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    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Overwhelmed

    I'm so tired. Just physically and mentally exhausted, yet sleep will not come. And I can't figure out why. This is the second night in a row where I have tried for hours to sleep, but it's just not happening. My mind is exhausted, my body is so weary, but when I lay down and close my eyes, nothing happens. I lay there. My brain doesn't shut down. My body finds no relief. I have tossed and turned and I can't take it anymore. I feel like I am going crazy.

    ...Created 2017-02-09 04:37:06

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I miss when words use to come so easily...when beautiful images crept out of my fingers like little gifts from the universe. I want to get back to that, to be able to put exactly what I'm feeling into a gorgeous phrase that will set the mind on fire.

    But I think I may have lost it...

    ...Created 2016-05-09 02:41:18

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    A friend challenged me to write him a story yesterday. This came right on the heels of writing something about my grandmother for a community I am involved in, that was celebrating amazing women in our lives. I wrote pretty hard two different times yesterday. It made me feel more myself than I have in a while. I want to keep going. But it is so much easier to get hung up.

    ...Created 2016-05-07 15:34:15

    dotsJournal: Busy...dots
    Mood: Tired

    The other night, getting my kid out of the tub, I was making a mental checklist of the things that I had accomplished, but also voicing it to anyone listening. This is how it came out:

    Okay, Dinner cooked and family fed.
    Devlin bathed and lotioned and ready for bed.

    Then I realized I was rhyming. It was crazy.

    ...Created 2013-04-26 09:15:01

    dotsJournal: My Silly Boydots
    Mood: The Usual

    Me: Devlin, I love you!

    Devlin: I love you too, Mama, now shut up.

    Just like a man.

    ...Created 2013-03-12 14:34:41

    dotsJournal: Lack of This...dots
    Mood: Inquisitive

    This environment has changed so much since I used to frequent it. The things you share can have hundreds of views, and perhaps two comments. I try to make it a point to comment on anything that I read, but it seems most people disagree with that. Ah, well. This is for me anyway...just trying to get the creative juices flowing again so I can feel better about my wasted talents.

    ...Created 2013-03-09 01:38:28

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Seems I am writing just a teensy bit again. Hope some good comes of it. It is a difficult task to accomplish with a three year old and a job that I despise.

    ...Created 2013-03-01 14:46:52

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Just dropped by to retrieve a story.

    ...Created 2009-12-09 17:59:24

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Not happy...really feeling sort of unappreciated, actually.

    ...Created 2009-08-11 11:53:38

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual


    ...Created 2009-05-19 00:54:06

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

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