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    dotsJournal: Humbleddots
    Mood: Straightening things out...

    Who am I not to forgive? Valentines WAS amazing and the only thing that was done was open my eyes.

    You're forgiven.

    ...Created 2006-02-22 07:47:18

    dotsJournal: Love Sucks!dots
    Mood: Overwhelmed

    Love sucks dosen't it? Why does it exist? Oh yes, so that we can drown in the disgusting mess of it all!!!!! How ignorant of me to forget!!!

    ...Created 2006-02-20 15:04:05

    dotsJournal: Breathingdots
    Mood: Lonely

    And you ask me what I want this year
    And I try to make this kind and clear
    Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
    Cuz I don't need boxes wrapped in strings
    And desire and love and empty things
    Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

    So take these words
    And sing out loud
    Cuz everyone is forgiven now
    Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

    And it's someplace simple where we could live
    And something only you can give
    And thats faith and trust and peace while we're alive
    And the one poor child that saved this world
    And there's 10 million more who probably could
    If we all just stopped and said a prayer for them

    So take these words
    And sing out loud
    Cuz everyone is forgiven now
    Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

    I wish everyone was loved tonight
    And somehow stop this fight
    Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

    So take these words
    And sing out loud
    Cuz everyone is forgiven now
    Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again
    Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

    -The Goo Goo Dolls

    ...Created 2006-02-06 15:37:43

    dotsJournal: Break the Darkdots
    Mood: Brain Fried

    For his birthday, little Patrick asked for a 10-speed bicycle. His father said, "Son, we'd give you one, but the mortgage on this house is $2,000 & your mother just lost her job. There's no way we can afford it."

    The next day the father saw little Patrick heading out the front door with a suitcase. So he asked, "Son, where are you going?" Little Patrick told him, "I was walking past your room last night and heard you telling Mom you were pulling out. Then I heard her tell you to wait because she was coming too. I'll be damned if I'm staying here by myself with a $2,000 mortgage & no bike!"

    ...Created 2006-02-06 11:21:31

    dotsJournal: Vapor.dots
    Mood: Sad

    How can I fix what's been broken? Or is it unfixable? How can I turn back what's been turned? Or do I have to let it finish its course?
    I broke it....and it seems I can't fix it, even if I want to...what's done is done, and I'm the bad guy this time.

    Can a heart get any heavier that it can weigh me down from existance?

    A kiss won't make this better, a bandaid could never cover such a mistake?Is this something that I'll look upon for years to come and wonder how I could be so ignorant? So insane? Yet, through this window, all I can see is the pain.

    Not even the glimpse of blossoming friendship can cure this disease. This is terminal.

    ...Created 2006-02-06 09:45:24

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Overwhelmed

    Under Construction.....

    ...Created 2006-01-31 12:54:44

    dotsJournal: Why?dots
    Mood: Overwhelmed

    Why do I feel as though I'm still missing something? Shouldn't I be happy that I've found a friend that has brightened my life? Maybe I'm just afraid to let go of this feeling that I'm not making the right choice? What is wrong here!

    I wish I could decipher what God is trying to tell me, because right now, I'm so confused. I know that I should be content in whatever the lord puts in my path, I just wish that when love was tested, a heart wouldn't run so quickly the other way. Sometimes God tests our hearts, to see if we can handle the worst. When I got seriously hurt, I couldn't get here, so when I returned, I had been abandoned. Maybe that was my answer, Did I do the right thing to walk away? Did I do the lords will by letting it go? If so, why does it kill me still?

    I have to let go of this pain, waiting won't make the pain go away, so should I move on? Should I take this step of faith, allowing someone else into my heart? Why does it hurt so much to think about?

    Lord please help me here....I'm failing.

    ...Created 2006-01-31 08:56:21

    dotsJournal: All Sewn Up!dots
    Mood: Guess what!?

    Why is it that even when we seem to be at our life's depth of sadness, someone comes and lifts us up, dusts us off and puts a smile on our face once more? I thank God for friends, and for putting people in my life that push me to move forward and not dwell on the past. New friendships can be the medicine a broken heart needs. Maybe this could overflow into something more?

    Happy Again.....

    ...Created 2006-01-30 13:06:39

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Rant

    Color me curious.

    ...Created 2006-01-26 11:35:09

    dotsJournal: Climbingdots
    Mood: Straightening things out...

    I guess it's good to be back. It's been a long time, and I really missed expressing myself through writing here. Though I'm climbing up a steep hill, I know I'll get to the top one of these days.

    The lessons I've learned will only strengthen me for the road ahead, so that one day I can embrace something I've always searched for. So that one day, I won't let it slip through my hands. That day is coming, and I pray the Lord helps me to heal all the more, so that when that day is here, there will be a smile upon my face yet again.

    "All the prophets testify about him that everyone who believes in him receives forgiveness of sins through his name."
    Acts 10:42-44

    ...Created 2006-01-13 12:03:13

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    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.




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