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    Mood: Thinking...

    I haven't logged on here since 2012, not sure why I even update....

    I'm 20 years old about to turn 21. I moved out on my own with Scott my boyfriend of almost 3 years.
    Still working the same job....more or less.
    Had to put my beloved 4 legged best friend of 15 years down last May. Rp trouble.

    Not much else is new......
    With love.

    ...Created 2012-02-02 05:46:28

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    Mood: The Usual

    Scott and I had our 9 months on feb 7th.
    This is the longest relationship I've ever had.
    Me and James broke up around 8 months, we still were involved but he had a girlfriend...
    Me and Jeremy broke up around 7 months, couldnt even wait the whole 9 months he was in Iraq.
    But me and scott have seen each other every day since we've started hanging out last year in april.
    Preeeeeetty crazy.

    I graduated, got a car and my license, and i have a job. Just waiting to move out.

    ...Created 2010-02-17 01:56:53

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    Mood: The Usual

    Life is good with Scott.<3

    ...Created 2009-06-28 20:26:53

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    Mood: Bored

    WELLLL.
    Me and Jeremy broke up a few weeks after I posted my last journal entry.

    I guess once the 'love' wore off and the excitment of hiim being home was gone we got tired of each other. We got into a big fight, broke up, resolved it, fought again, then fought some more.
    I'm over it.
    I was honestly over it when I realized I didn't cry at ALL when he left like I did the first time he left...

    So I'm now dating Scott Mayhew.
    He's a musician.
    He's sooo adorable and we have EVERYTHING in common.
    I'd been hanging out with him for a while now with Beka and Genison, I knew he had a crush on me and the feelings were the same so when me and Jeremy broke up, Tampa came along and we just ran with it from there.

    His ex girlfriend though is giving me problems.
    She came to one of his shows last night, I about beat her fucking ass into the ground.
    I told her to stay the fuck away which is why I didn't know why she came to the show. But I reminded her. =]

    ANYWAYS.

    Lifes good, pass my fcat got that out of the way now whats left is my license a car and a job and graduate and move out.<3
    I'm 18 btw.
    It was the best birthday by far.

    ...Created 2009-05-08 09:28:20

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    Mood: The Usual

    Sooo.

    Update!

    Me and Jeremy are still dating, he came home for a 10 day leave last weekend. It was rocky at first, seemed like he wanted to spend time with Tatum more then me.
    He got a car, a miata. lawl.
    we went to the races, he won everyyyy run. :)
    Me and him are stilll in love.
    2 months until he comes home for goooood and I move to texas with himmm.<333
    I seriously feel like the first time I felt when i said i love you to him.
    he's awesome in every way.<33

    weeeellll.
    im blondeee nowww. :))) as of...right now actually.
    were still bleaching ittt.

    but yea, i graduate this year then moving with jer, then college, then who the fuck knows! im excited. lifes never felt so unplanned and planned at the same time. now lets just get my boy home safe and sound.<3

    ...Created 2009-04-08 20:06:52

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    Mood: Thinking...

    I think she was my muse. I'm not kidding. I was reading my old poems and they were all about us, our friendship, our problems, our futures, our worries, everything. She gave me something to write about. Everyone else has left me empty. She was the one to say "Hey, Devon you're a great writer" whenever I thought my poetry was childish and stupid. She was the reason I have Eliteskills. She was the one giving me hope when I thought all was lost. When I think about it, if we never stopped being friends I would of had a safe place with her to come and talk about everything that happened to me in the past 3 years. I thought middle school and being 14 was hard, turning 15, 16, 17, and now 18 is so much harder. I wish we could of gone through it all together.

    Well, I'm just stupid.
    I'm once again just sitting at my computer typing my pointless thoughts.

    ...Created 2009-02-03 00:38:58

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    Mood: The Usual

    My elite skills is kind of like a log. Like a time machine if you read past poems and past stories I've submitted. If you read every since post since middle school you can read about the loves I've had, the friendships I've had, the parties, the drugs, the fights with my dad. You can read a lot more then I'd write. It's weird looking through past entries and seeing the many boyfriends I've had and the friendships and fights. And now I've finally found the right guy, I have the right friendships, I have a good family at home. I couldn't say that before, I can now. It's amazing. Eliteskills has been there for me when myspace's were deleted and live journal passwords forgotten. That sounds cheesy and lame, but it's so true.

    ...Created 2009-02-02 23:10:57

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    Mood: The Usual

    I guess when you find someone who never leaves your thoughts and never stays far from mind you find someone worth hanging onto. Years went by, and I finally feel like the friendship we had wasn't forgotten. I honestly don't remember what we believed was so worth fighting over, all I can remember was Algebra 1 and the notes under the front desk all the way on the left side of the class. And I remember never throwing away anything that reminded me of you.
    What I'm trying to say is, I'm sorry. And I accept your apology. I'm so happy that you and your family are going good.
    I guess we'll see each other in 10 years.
    I love you, I never stopped loving you or being your friend. Although I may of said I did, I really didn't.

    ...Created 2009-01-31 16:24:45

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    Mood: The Usual

    define true love;

    when you see another member of the opposite sex and instead of seeing them you look right through them because you know you have something twenty times better waiting for you or vise versa.

    ...Created 2008-09-14 07:11:50

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    Mood: The Usual

    baby left for nine months this morning at 10.
    he called me at 8:52am.

    it feels like he ripped my heart out and took it with him.
    i hope he knows hes got my heart on his sleeve.

    ...Created 2008-09-12 18:05:17

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.


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