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    dotsJournal: Hey Guys!dots
    Mood: Guess what!?

    Hey, it has been a couple years since i've been and i'm doing really good. I turn 16 on monday so i'm super excited!! Just trying to figure out this site again. Talk to y'all later!

    ...Created 2009-06-11 20:43:44

    dotsJournal: Heydots
    Mood: Depressed

    Hey everyone,
    I have been doing better since my last entry. I think. I haven't been writing alot so thank you for your comments on the few new one's. Well I will try and write more thank you.

    ...Created 2007-04-16 11:42:29

    dotsJournal: HELP!!dots
    Mood: Confused

    THis is no joke. I need you to give me some advice. Cause I don't know what to do. Please read my new poem and commet on it.


    ...Created 2007-02-25 16:02:27

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Hating life

    HEy everything is better except my best friend got her heart broke. I hate the guy who did it. But I say none of this to her because I don't want to hurt or annoy her anymore than she is. I am having a real hard time. For the last 3 days I have wanted to cut myself. Deep and hard. I haven't told anyone that but I might as well tell you. IDK what to do. I asked my best friends brother if " I cut again would he care??" ANd he said " no.". I went home locked myself in the bathroom sat on the floor and cried. If he doesn't care who does?? IDK why someone oppine can effect someone the way they do. All I know is it hurt. To be told that he woldn't care if I made myself bleed. But that's how life goes, huh?? Well I don't know what to say anymore. Holidays suck!!


    Kelsey ( confussed, hurt and again lonley)

    ...Created 2006-12-20 21:46:36

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Hating MYself!!!!!!!!!

    Hi everybody,
    What's up or down?? Well AOSH!! My best friend like hate's me. I want to say something but then everyone thing's I am just a copy cat, don't really feel that way or just want attention. But the truth is I hate myself. Every bit of un-wanted fat my ugly face. I am so refloked by me!! Thinking of how someone can hug me or say they love me. It can't be true. I hurt. I have pain. I can't hid it anymore. I just want br pretty!! I don't want to be fat anymore or ugly. I didn't chose it. I want my best friend to stop hating me!! I want the one I really love to come back!! TEar's form but I want let them fall. that is weakness if I do. I can't tell my best friend how I feel. To her I will just be copy catting her. I guess my feeling's aren't true enough for her to believe!! Please believe me!! I am not lying or making them up to be cool. This is how I really feel!! I get called fat and ugly all the time and it is because I am!! Yeah people tell me i'm not but is a load of bull shit!! So read my poem's and have fun. TEll me what I haven't done. To convense you this how I really feel. Just go way so I can deal. With this pain it is so real. And there is no way to kill. I am done. So have fun. Take me apart pice by pice!!

    sincerly your's
    kelsey ( confused and angry at her self )

    ...Created 2006-12-02 18:25:52

    dotsJournal: Hi peopledots
    Mood: Ready to die......

    Hey what's up everyone?? AOSH( Alot of shit here)!! I am in really bad shape. I want to cut so bad and it feels like my world is crumbling around me. I am all alone. I don't mind it but I don't like it when i feel like this. I miss my best friend so much. Alot of my family knows i cut and treat me differently now. And i can't tell my best friend because i don't want to 1) drown her in my problems and 2) Make her feel like she needs to cut. I want to do everything in the wrold for her. I feel likt it is my fault if she cut's. Because maybe if I was there and she could talk to me she wouldn't. You know?? Well have fun going through my stuff and feel free to critize my poems and basicly me. Thank you and good-bye!!

    ...Created 2006-11-25 00:21:15

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

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