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    Mood: The Usual


    ...Created 2009-05-02 18:50:57

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Depressed

    I hate everyone for being so goddamn selfish.

    I've been crying for hours.

    I just want to see him...why is that so much to ask?

    I really hope someone needs something from me someday, so I can be a selfish bitch and tell them no, too.

    ...Created 2009-05-01 18:11:19

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Tired

    Love my my Devlin...want to go home soon.

    Maybe I can.

    ...Created 2009-04-30 11:20:23

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Love is just another way to bleed.

    I think I'm losing it. I'm doing that hallucinating, mistaking strangers for my loved ones thing that you only see in movies.

    I need for this to be over soon.

    I need to go home before I lose my mind.

    ...Created 2009-04-28 19:25:35

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Stressed

    Love is just another way to bleed.

    ...Created 2009-04-27 14:58:05

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Depressed

    I'm at the end of my rope...

    Let's hope I don't slip and fall...

    ...Created 2009-04-26 23:37:07

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Depressed

    I am completely miserable, and I hate myself for being so damn weak.

    Nothing is ever going to be the same.

    I don't think I have the strength to continue in all this.

    ...Created 2009-04-23 16:56:43

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Sigh...

    My baby opened his eyes for me today...he's so handsome.

    I love my wonderful fiance more than I could ever explain.

    If I could just go home, life would be wonderful.

    ...Created 2009-04-21 19:21:30

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Lonely

    I miss Nazz...

    Can't think of much else.

    Sir Devlin is about the same...and I miss his daddy so much.

    Wish he were here.

    ...Created 2009-04-20 16:30:31

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Why can't I delete my old journal entries?

    This computer won't even let me edit's pissing me off.

    Other than that...I had an amazing weekend with my wonderful fiance. And it hurt sooooo much to watch him leave today. I try to stay optimistic by telling myself how strong our baby is, and that he'll be better in no time at all, and I can take him and go home.

    But I'm lonely already. When my love left, I had to go upstairs and hug his shirt close to me, and cry for a while. I imagine it's going to be almost impossible to sleep without him beside me.

    Now all I have to get me up in the morning is the aspect of seeing my baby boy. I've been blessed enough to wake up to see Nazz's face for the past few days, and I'm not going to in the morning.

    I hate being poor. If we weren't, he could be here with me right now.

    ...Created 2009-04-19 20:02:20

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