Try the new ES roleplay site, new signup required.

[ Join Free! ]
(No Spam mail)

  • RolePlay
  • Join Us
  • Writings
  • Shoutbox
  • Community
  • Digg Mashup
  • Mp3 Search
  • Online Education
  • My Youtube
  • Ear Training
  • Funny Pics
  • nav

  • Role Play
  • Piano Music
  • Free Videos
  • Web 2.0
  • nav

    << | >>

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual


    ...Created 2009-05-02 18:50:57

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Depressed

    I hate everyone for being so goddamn selfish.

    I've been crying for hours.

    I just want to see him...why is that so much to ask?

    I really hope someone needs something from me someday, so I can be a selfish bitch and tell them no, too.

    ...Created 2009-05-01 18:11:19

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Tired

    Love my my Devlin...want to go home soon.

    Maybe I can.

    ...Created 2009-04-30 11:20:23

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Love is just another way to bleed.

    I think I'm losing it. I'm doing that hallucinating, mistaking strangers for my loved ones thing that you only see in movies.

    I need for this to be over soon.

    I need to go home before I lose my mind.

    ...Created 2009-04-28 19:25:35

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Stressed

    Love is just another way to bleed.

    ...Created 2009-04-27 14:58:05

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Depressed

    I'm at the end of my rope...

    Let's hope I don't slip and fall...

    ...Created 2009-04-26 23:37:07

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Depressed

    I am completely miserable, and I hate myself for being so damn weak.

    Nothing is ever going to be the same.

    I don't think I have the strength to continue in all this.

    ...Created 2009-04-23 16:56:43

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Sigh...

    My baby opened his eyes for me today...he's so handsome.

    I love my wonderful fiance more than I could ever explain.

    If I could just go home, life would be wonderful.

    ...Created 2009-04-21 19:21:30

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Lonely

    I miss Nazz...

    Can't think of much else.

    Sir Devlin is about the same...and I miss his daddy so much.

    Wish he were here.

    ...Created 2009-04-20 16:30:31

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Why can't I delete my old journal entries?

    This computer won't even let me edit's pissing me off.

    Other than that...I had an amazing weekend with my wonderful fiance. And it hurt sooooo much to watch him leave today. I try to stay optimistic by telling myself how strong our baby is, and that he'll be better in no time at all, and I can take him and go home.

    But I'm lonely already. When my love left, I had to go upstairs and hug his shirt close to me, and cry for a while. I imagine it's going to be almost impossible to sleep without him beside me.

    Now all I have to get me up in the morning is the aspect of seeing my baby boy. I've been blessed enough to wake up to see Nazz's face for the past few days, and I'm not going to in the morning.

    I hate being poor. If we weren't, he could be here with me right now.

    ...Created 2009-04-19 20:02:20

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

    Waiting written by Daniel Barlow
    To the Devil and Candle written by HisNameIsNoMore
    4th Season of Vivaldi written by HisNameIsNoMore
    no words for how graceful you are in this moment written by Daniel Barlow
    Yes written by poetotoe
    untitled written by ShyOne
    Supernatural Cowboy Sleuth (3) written by endlessgame23
    Fasade written by jackz
    Supernatural Cowboy Sleuth (4) written by endlessgame23
    Deep Into A World Of Despair written by DeathTone
    I AM THANKFUL FOR written by Ramneet
    Carry written by saartha
    Supernatural Cowboy Sleuth (7) written by endlessgame23
    More then just goodbye written by faideddarkness
    phantom limbs written by expiring_touch
    a safe place written by Daniel Barlow
    Etiquette written by saartha
    Supernatural Cowboy Sleuth (2) written by endlessgame23
    prison written by ShyOne
    Blood Stains Are The Worst written by ForgottenGraves
    My Four Seasons written by faideddarkness
    Records I written by Raphael
    Shut Up written by annie0888
    Silent Screams In Silent Dreams written by poetotoe
    the living moment written by ShyOne
    Supernatural Cowboy Sleuth (5) written by endlessgame23
    Shi written by ShyOne
    The Severed Head written by HisNameIsNoMore
    PEARL (Exclusive Poem) 10th Anniversary... written by Cordell
    Physician, Heal Thyself written by WriteSomething




    User Name:


    [ Quick Signup ]
    [ Lost Password ]

    January 10 07
    131,497 Poems

    I have 14,000+ Subscribers on Youtube. See my Video Tutorials

    [ Angst Poetry ]
    [ Cutters ]
    [ Famous Poetry ]
    [ Poetry Scams ]

    [ Smaller ] [ Bigger ]