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    dotsJournal: I'm lame.dots
    Mood: The Usual

    So I have a faithful marijuana smoker for ten years. I'm 25 now. Ive been researching help guides to quit. Everything I read says you have to want to quit. I don't want to quit. Another said they did so well because it let them be themselves again like it had a hold on their life. Well I was a kid when I started. I started bc I didn't want to be put on pills for my anger. So i started getting high and never looked back. My grades were better bc i wasn't gettin frustrated to the point of tears. I was more social, joined the cheer squad. Don't get me wrong I smoke to get stoned. My friends and family don't know I did then and only a handful of people know now. So here I am trying to think of a reason to want to quit and I cant find a logical answer. I'm happier now than I was then thats for sure. I have a job about to start another within the week. I pay bills and buy my own shit so now I'm thinking why should I? I don't hurt anyone when I'm high. The only reason quitting came into my mind was earlier I felt bad about it but now I don't. Theres worse things out there

    ...Created 2014-08-27 19:07:54

    dotsJournal: oohdots
    Mood: The Usual

    watching panic 911...kinda scared right now, and its daylight but im home alone...home invasions my worst fear...maybe ill write something bout it

    ...Created 2013-08-10 16:17:14

    dotsJournal: being a jerkdots
    Mood: The Usual

    omg just get off your ass and watch your baby!!!
    im not the one who got myself knocked up by some loser and im done watching your kid...girl you need to build up some responsibility....
    end rant. lol :)

    ...Created 2013-08-02 15:31:31

    dotsJournal: j.o.dots
    Mood: Lonely

    i hate how you ignore me infront of everyone. like nothing happened between us. like you never even cared for me.
    you say its not like we were together.
    but you said you wanted it,
    i wanted it.
    it wasnt just physical.
    i saw a different side of you,
    i loved it.
    you broke my heart,
    you said you never had it.

    you'll always have it.

    ...Created 2008-11-14 03:20:55

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    i quit.

    ...Created 2007-04-27 14:14:32

    dotsJournal: ohh buddy...dots
    Mood: i bet u think ur lucky

    Pressure pushing down on me
    Pressing down on you no man ask for
    Under pressure - that burns a building down
    Splits a family in two
    Puts people on street

    It's the terror of knowing
    What this world is about
    Watching some good friends
    Screaming let me out
    Pray tomorrow - gets me higher
    Pressure on people - people on streets

    Chippin' around - kick my brains around the floor
    These are the days it never rains but it pours
    People on streets - people on streets

    It's the terror of knowing
    What this world is about
    Watching some good friends
    Screaming let me out
    Pray tomorrow - gets me higher
    Pressure on people - people on streets

    Turned away from it all like a blind man
    Sat on a fence but it don't work
    Keep coming up with love but it's so slashed and torn

    Why - why - why

    Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking
    Can't we give ourselves one more chance
    Why can't we give love
    Cos love's such an old fashioned word
    And love dares you to care for
    The people on the edge of the night
    And love dares you to change our way of
    Caring about ourselves
    This is our last dance
    This is our last dance
    This is ourselves
    Under pressure
    Under pressure

    ...Created 2007-04-26 13:51:08

    dotsJournal: i HATE this.dots
    Mood: Too much at once...

    i really wish
    that i couldve fixed things
    between you and me baby
    but i guess this is for the best
    best for her
    best for him
    best for you
    terrible for me
    but that doesnt matter
    i guess youll be happy
    but i really hope you wont be
    cause i only want you to be happy with me
    i really hope that its horrible
    that it doesnt work out
    that you regret it everyday of your life
    cause i want you
    i want you to love me
    i mean to really love me
    the way i feel for you
    its not fair
    for me to love you this much
    because it really is killing me
    i hate this
    hate it so much
    i dont deserve you
    but you dont deserve me either
    we were both jerks
    but thats how we worked
    i just love you so much
    and you dont even know
    i dont think you ever will
    and you have no idea
    not even the slightest clue
    how that makes me feel
    i wish i could just have everything
    that i ever wanted
    youd be the first on my list
    second would be for her to disappear
    and never come back

    ...Created 2007-04-25 20:49:29

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    this is our last dance
    this is our last dance
    this is our last dance
    this is ourselves under pressure

    ...Created 2007-04-25 15:59:44

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    ohhhh buddy almost tres anos...btw im eighteen bitches!!!! hahahaha jkjkjkjkjk!!!!!!!! i olive you

    ...Created 2007-03-12 20:07:08

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Confused

    so yea my cousins coming to visit me tomorrow and im pysched!!!!


    ...Created 2006-12-18 20:44:27

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    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

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