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    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I'm starting to think ...

    I will always want him.

    That prick.

    That perfect, malevolent prick.

    ...Created 2013-12-31 08:09:29

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Living in my own forgotten world,
    But silently I fall apart.
    Because who could hear me scream
    Through all these layers of
    and most thick

    Dying a little
    Living through
    Pure stubborn will.
    Somebody wake me up.

    See my heart?
    See how I'm alone?
    But always there?

    I will.
    I must.

    I promised.
    Even if I lay discarded.
    I promised.
    so I try.

    And fail.

    And push.

    And fall.

    And love.

    And break.

    ...Created 2013-12-25 01:01:28

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Licking the utter

    If I ever open my mouth to form words again, someone please shoot me?

    That would fix some problems.

    ...Created 2013-11-14 23:36:56

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    It wouldn't be so hard.

    ...Created 2013-11-04 23:01:44

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    He is really a colossal prick.

    Get out of my head.

    ...Created 2013-08-14 01:27:50

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Sleepy

    It's not in the way I miss you.
    Because I don't.
    It's not in the way I dream of you.
    Because I don't.
    It's not in the way I love you.
    Because I don't.

    It's in the way I hate you.
    Because I don't.

    I want to hear your voice again. <3 <3

    ...Created 2013-01-03 21:52:16

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Excited

    Well, today was good. My co-working and lovely girl friend helped me move a lot of my stuff out of my old house into my old, new house. So, got some stuff done today! <3 Yay! A productive day always feels nice.

    I have the day off tomorrow, and I'm going to get a phone! Yay! Been awhile since I've had one. xD

    ...Created 2012-11-27 22:17:45

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: It's just a little too late.

    It's amazing how long it's been, and I still imagine I see your face every now and again. I still imagine what it would've been like to tell you exactly what was on my mind. Instead of that constant facade. Would things be different now?

    I guess I will never really know.

    ...Created 2012-11-24 03:46:05

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Straightening things out...

    I guess I just like to make myself suffer.

    Perhaps, I think I deserve it. Perhaps, I like the inspiration. Or maybe I'm just masochistic. Man, I should really know how to spell that.

    Well, I guess, I'm going to return to this deserted canvas and see where the road leads.


    ...Created 2012-11-21 04:18:18

    dotsJournal: Alone.dots
    Mood: Sniffle...

    Does anyone even get on here anymore?

    ...Created 2011-04-18 13:20:56

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

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