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    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Overwhelmed

    I'm so tired. Just physically and mentally exhausted, yet sleep will not come. And I can't figure out why. This is the second night in a row where I have tried for hours to sleep, but it's just not happening. My mind is exhausted, my body is so weary, but when I lay down and close my eyes, nothing happens. I lay there. My brain doesn't shut down. My body finds no relief. I have tossed and turned and I can't take it anymore. I feel like I am going crazy.

    ...Created 2017-02-09 04:37:06

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I miss when words use to come so easily...when beautiful images crept out of my fingers like little gifts from the universe. I want to get back to that, to be able to put exactly what I'm feeling into a gorgeous phrase that will set the mind on fire.

    But I think I may have lost it...

    ...Created 2016-05-09 02:41:18

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    A friend challenged me to write him a story yesterday. This came right on the heels of writing something about my grandmother for a community I am involved in, that was celebrating amazing women in our lives. I wrote pretty hard two different times yesterday. It made me feel more myself than I have in a while. I want to keep going. But it is so much easier to get hung up.

    ...Created 2016-05-07 15:34:15

    dotsJournal: Busy...dots
    Mood: Tired

    The other night, getting my kid out of the tub, I was making a mental checklist of the things that I had accomplished, but also voicing it to anyone listening. This is how it came out:

    Okay, Dinner cooked and family fed.
    Devlin bathed and lotioned and ready for bed.

    Then I realized I was rhyming. It was crazy.

    ...Created 2013-04-26 09:15:01

    dotsJournal: My Silly Boydots
    Mood: The Usual

    Me: Devlin, I love you!

    Devlin: I love you too, Mama, now shut up.

    Just like a man.

    ...Created 2013-03-12 14:34:41

    dotsJournal: Lack of This...dots
    Mood: Inquisitive

    This environment has changed so much since I used to frequent it. The things you share can have hundreds of views, and perhaps two comments. I try to make it a point to comment on anything that I read, but it seems most people disagree with that. Ah, well. This is for me anyway...just trying to get the creative juices flowing again so I can feel better about my wasted talents.

    ...Created 2013-03-09 01:38:28

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Seems I am writing just a teensy bit again. Hope some good comes of it. It is a difficult task to accomplish with a three year old and a job that I despise.

    ...Created 2013-03-01 14:46:52

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Just dropped by to retrieve a story.

    ...Created 2009-12-09 17:59:24

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Not happy...really feeling sort of unappreciated, actually.

    ...Created 2009-08-11 11:53:38

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual


    ...Created 2009-05-19 00:54:06

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

    Wasps written by Wolfwatching
    Commencement written by Ramneet
    Skulls Beyond the Palisade written by HisNameIsNoMore
    untitled written by Chelebel
    Blood to Plowshares written by HisNameIsNoMore
    The Last to Walk the Earth written by HisNameIsNoMore
    less is more written by Daniel Barlow
    All Time Low written by Janesaddiction
    ... written by Daniel Barlow
    "other people don't get that" written by Daniel Barlow
    Lunch written by HisNameIsNoMore
    The Search written by HisNameIsNoMore
    May 31 2018 written by Chelebel
    Cage written by distortedcloud
    Limbo written by HisNameIsNoMore
    In the end written by Janesaddiction
    Everyone written by poetotoe
    A Fire! A Knife! A Black Crow Calls! written by HisNameIsNoMore
    Dirge of Nostalgia written by HisNameIsNoMore
    The First Time written by Wolfwatching
    You Make Me speechless written by elephantasia
    an explanation of how i was not good written by Daniel Barlow
    Stance written by Daniel Barlow
    Ten Poems written by Wolfwatching
    Can't let my demons go written by faideddarkness
    Broken Promises written by S.A.M.
    Saying it to you with some gangsta shit written by Daniel Barlow
    Bam written by Daniel Barlow
    Convergence written by HisNameIsNoMore
    Fathoms of the Lullaby Sea written by HisNameIsNoMore




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