    Mood: Thinking...

    fuck.... I'm starting to slip into old habits again.

    Now for those of you who actually know me, relax, it's nothing bad. I'm still on the wagon, I'm not suicidal or regressing, and I'm not depressed. Yet.

    No, I'm starting to slip into my brooding, antisocial mindset again. I've been greatly discouraged with humanity lately, and I'm not sure why. It's just that the culture around me is so devoid of independent thought that I sometimes feel as if I'm the only person actually alive. It's a bummer often, and it's kinda lonely to be honest. I've just of late lost the desire to meet or interact with anyone new. I feel like I've heard the same sob stories from enough people, and I don't need any more clones. Who knows, maybe I'll snap out of it soon. I sure hope so.

    ...Created 2005-10-19 21:17:01

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    Mood: Sigh...

    Damn it... Rachel was supposed to be the one person who proved me wrong. I hoped she would have done it too. Guess I don't have a match.

    ...Created 2005-10-13 21:27:18

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    Mood: Tired

    well, as you all can see, I'n back. From jail. It really sucked ass, that's about all I can say.

    ...Created 2005-10-10 15:48:51

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    Mood: Relaxing

    Well, as I'm sure you can see I've begun to write again. I suppose my dry spell is over. I am also beginning to work some more on the book, but I'm not making any promises on that. Email me at the_revived_anasian@yahoo.com for the latest version.

    ...Created 2005-09-24 19:48:19

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    Mood: Misc

    time to jump back on the book wagon. It's been awhile, and I've had writers block, but oh well.

    ...Created 2005-08-13 04:36:42

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    Mood: Thinking...

    fuck it. I'm done.

    ...Created 2005-08-13 04:26:47

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    Mood: Straightening things out...

    well, Nagasaki has hit. Today my mother found out just what her kids think about her. Maybe now her dumb ass will let go of the hope that she can still have a family with that alcoholic, drug using son of a bitch. I fully expect some raging response intending to put me in my place. If that's the case, I have plenty of rage that needs to be let loose. Hell, now that dipshit is reading whore's emails, maybe he'll have the balls to reply. I dare that fucker to. For all the witty ass remarks he might have, I'll tear him into nothingness. Where I'm sitting right now, no one short of god himself is going to get the best of me. Mike today told me I should reconcile, and that it isn't right to leave my mother old and alone. Well frankly, she has just given me too many memories that I don't want, and I have no desire to be a part of her life. If she were to commit suicide right now, I doubt I'd care. I hate her with every inch of me, and though it isn't Christian, the hate is there. It isn't even a desire to hurt her or see her suffer. However, she's going to rot away with two kids who refuse to have anything to do with her, and nothing but an abusive, alcoholic, drug using redneck with no job to show for it. I hope she's satisfied.

    ...Created 2005-08-01 14:54:07

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    Mood: The Usual

    a big part of my past is over now. You know, I thought I'd fight harder to keep our friendship. It was great once, filled with nights of overnight chatting and we connected. However, it's over, and it scares me to say I don't care. A lot of things have changed in me lately. A few days ago, I was pretty unhappy and unstable. Yesterday, I looked in the mirror, and for some reason I knew everything in my life was alright. I'm going to be fine, no matter what the future brings. A lot of people have been waiting for me to say that, and to Rachel and Randi, here it is. I really believe it too. Sorry Angel for whatever you feel I've done to you, and if this is the way we part ways, fine. But I just want to say that you put too much faith into the people who have been lying to you and stabbing you in the back while you were in school.

    Well, I don't have much of my past left, do I? All the better. Austin and the rest of my life is going to be great. I have just a few plans...

    ...Created 2005-07-06 02:33:48

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    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.


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