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    dotsJournal: Thinkingdots
    Mood: Sigh...

    As the tite of this suggests, I've been thinking over a great many things, mostly involving this site. Since I've joined the role playing community over 4 years ago, I've made many frinds, a few enemies, and even those I probably considered rivals (those of you that have known me for more than three years who I'm talking about). Looking back, I've had many fond memories of this place and some of the stories that have been crafted in the role playing section have even given me ideas for projects I've started outside of this site. Bad memories aside, the ultimate reaon I've stayed this long when many of the people I looked up to as mentors and peers have all but moved on, has been the group closest to me that I consider like a second family.

    To Nikki:
    I know you're going to get mad at me for reading this instead of telling you in person, but with the gaps that are there of when we are on, I feel this is the only way. You've always been like a bright star for me. Whenever I felt down in the past, your antic and randomness seemed to cheer me up. The memories I have of you are irreplaceable in a way. While the recent event with Urisen did seem a bit out there, I did not object because you were happy, and ultimately, that is what I wanted the most for you.

    To Safire:
    While I feel as though I've known you a long time, I know it's only been about a year or so. I still remember the tight spot I got in because of the complications with Disa, but in the end, thoe issues were worked out and you became a more permanent part of my ES life. While it seems you don't have much confidence in your abilities as a role player, I can tell you have a unique gift for story telling that is only masked by not focusing on minor details. Even though that remains, it was still an honor to have met you, and the stories that you have helped me with and vise versa, were truely good, even if they didn't seem that way.

    To Emma:
    I can still remember my first encounter with you. You were still new to the site and weren't well known. You seemed like the kind of person who wanted company, but at the same time, it didn't seem like you wanted to or felt like asking for it. Because of the few events I won't go into detail because of the details that followed, you became my third wife and I do not regret having met you.

    To all three of my wives together:
    While there are times I've refered to you all by numbered positions, all three of you are special to me and nothing will ever change that in me. I know that, in the end, what I write here will seem harsh, but please, know that I will always think of you and that I know all of you have a way to contact me.

    To Beth:
    One of my oldest firends on this site and probably my first family member here, you have always been like a sister to me. There are times when I recall the role plays we were in together and how much fun they were, but it seems that you were the fist to truely drift away without intent of returning.

    To the rest of my brood:
    Ketsu: While my sister's aprentice, I feel as though we did bond a little as a father and son should. If you so choose, what's left of the Kasumo legacy is yours if you so wish it. However, I've rarely seen you as of late, so your chances of reading this are slim.

    Imaginth: As my oldest daughter and one of the firet people I considered a friend on this site, the most outstanding memory I have was giving you away at your ES wedding. I've always been there when you needed me, be it for a role play, or someone who will listen. I hope that someday I'll be able to role play with yo once more.

    Kayame: You were truly a handful. You fought with beth every now and then. You'd get hot tempered over what seemed like trivial things to me, I've even disowned you a couple of times. But no matter what I've said in the past, I've always viewed you as a daughter, albeit a rebelious one.

    Emi: Part of my latest brood to satisfy Nikki, who wanted a bigger family, you and Kass often sparked small fights over something the other had said. While it bothered me as a parent in a way, after helping both Imaginth and Kayame, I gues I was use to the ruckus.

    Kass: Having seen your creative talents and ability to sketch, I know you'll make a fine artist if you feel that's what you wish to do. While I know I may not seem like a steady parent figure with this, please know that I truely did accept you and Emi into my family.

    Silver: Whle my meeting you was truely breif, and you actions displeased me. Nikki would pester me endlessly until I accepted you into the family. Dispite the choice to associate with people to hte point Joel tried to be firendly with me of all people, you are still a part of the Kasumo clan, albeit a distant part ot me.

    And this brings me to why I've written this. I feel that my time spent here has been both fruitful and wasteful. As of late, the two role plays I have been a part of, one I had made and one I had been asked to join, have both falllen into neglect. I feel that part of it i because I have been distancing myself slowly from the site, only logging on long enough to check on these two role plays and maybe one or two others, staying only if a family member or a friend was on. I feel that this won't work out well in the end, hence why I've decided, after this week cones to a close, I'll give my silent farwells to you all now, for you probably won't be on when I leave. Please know that I don't do this because I'm tired of you all. I'm doing this because I feel I've truely spent enough time as a member of this site and that it's time for me to move on. I won't forget any of you, and I will probably come back on a day I feel nostalgia calling me here. Until that day happens, Please stay happy, all of you.

    ...Created 2010-02-15 00:51:49

    dotsJournal: Concerning RPsdots
    Mood: The Usual

    As it stands now, with the neglect of my last role play made, I will no longer write and publish role plays myself.

