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Mood: fuck, I love you.

For reasons purposely unknown, thinking is harder than dying tonight. Wishful thoughts carried on through darkness and embellished when touching your lips is my only release.

It's staggering, the thoughts of your solitude; alone in the dark, nothing but the constant buzzing, frequent beating and eternal pain [when without another] to keep you knowing you're still alive... but not stopping the longing to perish.

Is this thought nearly enough to keep that heart of yours living, loving, beating? These constant harsh reminders when your thoughts of sleep are close, but the reality is so much further? Where is she? Where has she gone...

But the next night, when you're alone feeling that thinking is harder than dying, know I'm there. Feel me, the ghost trapped inside your soul. I'll never leave you, I'll never hurt you [purposely] and even though, my presence may be solid at times--the weight in your heart--once held and embraced, my love will no longer be a burden.

Join me in solitude, be my angel, as I am your ghost. And once our lips finally retreat to that embellishment once more, our hearts will no longer weigh that dreadful burden, but will be in our hands as we chose to share them with eachother.

...Created 2006-08-01 01:23:04

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Mood: trapped inside the cage of my soul

Sitting here, in your underwear can't help but make me miss you all the more.

Longing, tiresome... these days can't seem to go by any slower; sometimes I wish we were ghosts, because ghosts can wander... ghosts are merely souls, they're our emotions. We can be together as ghosts.

We can love eachother as ghosts.

...Created 2006-07-31 02:13:44

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Mood: right side of the bed

judge me? fuck you

...Created 2006-07-31 01:36:24

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Mood: devil in jersey city

fuck

...Created 2006-07-31 01:22:43

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Mood: holy diver

somethings aren't supposed to be [kept] hidden.

I like your thoughts, don't not share them with me.

Holy diver, you've down too long in the midnight sea;
Oh what's becoming of me.

...Created 2006-07-31 01:15:55

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Mood: Crawl Through Knives

freezies and the country, how great.

...Created 2006-07-30 23:28:28

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Mood: suburban me

won't you be, my turbo lover?

...Created 2006-07-25 17:18:11

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Mood: I dont give a fuck, if you hate me.

Causelessly infuriated... ??? no comment

...Created 2006-07-20 11:43:24

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Mood: The Usual

You do know, m'dear, you can't be a freak forever...

...Created 2006-07-15 19:38:32

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Mood: The Usual

jesus...

electric eyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

...Created 2006-07-15 19:36:54