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    dotsJournal: hmmmdots
    Mood: Thinking...

    Does God exist....
    to myself, i think
    then spit
    and wonder
    where the DNA originated
    how acidic aminos congregated
    in this "warm pool"
    without a coat in sight
    and i stop thinking
    as i push the spit into the ground
    with my heel
    forgetting i'm a lady
    yet remembering my faith

    ...Created 2007-12-24 00:24:42

    dotsJournal: sunsetdots
    Mood: Sleepy

    quiet unconscious thinking
    illusion of living
    foreshadow of death
    counted sheep
    sweet dreams
    existing breath to breath


    ...Created 2006-10-24 01:04:59

    dotsJournal: candydots
    Mood: The Usual

    life is grand...crunch!

    ...Created 2006-08-01 15:43:38

    dotsJournal: awakedots
    Mood: Sleepy

    so i had a dream that i was comatose
    whatever that means i had it
    and it'll be mine until i am it
    or was it symbolic
    for something basic
    that i've mistakened
    for something rhythmic
    that'll make you move to it
    groove to it
    until i see it
    ain't legit
    just a dream i dreamt
    but it's mine

    ...Created 2006-07-30 00:11:20

    dotsJournal: $$$dots
    Mood: The Usual

    i just had to find a place to put this awesome quote that a good friend of mine said was in reference to me almost having a nervous breakdown lol.....

    "you only get this day once in your life......then the next day comes."

    it may not mean anything to anyone that may read this....but to me it's worth a million bucks!

    ...Created 2006-02-27 23:46:30

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Bored

    blah blah blah blah is really weird right now. what the heck....blah blah blah....i think that will be my next poem.....blah!

    ...Created 2006-02-23 00:03:07

    dotsJournal: complaints...dots
    Mood: The Usual

    i have none. i'm greatful for the things in my life right now. there's a lot of change taking place that is crazy rough as sandpaper, but i'm taking it in stride and taking it as a lesson....i got my pad and pencil in hand. i've been in such a depressed mood because i felt so weighed down by my schedule...i now realize that was just about the pissiest attitude one could have. yes, things are not going so smoothly, but that will not stop me from getting down my path. I have a purpose and nothing will slow me from reaching my fullest potential....except myself, and that stops now.

    ...Created 2006-02-14 00:47:48

    dotsJournal: another daydots
    Mood: Sigh...

    i'm just writing a new journal cuz it's been a while...i do have some stuff that i want to get out, but haven't been able to. I'm stressin out...this acting thing is hectic, but i love doin it! i've been cast in 3 schedule is going bananas! one play is kind of stressin me out because i have to play a bisexual and kiss a boy. i don't mind the kissing's just the terms that this boy got me to do this play do not seem like they were in good intention. so i'm very uncomfortable...but i must deal, that's just life and this is the way it goes with acting, become who you're not. i've also been having spiritual problems lately. I seem to keep coming across different people who are nonbelievers but stop to talk to me about my religion just to talk. sometimes they want to question, sometimes they want to defend theirs, sometimes they just want to argue for the sake of arguing. that gets boring. let's have a real productive conversation that actually gets us somewhere in life. there's nothing worse than looking back and time has moved but you haven't! that sucks. but my problem is that i've lost this spark of being able to draw people in. i want them to know how wonderful and how magnificent and just how awesome God can be. I know he's real, and many want me to prove it. i know it's been proven, i've done a little research and heard many seminars where they've given the background. but i'm not on my stuff like i need to be. God's done so many great things for me, so many doors have been opened, and i'm not worthy, nor will i ever be worthy of all his grace and mercy he's shown me. i just want others to know and experience it. but they just think that having God means no troubles, means no pain, means no sacrifice, no struggle, no death, no rainy days, no trying times, no mess ups. He's there to help you through...a help meet, he doesn't do it all for you. if that were the case, why would he make it so you have to choose him, he would just make it so he does everything for you and you have no free will...i dunno...i'm stomped

    ...Created 2006-02-02 02:14:37

    dotsJournal: hmmm...dots
    Mood: Thinking...

    life is crazy...i never have any time to write anymore, and when i make time, it's crap, and when i just happen to fall upon time, nothing falls upon my imagination, but when i'm swarmed with things to do, things swarm my mind like a bee hive. i have plenty of inspiration, you live, you see, you're inspired. but living takes time, seeing takes more minutes on the clock, and inspiration on paper seems to never cross my path anymore. a slowly dieing, slowly

    ...Created 2005-12-26 13:49:28

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Stressed

    time waits for nothing...and everything's gonna take it's time
    -musiq soulchild

    i've got so much to do and so little time. can't it just make an exception this one time, just this once? please slow things down just a little bit or add a little on. just enough to get me through this weekend, just this weekend. please. time?

    ...Created 2005-04-06 18:11:44

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.




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