    Instead of publishing roleplays I know will not make it past 25 posts or even get posted in at all, I have decided to write role plays ofr others on request.

    ...Created 2009-05-07 20:19:17

    dotsJournal: ...dots
    Mood: The Usual

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    ...Created 2009-03-20 19:29:27

    dotsJournal: Irritationdots
    Mood: The Usual

    As some of you may know. Ninjai and I have had a falling out.

    As it stands, I have tried everything I can think of to appoligize including saying I am sorry. I will be away from the role play section of this site for an undetermined amount of time, save for posting in the three actual Role Plays I am in.

    Until I feel this matter has been resolved, I will not spend any time in ESRP beyond waht is required of me to make a post.

    ...Created 2009-02-22 02:50:31

    dotsJournal: mehh...dots
    Mood: The Usual

    ...Created 2009-02-05 18:50:05

    dotsJournal: I've had it.dots
    Mood: The Usual

    This Journal is about my actions on the evening of October 1st, EST. Normally I have a high tolerance for people insulting me and challenging my beliefs. I can either dish out what they give me, or I just ignore them. What pushed me over the edge was my value of family was brought into question. That is something I will not stand for and wil either fight or take my leave. Since this is the internet, Fighting isn't really an option, and a lot of people don't realize that. the people I consider family on this site are people I hold as important to me, those I consider my friends are the next most important thing to me. Challenging my faith to either of them will spark another episode like that. And that is something I want to avoid before I get to the point I leave the site.

    ...Created 2008-10-02 12:58:19

    dotsJournal: Mataku...dots
    Mood: Thinking...

    A friend of mine (Yosho) informed me of the changes made to the roleplay section, after having looked them over, I've reivaluated my time on this site as a whole and now that most of the hardsihps that haunted me are hopefully gone and a lot of the imporvements made are for the better, I leave myself in the care of my friends that hopefully haven't forgotten me.

    ...Created 2008-06-08 21:21:36

    dotsJournal: Final Fairwellsdots
    Mood: The Usual

    About three years ago, I stumbled across this site while looking for something to occupy my time. Since then, my typing skills and writing skills have improved greatly as with my level of detail. About two years ago when te first incident involving a glitch that allows a user to copy and existing character, I have been the main target of the perpetrator since then, for why, I do not know. I have reached the point where enough is enough and am fed up with this. On the 10th of May, I'll go back to the oekaki board I was an active member of. For those that wish to see me, I will post a link for it.
    I am sorry for those I have come to know as friends and those I think of as family. I will try and work my way out of the two roleplays I am in.
    Thank you all for the memories I have gained, and goodbye in advance.

    ...Created 2008-04-28 10:52:06

    dotsJournal: moving on.dots
    Mood: Now for something completely different.

    For those that know me and those that don't, I am planning to make a roleplay to work out a storyline for an actual RPG I'm making. the roles I will need for when I do make it, is a:
    Female Lead
    Male Soldier
    Male Priest
    Female Brawler (bruce lee as an example)
    Male Pirate
    and a Female Ninja
    The final of the seven characters will be a Mercenary, whom I will play.
    Now, in the terms of magic.
    There are scrolls that will allow for anyone to pretty much use magic, and book for a person to learn magic. But select characters have natrual abilities in magic. >The Priest, as we all know, healing magic, no holy offensive magics.
    >The Pirate is capable of basice wind and water elemental magic, no ice or any other element.
    >Lastly the Ninja is capable of several seals and very few offensive spells.

    This is all I have in the way of information now, as I develope the game further, I'll have the beginning of the story that will be told and a starting point. One Last note, the 6 people I need for the other main characters in the game must be dedicated to this site and able to post at at least two different lengths of time during the day. As for a title, so far I'm stuck with just hte project name I'm storing the files under called Omega Project. if anyone has any ideas for a name, PM me.

    Current Completeion status on Omega Project: 18%

    ...Created 2008-04-01 10:02:29

    dotsJournal: Final goodbyesdots
    Mood: Frustrated

    I have reached the point hwere this site has become an unwanted source of stress in my life. It has consumed countless months of my life, and for the most part, I anjoyed it here. I am sorry for those that created roleplays I am quitting without warning, but enough is enough. This site is on a path to self destruction and I want no part in it. I will make a final roleplay, since with will be my truely, last roleplay, I will be recreating my only true sucess, Dark Tournament. When this roleplay dies, I will be gone for good. Thos that wish to get in touch with me can e-mail me.

    ...Created 2008-02-21 15:24:02

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    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.




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