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Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual fuckin opeth is coming to fuckin eugene, right in our own fucking wow hall!!! can't fuckin believe it!....... OPETH!!! ps - sorry for the profane language. but this is soo unbelieveable. opeth.... ...Created 2006-01-12 13:55:16

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual i really want to bang my head on the wall, it'll be the most interesting thing i'd have done all week. except for my first ski race, probably. dont ask how it went.... my god, i'm going to be humiliated throughout the season. i wanna play music, but the jack's all fucked up! god why is everything against me!!! ...Created 2006-01-10 17:48:59

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual restless... very restless. today was one of those days where everything seems dull and uninteresting. when you only want to hide inside your room and sleep. or try to at least. it was one of those days where you can only put yourself down. i'm glad it's almost over. ...Created 2006-01-06 17:34:47

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual sometimes the world just keeps spinning around. sometimes, it seems that there is NO meaning in human existence. everyday just commences with the usual hum drum. seriously sometimes i just want to scream out loud and DO something. actually do something. it's so crazy. sometimes when i'm alone, it kinda hurts. i mean it's not like i don't have friends or anything, it's just there. i need someone to love. i tell you, if i ever had a girlfriend, i'd worship her. god, how i'd worship her! but you know, us nice guys never get the girls. or at least us quiet ones don't. heh. i get tongue tied somehow. words are so much easier to convey my feelings. they just pour out into writing. but they never do into words. somehow, they're always not enough. dude, how the fuck do you ask a girl out for a movie? and how do you manage to get around when you don't have a car? and what the hell do you do when the movie's over? it's always the finer details that matter... and i've got none. so till then, the only thing that makes me happy is playing music. ...Created 2005-12-27 00:01:04

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual well. winter break's here. thank god for that! I SAW SNOW FOR THE FIRST TIME! i'm so happy. seriously. i chose my winter song, eigth days a week by the beatles! Eight Days a Week Ooo I need your love, babe guess you know it's true Hope you need my love babe just like I need you Hold me, love me, hold me, love me I ain't got nothing but love, babe Eight days a week Love you every day, girl always on my mind One think I can say, girl love you all the time Hold me, love me, hold me, love me I ain't got nothing but love, girl Eight days a week Eight days a week I love you Eight days a week is not enough to show I care Ooo I need your love, babe guess you know it's true Hope you need my love babe just like I need you Hold me, love me, hold me, love me I ain't got nothing but love, babe Eight days a week Love you every day, girl always on my mind One think I can say girl love you all the time Hold me, love me, hold me, love me I ain't got nothing but love, babe Eight days a week Eight days a week Eight days a week ...Created 2005-12-21 17:08:46

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual things are catching up. but odinary hum drum gets to me... it's so boring doing the same things all over again. need some action, but then there are lots of things to be completed and done.... reading huck finn for english class. a lot better than the scarlet letter!! newspaper's going fine. i'm behind on the deadline, but i think i'll catch up. getting a's so far. dunno how long it'll last. looking forward to the winter break. not to the cold though. it's ten times more colder here than in india!! and i'm not joking! but the exciting thing's that i'll probably see snow (for the very first time in my life) this weekend! yeah i'll be going out to the hills and ski! i wanna fall down in the snow! hahahahah i'm crazy... and i love it! Zu ...Created 2005-12-06 13:49:28

Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual hmmmm... so i'm finally kinda free... i mean i was free but not really... i dont love her anymore now. and that's good. well i busied myself with the forum for sometime. but i got bored of it. there are so many people more intelligent than you, you know, so better just stay clear. lol! yeah, i'm a coward i guess. but they have some good points, and they made me think in a way a little different than i used to think, so i think thats good too. everything's really boring right now. i'm going to, hopefully, play music tomorrow, and we'll probably record some of it. so that's awsome. nothing much to do other than that. i am, as usual, not very attractive to the other sex. and well i'm giving up now. i dont really care anymore. if being cool means having a girlfriend and all that shit, well count me out. so the only thing that's realy worthwhile is playing music and getiing on with the band. that pulls me through. everything's the usual, getting to know more people at school. but nothing eventful. except if you count the fact that i got up REALLY late and missed my first three classes on Friday. so well, i'm running out of things to say, and i'd better just post it. so.... ...Created 2005-11-06 00:42:27

Journal: the usual... -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual i'm here in the states, enjoying myself. life is beauitiful, it really is, but i cant enjoy it so much, cause there's that one empty space, which i can't fill, cause i just can't. whenever i fall in love something has to happen, either the person doesnt love me, or that the person's going away forever or that i'm going away.... you know sometimes i think it's just not fair, i've never done anything horribly wrong, still it's me who has to bear all of it. it's so hard acting normal, when you're actually wondering why does this always happen. but then patience is a virtue, so i feel i'll wait, i'll wait till someone loves me back as much as i love them. i'll wait till someone loves me for me, not for anybody else, or not for the fear that they'll break my heart, i'll wait for someone to love me unconditionally. i'll wait... ...Created 2005-09-02 15:36:12

Journal: YAY! -------------------------------------------Mood: In Love She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said yes She said YES!!! YAY!! She loves me too!!! ...Created 2005-07-29 12:40:30

Journal: Sigh... -------------------------------------------Mood: Sniffle... today i realised i've got the best friends in the whole world... they threw me a farewell party cause i'm going to the states for a year... i'm gonna miss them so much. it was kinda sad watching everyone cry... almost cried myself... well... did you ever think you liked someone, but that someone is already going out with someone else, but that someone also likes you.. and you sit together with everything to say except... aww, why does this happen to me??!! well, i guess i'll be hopeless forever... this is the third strike... Zu... ...Created 2005-07-23 02:16:01