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    dotsJournal: Time's a Flyin'dots
    Mood: Juggling Tasks

    It seems like just yesterday that summer began. Indeed, if you were to read through my sparse journal entries, it would appear so. My last entry was dated in June.... oh how the time flies.

    Inspiration had eluded me for some time and now it appears that it may have struck again. My ever present novel-in-progress is resurfacing in my thoughts. I started writing again last night and while I didn't get any significant headway into it, I'm just happy to be interested in the idea once again.

    ...Created 2004-08-27 16:31:34

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    While my own writing has come to an inevitable standstill, I am enjoying reading through the works of fellow "Elitists". After wading through several generic writers (such as myself), I am delighted to discover some very fine pieces if not a little raw and rough.

    I'm in a very critical mood and perhaps my judgement is misplaced. But it seems to me that the majority of the writers here are little else than either angry teens wishing to kill themselves or sappy 14 year olds that believe they are madly in love with someone or something. I find very little depth to the works I sift through and am left completely empty and devoid of any true feeling for the writing.

    Is it just me?

    ...Created 2004-06-23 10:38:01

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Frustrated

    So... I'm in the middle of adjusting to this new living situation with the boyfriend. About three months ago, we decided that I would move up to MD to live with him (and his brother - don't even ask, long story). Considering that we had been dating on and off for four years and never lived in the same state, this was a BIG move.

    We've adjusted fine for the most part. He's actually only been in the house for about a month and a half (he travelled alot with work). He works long hours and I'm at home every day by 4:30-ish so the arrangement is good for me.


    There's a dog in this mix. Not my dog, not the boyfriend's dog, but the brother's dog. The dog in and of itself is sweet natured and friendly. I have no argument with the dog. What I do have argument with is the fact that the brother is a lawyer and works insanely crazy hours, is rarely home and has been absent the past several days now with little more than a cursory phone call.

    So how does this relate to me and the boyfriend? Because we are now responsible for this dog without any consideration to whether we want to or not. While I don't mind taking care of the dog, I'm extremely put out that no one ASKED me if I would mind.

    I feel very strongly that it is rude to just assume that because I'm the first one home every day, that I don't mind taking the dog for a walk immediately after I open the door. That I won't mind picking up the stinking pile of shit he exudes because we are in a nice neighborhood or that I won't mind having to 'prepare' his food for him each night. And I mean prepared. The dog gets his food heated up or he won't eat it.

    I'm fed up with it. My plans get changed because of this dog and I feel bad for him when no one comes home to feed him. I've explained this time and again to the boyfriend. I don't want to get between him and the brother over something this simple. But the boyfriend doesn't like confrontation and won't talk to the brother.

    I'm beside myself. This is stupid, ridiculous and above all else infuriating me to no end.

    phew... glad I got that off my chest.

    ...Created 2004-06-18 12:06:34

    dotsJournal: Writer's Blockdots
    Mood: Brain Fried

    Creativity has taken a back seat to financial stability these days. It is sad to spend 80% of my time working for someone else instead of myself. I can't paint, draw, write or even think about creating something anymore. I hate it when this happens. I get all pumped up about a new project or recreating an old one only to have my crazy, irregular schedule screw it all up. Then, after only the briefest of periods, I'm dead in the water again... Inspiration disappears and any creative juices I might have had simply dry up.

    On the flip side... I went to the pool this weekend and got fried like a mutha.

    ...Created 2004-06-14 06:52:02

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Brain Fried

    there's nothing worse than working on a weekend you are supposed to have off. Even better...? To have offered yourself up for it.


    ...Created 2004-06-06 13:58:40

    dotsJournal: Horsin' Arounddots
    Mood: Sigh...

    Y'know... as an avid horse person and lover, living in D.C. is just NOT the ideal place for me. I mean, who woulda thunk that there wouldn't be any horses around here???

    But, I'm going ridin' anyway. Just wish it was off into the wild blue yonder once more... I'm tired of the city. Already.

    ...Created 2004-05-25 13:10:36

    dotsJournal: Another AM!dots
    Mood: Guess what!

    My niece was born yesterday and I couldn't be in a better mood. Even despite the drizzling rain outside my window! Alexandra Marie was born at 7:51 am on 5/18/04. She weighs 6lbs 11oz and is the most adorable little bit of sunshine ever.

    The cleverest part is that she's named after her absolutely wonderful aunt... Me!

    ...Created 2004-05-19 07:39:29

    dotsJournal: Blargh!dots
    Mood: Lazy

    THat's right... blargh. My word for Mondays. Insane Mondays at that. Insane Mondays after long weekends visiting the family... with babies and sisters and the like. I miss mom's cooking already.

    There's absolutely nothing like waking up at 5:45AM and knowing that the rest of the day is all down hill as soon as you sit up and put your feet on the ground.

    It's only 11:50AM. I haven't even had my lunch break and I'm already drained, ready to climb back under my covers and go to sleep again. It isn't like I didn't get sleep last night. I did. And lots of it. Still... work is just, well... boring these days.


    ...Created 2004-05-17 10:51:05

    dotsJournal: Hear Me Roar!!dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I'm starting to drive myself crazy. Its no wonder that there are so many jokes about pre-menstrual psychotic women. Last night I scared myself with the insane mood swings. Within 2 minutes I went from kissing my boyfriend to yelling at him about the freaking dog!<br />
    <br />
    If it weren't me that this was all about, I'd find it hysterical. However, it is and it's not.

    ...Created 2004-05-14 08:48:53

    dotsJournal: So bored...dots
    Mood: Bored

    So the boss is away and here I am bumming around, not doing a darn thing when I should and just watching a gorgeous day pass outside my window. Don't they know I could be working on something important, like my tan, instead of staring at a computer screen. Inside.<br />
    <br />
    <sigh><br />
    <br />
    Oh well... back to work again.

    ...Created 2004-05-13 11:17:54

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

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