It is amazing how silence gets you thinking. It is as if the sound of your mind amplifies and fills your whole being. It is as if you are sitting with yourself and speaking to it.
Scary moments those moments of silence! The stillness of the world creeps within and bursts in a million thoughts. A million thoughts we wanted to keep away, ones we discarded by filling up our days.
The scarier moments are the ones we spend with ourselves because we are afraid to discover who we really are, what has become of us and how we evolved.
Funny creatures are the humans!
They try to socialize and have more and more friends, yet they never befriend themselves.
I am afraid I have ignored myself lately, I have turned a deaf ear to its calling me. Until that moment of silence, when “my Self” decided to pay me a surprise visit.
I wonder what am I afraid to discover, I have always explored myself to the core, with no censorship. Maybe I am afraid to discover that I too will grow old, that life always has it its way.
No one can be larger than life in a true sense. Someone can be larger than others maybe, larger than an ordeal but never larger than life.
Life has its way of bringing us around and swallowing us, attaching us to it while it tortures us and beguiles us with saccadic moments of happiness, only to keep us at bay.
I wonder sometimes if life is the one who give us ordeals or if we give them to ourselves by generating a system we end up being victims of. Who says the world should function that way? Who said that the world should have differences between people?
Aren’t we the ones who elevate boundaries between us? Maybe life is not the one causing our misery and conditioning, maybe we are.