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Journal: New Name -------------------------------------------Mood: Thinking...I know it's going to be my 3rd name on here, but I want to try and get badges. Plus, I need a change... big time. Little things are going to be first... my screen names, my hair, my appearance... my heart.
"May I have the envelope please?....Drumroll?"
*drumroll*
"My new screen name is...."
em0
...Created 2006-03-25 15:39:11 |
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Journal: My Posts -------------------------------------------Mood: Brain FriedI put 7 poems on here today, they're all old though- No new work--
I have 14 more from my purple Journal then some more in other journals and shit... I'll post them all later. I got tired of typing.
Candace Ashley...Created 2006-03-23 13:15:57 |
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Journal: I Need Help... -------------------------------------------Mood: Too much at once...Kensie told me two months ago that she needed to get me help... She might be right.
...Created 2006-03-02 18:27:09 |
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Journal: .:. Dead .:. -------------------------------------------Mood: RantI'm so fucking tired of Kensie's little games. She tells Liz and Ashton one thing and then tries to make up for it by putting on an act with me. WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?! Are all chicks this crazy or just the ones that I have dated? I'm so sick and tired of her bullshit. I want to tell her that we're done, for good... But I can't. There's this unknown force that won't let me let her go. It also won't let me take off the necklace she gave me for our 6-month anniversary. She mentioned it last night on the phone... Anyway, back to my tirade ~~* Isn't life stupid? I want to kill her, but I love her all at the same time. I can't even talk to my mom about it because she hasn't accepted it and is now trying to get me hooked up with a guy.... Whatever. **That all started as a joke...Now, she's taking it seriously.** And, as much as I love my mother, I wish she would at least PRETEND to be okay with it... That's good enough for me. Because I think that if I had at least that much, then maybe Kensie and I could work things out... I don't know... But I'm losing my mind. Oh, and Reese won't talk to me... WHATEVER!!!
{ME & RYAN'S CONVO ON YAHOO THIS MORNING}
Ry-N (2/19/2006 11:35:46 AM): hey cracka
Can-D (2/19/2006 11:35:53 AM): reese has been idle for 5 hours and 23 minutes
Can-D (2/19/2006 11:35:56 AM): ugh!!!
Ry-N (2/19/2006 11:36:17 AM): LOL
Can-D (2/19/2006 11:37:31 AM): my mom is 4real drivin me bonkers though... i love her and all, i just wish she would be happy that with Kensie I at least found some happiness. I know that if mom was okay with me and her being together, once me and kensie worked everything out **we still have SOOOO much to deal with** then it would all be okay...
Ry-N (2/19/2006 11:38:10 AM): i see ya'll gettin bk together
Can-D (2/19/2006 11:38:24 AM): i want my mom to know and be happy for me... but she can't deal with it so I have to deal with her not dealing with it...
Can-D (2/19/2006 11:38:35 AM): was that a question or a statement
Ry-N (2/19/2006 11:38:47 AM): A statement
Ry-N (2/19/2006 11:38:58 AM): like my pic?
Can-D (2/19/2006 11:39:08 AM): very sexy lol like mine?
Ry-N (2/19/2006 11:39:20 AM): and it is?
Can-D (2/19/2006 11:40:02 AM): **if we did get back together then i would have to start lying to my mom and i don't want to do that. i want her to know, i want to complain to her when i need it... i want her to be my mom. i wish i could force her to deal with it.
Can-D (2/19/2006 11:40:30 AM): i carved a K into my chest back in May... gee, i wonder what it stands for **sarcasm**
Ry-N (2/19/2006 11:41:03 AM): i kno
~*CAH...Created 2006-02-19 12:14:15 |
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Journal: O.. M... G... -------------------------------------------Mood: CrazyI have no idea why I didn't spell out the acronym in the title of my journal... i'm just weird.. {random comment}
Okay. for those of you who read my damn poems, please read the description. Reese, you prolly think I wrote "Always Love You" recently... I wrote it in august. it's irritating me that no one reads the damn description. that's what they're there for ain't it? {i just asked a damn online journal a damn rhetorical question... now i know i've lost it}
**the reason i'm saying "damn" so much is because this gay site censors me. everytime i say "damn" i more than likely mean "f*Ck". that's just everyone's 411.**
one last thing...
READ THE MOTHER DAMN*ING DESCRIPTION!!!
Love,
Candi
I'm a little too ironic for my own taste... haha......Created 2006-02-17 10:44:42 |
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Journal: Goodbye Kensie -------------------------------------------Mood: Straightening things out...Verse 1
I've got time,
To watch you spin around in circles
Falling through the cracks inside your mind,
Thats fine,
I've been through the darkest hour
Made it to the other side of you,
I can live without you
Chorus
I live for the day
I live for the night
That you will be desperate
And dyin' inside
I live for the tears
To fall down your face,
I live for the words
You finally say,
I live for the day
Verse 2
You are high,
Thinking you're invincible
So busy building castles in the sky
Your done,
And you dont even know it
But your eyes have started showing
That it's true,
trying to live without love
Chorus
I live for the day![2x]
Oh Oh Oh day!
Oh Oh Oh
I can't live without you!
Chorus
Oh wanna see you crawlin' [3x]
I live for the day...
I LIVE FOR THE DAY-LINDSAY LOHAN
...Created 2006-02-14 15:47:18 |
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Journal: Today -------------------------------------------Mood: The UsualHola, everyone. What's up in the world? I'm at Stanley Hall right now. *just for your 411*
I have another sn: ASHLEIGH MARI. But, I just needed a different one. It was created when I was still with Kensie and a lot of pain is attached to it. So, I've been on this site for over 100 days, but this name has only been created for like.... 4, I think.
CAH...Created 2006-02-13 11:24:21 |
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