Mood: The UsualI think about cali and how i never opened up after he left but this is my new start im trying to change but its so haed i can barly remember the joy of when i could feel the sand and water on my skin and the waves crashing around me .... if only i could feel this passionate over a guy i think life would be okay...Created 2010-02-04 16:25:35
Mood: The UsualWhen you manipulate people for your own enjoyment do you really deserve to be treated decently do you deserve some one who will lolve you if you have to make your self try to love back will that relationship work?? i think not there is no hope for the damned...Created 2010-02-02 16:48:10
Mood: anxiety attacksSo i went to testify aginst my dad and we won but now i keep having anxiety attacks i panic and dont hat to do i lp keepingnd off my heart beating super fast or i night pass out =[ so far no one can help me not even meds are working....Created 2010-01-03 02:42:06
Mood: OverwhelmedToday my finger is killing me I want it to stop throbbing they splinted it but they didnít give me anything for pain its driving me crazy having to tolerate this donít know whether I want to stay here with my dad my mom said if I wanted I could come live with her its so tempting since my father isnít mister sweet guy more like control freak she said we are moving in with her boy friend in la pioneer in Texas I want to go to Arizona I like it there god things are getting difficult....Created 2009-11-24 08:56:40
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