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    dotsJournal: a Realizationdots
    Mood: The Usual

    I am not a Poet.

    I merely write down things, words to be more precise, sounding good. The inner meaning doesn't matter. Usually the words do reflect my life to some point at that moment, but that's all. There is no hidden meaning what so ever. There is nothing to interpret and there simply is no story.

    I am the Peter, and this is merely Nonsense.

    ...Created 2007-02-03 12:12:14

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    It's true. Everything here is just crap. I should quit.

    ...Created 2006-11-14 14:18:30

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I can't find a decent name for my latest - I'm all the time changing it.

    The Euphoric Swan!

    Maybe mere "untitled" would work? Still, I like my fake-ass french. Maybe that would be a better choice?

    ...Created 2006-08-27 09:57:16

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Misc

    I hate my early work.

    But I love my fake-ass French.

    ...Created 2006-08-26 16:14:22

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    The Point is lost.

    ...Created 2006-08-14 15:00:28

    dotsJournal: My Labyrinthdots
    Mood: The Usual

    Yes, my new job includes a labyrinth. Well, not really: I'm at the moment working at the Swedish Theater in Helsinki, and my job is to answer the phone, and in case I'm working in the evening (which I usually do) I have to be the last person to leave the theater, and I have to go through the whole god damn building, alone, to check there isn't any lights burning or doors unlocked.

    Actually it's really cool, walking alone around the theater after the closing hours, but it's kinda scary. For example, last time someone from the wardrobe had left a dummy standing in the end of a dark corridor. I was coming from the other end, and it was really dark, my flashlight wasn't too bright and someone had for some reason put a large black coat and a devil's mask on the dummy. Needless to say, I was scared as hell. It looked like someone would actually be standing in the other end of the corridor. And what comes to the labyrinth, I actually got that night a little bit lost in the theater and at some point it felt like every time I opened a new door, it just led to the same corridor with the scary dummy. Talking about theater ghosts!

    ...Created 2006-08-13 04:29:34

    dotsJournal: P.P. in Cuba!dots
    Mood: Stressed

    I'm on a very sensitive mood today. I actually almost started crying when I read [Breakfast II]. A poem of my own! How self-love sick can a (wo)man get? Well, of course I didn't almost start crying because of me being the author, but because I remembered Anorexia and Africa and Peter Pan and all and it all just makes me very very sad.

    I read Peter Pan in Kensington Gardens by the very respectable J. M. Barrie for the first time in my life. So melancholy it left me *sigh*. And oh, finally I managed to find The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrope in the library and I read it in a matter of hours. I have a faint feeling that my mama read me the book when I was little, but then again I'm not sure. But anyhow, the shortness of the book compared to the movie was stunning. I always knew C. S. Lewis didn't have that Tolkien-ish extra-detailed "lets explain every Hobbit's family tree 13 generations back" -quality in him, but still the space he left to the reader's own imagination was just... well, stunning.

    But that's that with the book-reviews. I'm getting already sick and tired of reading. Stupid exams. Though one thing I have to let you know, for it makes me feel very (wannabe)conscious, and that makes me feel almost intelligent(maybe the good 11 years haven't been a total waste); I'm at the moment reading "Reminiscences of the Cuban Revolutionary War" written by Ernesto Che Guevara himself. I think. Anyhow, just thought that before I buy a red t-shirt with a cool picture on it, I should probably know a little better what kind of a man he was. Which is more than most of those Che-wearing emo-punk-hippie-teenage-fu<ks do. Yep, doo-de-li-day!

    ...Created 2006-08-04 14:48:15

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I know I can't be happy if not.

    ...Created 2006-07-15 17:49:08

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Isn't it wonderful how a glass of wine and a bad tv-show makes one cry? Especially when it has something to do with one of the saddest characters in the history of music. Made me just remembered why I love Nirvana.

    //I'm so happy 'cause today
    I've found my friends
    They're in my head//


    ...Created 2006-07-11 14:06:49

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    i'm sick.

    ...Created 2006-01-29 07:18:14

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.




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