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Mood: The Usual"I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled the one who could brighten up your day, even if she couldn't brighten her own"...Created 2011-09-13 22:06:34
Mood: The Usualok so i hvae a question for the men out there, why do you guys cheat on your girlfriends? I udnerstand if your not in love anymore, but it hurts more when you cheat, then when you say you aren't in love with them anymore.....Created 2010-10-07 12:24:46
Mood: Yeay!!heading out to the airport in a few minutes to get on our flight to england to visit some family ^_^ i cant wait!!...Created 2010-05-24 11:14:47
Mood: Depressedmy dads not doing to well :/ i dont no wuts going on, he seemed fine the other day wen i asked if i could come over, but now its like he doesnt want to see me anymroe :(...Created 2010-03-06 13:52:22
Mood: numbwow its been months sicne iv been on ES, and i can't believ how much i've missed it :/
well now im back on my meds, im feeling a little better now, but every once and a while ill have a total panic attack/mental break down and end up doing sumthing wich makes me feel horrible right afterwards, but i cant stop, the guilt of taking it back up again makes me cut again......Created 2010-02-20 22:30:01
Mood: Sniffle...my cousin killed himself this morning :( i didnt really know him but he was family. And i feel selfish for thinking like this, but i can't help but think about my suicide attempts and if this is how people would have reacted if i had succeded. I hate crying i haven't cried in months but i can't help but think "that could have been me"..........Created 2009-05-08 14:43:54
Mood: The UsualBound to your side
I'm trapped in silence
Just a possession
Is the sex or only violence
That feeds your obsession?
You send me to a broken state
Where I can take the pain
Just long enough
That I am numb
That I just disappear
So go on, infect me
Go on and scare me to death
Tell me I asked for it
Tell me I'd never forget
You could give me anything but love
Anything but love
Does it feel good to deny?
Hurt me with nothing
Some sort of sick satisfaction
You get from mind fucking
Oh stripped down to my naked core
The darkest corners of my mind are yours
That's where you live
That's where you breathe
So go on, infect me
Go on and scare me to death
Dare me to leave you
Tell me I'd never forget
You could give me anything but love
Anything but love
Without any faith
Without any light
Condemn me to live
Condemn me to lie
Inside I am dead
So go on, infect me
Go on and scare me to death
I'll be the victim
You'll be the voice in my head
You could give me anything but love
Anything but love
Anything but love
Anything but love...Created 2009-05-06 14:52:10
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