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    dotsJournal: Fuck Youdots
    Mood: The Usual

    Fuck you.
    Fuck you.
    And....fuck you!

    Just leave me alone with my lungs of tar and decaying brain!

    That's all you think, right?


    ...Created 2008-09-27 18:15:16

    dotsJournal: Blah.dots
    Mood: The Usual

    So, I have been missing my other half for a while...
    Seems like we live far away again...
    Reality says otherwise.

    My long road to Kalifornia just keeps getting longer and longer.
    Does it ever end?

    People, I need a blunt.

    ...Created 2008-09-18 15:43:56

    dotsJournal: Creationdots
    Mood: The Usual

    In the eternal stretch of green I faced upon that mountain, I realized that I am a beautiful creation in a beautiful world.

    At least...that is what I want to believe.

    ...Created 2008-05-14 10:36:31

    dotsJournal: Stardots
    Mood: In Love

    I'm watching all of you from Cloud Nine.
    Oh, you poor unfortunate souls.
    Join me in My Sanctuary.
    Unfortunately, beauty will never last.

    ...Created 2008-02-06 14:02:40

    dotsJournal: My Timedots
    Mood: Frustrated

    I am pms'ing!
    Yes, guys do it too!
    They just don't have cramps or bleeding problems.
    Also, I have too much estrogen so that sometimes causes me to have some "spurs".
    The past two days have been absolute hell!
    This rain is not helping!
    My boyfriend didn't help....AT ALL!
    Jazmine did though.
    I love her.
    If I wasn't with her, I probably would have killed my boyfriend along with many other people.

    ...Created 2008-02-04 09:04:41

    dotsJournal: Newdots
    Mood: The Usual

    Well....this past week has been one of great happiness and satisfaction.
    Unfortunately, being myself, I have not been able to enjoy it as much as I should.
    I have mixed those positive feelings with those of irritability and fear.
    The battle of the Mind and the Heart.
    Raivn would understand what I am saying.
    I don't think I've explained it to many other people.
    Now is not the time to explain it to you.
    I don't think there will ever be a time to openly share it to everyone.
    Back to the good things, let me tell you all of the good events that have occurred this past week.

    -My mom paid off my car. It is fixed and waiting to get picked back up in Dallas, TX. We should be going to get it in a few weeks.
    -My mom bought me a zune. I have been wanting one forever! Actually, it's been one of my main material desires for several months now. I asked for a 4GB and she got me a 30GB. Sweet! lol
    -I have a new boyfriend. I love this guy so fucking much! He is everything I've been looking for. I had built walls to guard off such guys. My heart and even my mind was not ready for a relationship or anything of the kind. He tore them down. He is worthy of my love.
    -I bought a new pair of boots. They are black with a silver buckle on the side. The original price was $160. I got them brand new for $16!
    -I got my hair cut and eyebrows waxed. I'm happy that I got it because I wanted it, at the time. I miss my hair though. I'm buying a fake hair piece tomorrow.
    -My aunt is buying me a new pair of shoes this weekend. I get to choose them out myself. Doesn't matter about the price. So...that is going to be good.
    -My brother bought me a Keyblade! I LOVE it! If you didn't know, I am a Kingdom Hearts freak! lol
    -I should be getting my tax returns either today or tomorrow. I won't be getting much...only about $200. But hey, can't argue with it! lol

    Those are the main highlights of this past week.
    I'm going to exclude the negative parts.
    Only because they are negative because I make them so.
    I can change this.

    I posted a new poem.
    It's only a draft though.
    I would truly appreciate some comments and input on it!

    Stevin a.k.a The Cheshire Cat

    ...Created 2008-01-31 12:38:33

    dotsJournal: Mary Jane?dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I've had hardly any sleep.
    I've been editing photos and remixing songs all morning.
    My favorite hobbies...

    You know what is odd?
    I always thought bad of the use of marijuana. I never approved of it and even when I started smoking, it was very rare and I would mainly drink.
    I rarely drink and I smoke weed nearly every day of the week.
    Can you believe that shit? lol
    It's wonderful though.
    Expand your mind people!
    Mary Jane does wonders!
    Put your Mary Jane shoes on!

    Have you ever listened to Bullet For My Valentine?
    I just started to listen to them and they are pretty fucking awesome!
    "4 Words To Choke Upon", in my opinion, is their best song.
    You guys should check them out.

    I will have some new writings on here in about a week. I have to make some last revisions.

    Oh, by the way, I have found me a new boy toy! Hehe...

    ---I don't get high. I expand my mind.---

    ...Created 2008-01-16 08:53:30

    dotsJournal: Haha...dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Happy New Years everyone!
    I know that is terribly late.
    I've needed some time to recover from this past week.
    Party, party, party! lol

    New Years Eve was insane!
    I bought a bottle of Jagermeister and whiskey and went over to Shawn's house. I expected a small affair.
    Little did I know that it was a block party.
    3 house on this small block were having big parties.
    What do Shawn and I do?
    We hit them all up! lol
    Let's just say, I don't remember most of it.
    I just remember making out with my ex boyfriend and two girls.
    I also have burns on my knees and back.
    Everyone said I was the highlight of the parties.
    I must've been something, huh?

    Right now, I'm in Meridianville visiting my Aunt Amanda. I needed a break.
    Partying is great but doing it nearly every day of the week, it starts to wear on you.
    I need some recovering time.
    I go back to Huntsville on Tuesday to start this all over again! lol

    Josh and I went to Jazmine's the other day.
    We have found the perfect way of escaping the world.
    That's our secret.
    In order to know, you have to be something special.
    Now, ask yourself, are you that special?

    Lately, I have been diggin' some Daft Punk.
    Their crazy techno, robotic sound is totally appealing.
    It's great to dance to.
    Also very mysterious.

    So, it's been nearly ten months since I've had sex.
    I refuse to be a slut.
    But I'm also too hard-headed and independent to date.
    Some guys (and even girls) have offered....
    but I always push them away.
    Once again, I contradict myself into misery.

    I got to see Chris on his leave from training.
    It was wonderful!
    We took lots of pictures.
    If you would like to see them...check out my MySpace.

    I guess that is good enough of an update.
    You fuckers need to talk to me.
    I need some good conversation.

    And if you are wondering, I am soon to be posting new writings on here.
    Keep an eye open.

    Give it a chance.
    It has to start somewhere.


    ...Created 2008-01-07 11:52:03

    dotsJournal: Headachedots
    Mood: The Usual

    I am totally overdue for an update on this damn journal....but I'm not going to write much considering I have a terrible headache and I don't want to engage in heavy thought.

    Actually, I can't even begin to describe my life lately. If I explain one thing, I would have to explain the other.

    Just know that I am mostly happy. Sort of between good and bad.

    Bradley just wrote me. I was happy about that. I miss that fucker.

    I miss a lot of people.

    On that note: The saddest thing to me is loving someone that used to love you.

    Send me some love people, I need it. Well, I want it. lol


    ...Created 2007-12-15 19:05:19

    dotsJournal: Bitch is Backdots
    Mood: The Usual

    Ok, I'm back from North Carolina....just wanted everyone to know.

    ...Created 2007-05-13 14:20:34

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

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    Bee Keeper written by endlessgame23
    Your Lover written by Cordell
    You do, I Do written by poetotoe
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