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    dotsJournal: Inspirationdots
    Mood: Inspired

    Recently a friend has inspired me to push for what I want to do. I showed her something, and she told me how good it was, and this friend told me I should continue to hone this skill of mine which I am very proud of. Honestly there are millons of people out there, and many of them are probably better than me, but she told me I'm really good at what I love to do. She told me that I have a real talent as it is, and she said I should work on it. I'm currently feeling motivated. Maybe If I got someone to work on it with me, i could be better than good at what I love to do. Maybe I could be great?!?

    ...Created 2006-07-25 12:33:06

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: In Love

    So...many things have happened over the coruse of the past few weeks. ANd i have never been happpier...or more unable to express myself.

    ...Created 2006-05-03 21:01:04

    dotsJournal: Stress me Babydots
    Mood: Stressed

    I am the happiest I have been in a while...Finally something Is going right. I am in love. But I notice that mno matter how much I love the guy, I still cant pick up a pen and get the emotions from inside me, to a peice of paper. I dont know whats wrong with me, but It feels as if...well..I dont know. Im in love, and I cant express it without my poems.

    And letting go of writers block, I have a zillion projects due when I get back from spring break, And i haven't yet started on any of them. Which means..its down to the wire, and I have alot to do, and will not be home tommorrow. about stress

    ...Created 2006-04-19 14:41:57

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Lonely

    I've been so lost lateley...I havent written anything in a long time, I've been having serious writers block...there's just nothing that inspires me anymore...a poets words is a tlae created by the ineffable emotions they fell....but I dont have anything that is that overwhelming at the many things have been just....I fell like I'm moving through day to day completely alone. I dont know how to describe it...Just....lost is the only way to sum it up....Lost and Lonely

    ...Created 2006-03-09 20:27:32

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Ugh... I hate my life.

    Whelp, James moved to kentucky, haven't talked to Casey in over a month, i consider out relationship over...And there's a winterformal comming up at out school...It sucks, the only way I'll go is if someone I'm interested in, or who seems like a fun guy asks me...And I don't see that happenning....Life is cruel to me, I feel completely isolated from everyone else, it seems like people in our school travel in couples, it really does, and I'm one of the only girls I know who doesn't have a signifigant other...Grrr!

    ...Created 2005-12-08 15:57:46

    dotsJournal: gawwwddots
    Mood: Head Aching

    Well, I guess it's true that Pisces get bored easily with boys... It's not really my fault that im tired of Casey, but I never see him, and he never calls, i never talk to him, and the few times that i do...they just leave me unsatified.....But there's this guy, he's my age, and he sits next to me in Driver's Ed.....he's amazing in almosyt all aspects...except he's a liar.He asked me when I walked in if he could see my notebook, i said sure, thinking nothing more of it....he opened my book up, and wrote in the page, he said "hi" i said "hi"...well, we talked a bit...and i realized that I like him, alot, but my firmnd angie is going around saying a bunch of shit....i walked in today and i heard her telling him something about me being his girlfriend....maybe he wasn't lyingwhen he said that somebody had said i was obsessed with him....Maybe it was angie, summer thinks she either wants him for herself, or is just trying to screw up my love life.

    ...Created 2005-11-14 19:36:31

    dotsJournal: long timedots
    Mood: In Love

    it's been a long time since i've written last boyfriend brett ended up a total jerk, he had my friend call me up and dump me for him, then i found out he was going to go out with a nother one of my friends, who e had already been out with behind my back.That was over the summer,since then, i've started high school, and met two guys, this guy brent, and my boyfriend Casey...Casey's great, smart, funny, sweet, and shy...Really cute the works, but he's younger than he's still in the middle school in the eighth grade, and me in the ninth, he asked me out, and im determined to keep this relationship going, mostly because i don't want tpo regret anything later on, and i really like him,because casey's sooo amazing, but i do notice his imperfections, and i think each and every one of them are adorable.
    Anyway, I came home from school today sick and am feeling terrible....and my conflicting thoughts dont help.

    ...Created 2005-10-10 20:00:59

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Guess what!?

    Ok, well, stephen ended up figuring out that I no longer liked him, and he broke up with me, which is much easier than me dumping a twelve yr. old.And last night I stayed the night at a friends, and she ended up calling Brett, and fixing us up, I am sooo Happy.

    ...Created 2005-06-02 14:35:38

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Stressed

    okay, it's been a while since I've updated my journal, but Since I've updated, After I broke up with Joel, a guy named Stephen asked me out, and his best friend dayson and mikey both liked me.But I don't want to be mean and break my b.f. Stephen's heart, but I'm breaking up with him to go out with a guy my age, Brett.Brett is the same age as me where as Stephen is younger, and Brett is more my type.I hate to treat Stephen the way I have been, but I'm breaking up with him.....I feel terrible about the way I am going about this, but I really like Brett, and no matter how terrible I feel, this feels right.Stephen feels more like a younger brother to me lately.This has inspired me, to write it out which I will do and get back on the ball here.

    ...Created 2005-05-25 20:07:40

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Yeay!!

    I just broke up with my boyfriend friday, I had been wanting to do it all week, but I just never did. He treated me like I was some kind of baby. I mean, he baby talked me, I guess he just finally started to get on my nerves, I finally saw reality. Besides that, i should really concentrate more on my math grade.I hate Easter,It sucks. A boy at school found my poem book when I was in the bathroom friday, and he told me how he thinks I should publish it, but I really don't think they're all that great....He also asked me to write Christian Lyrics for his band, and I told him I'd try, but honestly, I haven't stepped into a chuch in like forever, and I can't concentarte on how "The Lord's going to rescue us all" when the world sucks. How the hell do you believe inb that stuff when you're watching the peopel you love die everyday, all aroubd you, mother's dieing form cancer, and father's dying in war......Brother's and sister's dying from aids.......How the hell do you believe in something so pure when there's nothing good here? Anywhere? I just don't understand. And I don't understand why that guy was so nice to me. He asked me to write christian lyrics, when all I write about is suicide and tragedy, what;s wrong with him? Whta's wrong wiht me? The world sucks. And i felt so bad Friday when I broke up with my ex-boyfriend, he looked a little sad. I guess It took me until to day to relaize just how long I had waited to break up w/ him, I have issues. What's wrong with me? Hahahahahahahahaha, EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    I mean I was happy when I broke up w/ Joel, anmd that's pathetic, I mean I was like counting the hours until I was single again..........Am I horrible?

    ...Created 2005-03-27 12:43:59

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