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    dotsJournal: Whew!dots
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    Mood: The Usual

    Long time no type. Let's see. My car died for the final time last week -- transmission exploded. My parents got me another one -- a piece of shit with a carburator engine so you have to press the gas JUST SO for it to start.

    I have more socks from the sock dreams company and am happy.

    Michael is suffering financial problems as usual and is unhappy.

    Nothing more to say here.

    ...Created 2005-06-04 05:59:58

    dotsJournal: dots
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    Mood: The Usual

    Had interview with temp office. I go for orientation on Tuesday. I hope they find me a clerical kind of job. It's the only thing I know how to do, and it would be so humiliating working in a widget factory.

    Canadian woman has not written me lately but has not given up her threats.

    I saw Star Wars III last night. I thought it was visually stunning but kind of campy -- lots of holes in the plot. Typical.

    Nothing else to say.

    ...Created 2005-05-21 20:28:03

    dotsJournal: Still huntingdots
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    Mood: The Usual

    Today I went to a temporary employment office and took a lot of tests on the computer. Typing, data entry, secretarial skills, knowledge of Word and Excel. I think I did pretty well except in Excel, which I am mostly unfamiliar with. I used it a bit fall semester of this past year for Historiography, is all. My typing score was "excellent." Yoj.

    So perhaps I will be a secretary. Or probably they'll just stick me in a factory, perhaps the same one my brother works in, on an assembly line making sandwiches for vending machines. It would be an utterly humiliating experience. I suppose I am not too proud for factory work but I think I would chafe at it. And none of it will be to my benefit -- my paycheck must go entirely to Mom and Dad and I will get only the standard $120 a month that I get while I'm at school.

    But so it goes.

    ...Created 2005-05-17 22:40:45

    dotsJournal: Yep...dots
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    Mood: Thinking...

    ...she did threaten to sue me.

    ...Created 2005-05-16 16:32:41

    dotsJournal: Everythingdots
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    Mood: Just Hungry

    Car is fixed now. Let's hope it stays fixed.

    I got an email from the parent of some kid who had been on my website at one time. Well, she still is, but she's in the "resolved cases" section cause she was found. Her name is Faye. Anyway, Faye's mom kidnapped her to Canada. And now she's writing at me bitching and screaming that she only did it because Faye's dad is abusive, he's evil, he beat her and the child, etc etc, and she wants, no, she "demands" that I take down the blurb about how Faye was abducted but is fine now.

    Frankly, the abuse excuse used by parental abductors is really stale and has been for decades now. I wrote back to her saying I would not accede to her "demands" and what I wrote about Faye was simply a matter of public record.

    Perhaps she'll threaten to sue me now, and get the $25 in my bank account.

    ...Created 2005-05-15 22:57:18

    dotsJournal: Arghdots
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    Mood: Frustrated

    My car broke again on the way to the orthodontist's the second time around. I was able to get it started again and get my teeth fixed and all that. Then I spent a lovely evening with Michael and his mom and dad and picked up the pearl necklace I had ordered for my sister. It is exquisite, very classy looking. I made a good bargain.

    Then the car broke AGAIN today as I was going home from my parents' lake house. I could not get it started and had to call my brother Sean to pick me up. Sean reckons he knows what's wrong and says he can fix it in a jiffy tomorrow. I hope so. I feel like a prisoner, unable to go anywhere without fear of more breakage.

    ...Created 2005-05-14 22:04:40

    dotsJournal: Arghdots
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    Mood: Frustrated

    My car broke again on the way to the orthodontist's the second time around. I was able to get it started again and get my teeth fixed and all that. Then I spent a lovely evening with Michael and his mom and dad and picked up the pearl necklace I had ordered for my sister. It is exquisite, very classy looking. I made a good bargain.

    Then the car broke AGAIN today as I was going home from my parents' lake house. I could not get it started and had to call my brother Sean to pick me up. Sean reckons he knows what's wrong and says he can fix it in a jiffy tomorrow. I hope so. I feel like a prisoner, unable to go anywhere without fear of more breakage.

    ...Created 2005-05-14 22:03:45

    dotsJournal: Stoofdots
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    Mood: Thinking...

    Michael has not filed for bankruptcy yet, I don't think. The topic is so unpleasant to both of us that I am determined not to discuss it until he brings it up.

    I was supposed to go to the orthodontist's this morning but on the way there the car died and Dad had to come fetch me. It was the battery. The appointment was rescheduled for this afternoon, after which time I get to see Michael for the first time since March.

    I love him so much. I miss him. I want to be with him in this very difficult time.

    More so, I want my teeth fixed. My braces have been bothering me and I have a massive callus inside my mouth from where the wire is rubbing. Damn things.

    ...Created 2005-05-13 11:51:36

    dotsJournal: Home nowdots
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    Mood: Straightening things out...

    On the way home I received the terrible news that my boyfriend has decided to file for bankruptcy. I felt so impotent and angry that I punched what I could -- that is, my own knees, the only thing that is available -- and now half of my hand is one huge bruise. His debts are not that great but he's being paid so little that he can't pay them off. And my mind is full of "you should've" but it's no use telling him all of it now.

    I have packed away all my belongings and cleaned up my room so it is no longer an EPA violation. Besides the black cloud of Michael's bankruptcy, things go well so far. If only I could be with him. But I will not see him till Friday, when we're all going to watch Star Wars.

    I have more socks from the Sock Dreams company: thick tie-dyed boot socks in wild colors, glittery white knee-highs, and lace thigh-highs.

    I need to look for a job soon.

    ...Created 2005-05-11 20:16:34

    dotsJournal: Freedom!dots
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    Mood: I won!

    FREE! I'm freeeeee. I completed my English final (it went well) and turned in my term paper today. And I got three papers -- including the aforementioned term paper -- back this afternoon.

    I got a 95 on the Lewis and Clark term paper and an 88 on my book review for Lewis and Clark, and a 98 on my presentation for the book. For my English term paper I got a 92. I will get an A in my Lewis and Clark class and and probably an A for English as well. I think I'll get a B for my other course. Yoj!

    ...Created 2005-05-09 16:51:21

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

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