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    dotsJournal: RIPdots
    Mood: The Usual

    Jasmin Hope has passed away due to an unfortunate boating accident.
    you may not believe me.
    you may not care.
    I'm her twin brother Jason, whom she entrusted her works on this account too. you may be wondering where all her poetry went. I put it in a safe so I can have it published for hher family too enjoy.
    please remember my sister respectfully.
    May she rest In Peace.

    ...Created 2012-05-08 21:45:28

    dotsJournal: Thinkdots
    Mood: Thinking...

    Just when everything seems to look up for you, it falls down.
    this is your nightmare
    and my reality
    yes. think about that

    ...Created 2012-05-08 21:26:52

    dotsJournal: gone @ xmasdots
    Mood: depressed

    i knew what i am about to say since the summer when a very imoprtant and key family member in my life passed away. what i didnt realize when it happened though was just how sad i'd really be. so let me get it over with:
    this is my first christmas without him.
    i've been saying it for a while now to the others, to either remind them, or to make myself realize it. so here i was sitting next to the fireplace, staring at the beautiful tree and singing all i want for christmas s you when i suddenly got choked up. i coulnt breath an my voice kept on cracking. as th tears fell i began to realize why. HE WASNT THERE. christmas was a lways something i could share with him, and now that joy is gone. i thought perhaps my lack of spirit this year was because of the lack of snow, but just five minutes ago, after i finished crying by myself in the cold dark bathroom for an hour i realized it. christmas just isnt going to be the same without him. i guess you never forget the first time a loved one passes way. the memories become haunting near christmas. there are all these thing i should have done, should have said, and those things hurt the most. i'm starting to wonder if this will ever get better, or if the birthday i share once with him will burn me as well. do you know what i'm talking about? all these things we used to do were taken away from me, and now i have this huge hole in me that i have been desperately trying to fill with new lovers and friends and rapidly growing obesity.what would he think if he saw me now? ouring my feelings into an online diary that no one really cares about, faking a smile as people say merry christmas to me.
    There is nothing Merry about this Christmas.
    and until i find a way to move past his death,
    there never will be
    merry christmas and best wishes to you

    ...Created 2011-12-17 19:49:40

    dotsJournal: today :Pdots
    Mood: Yeay!!

    isn't the sun very bright today? dont you wish you had sun glasses? lalalalala
    NOT AGAIN MATYR! ha. i just confused you didnt I? no? fine then BE THAT WAY! hmph! **slams door**

    ...Created 2011-10-25 22:38:41

    dotsJournal: augest ?dots
    Mood: The Usual

    i'm lying to myself...

    ...Created 2011-08-22 16:50:13

    dotsJournal: june 19dots
    Mood: confused

    you say you love me, he doesnt need to say it. i know the only real option is you, but i want him so bad. Best friends forever, true love stings. you say the best thing you can give me is your love. are you willing to share me just this once? is it wrong that i must ask. you arent the first to say it and you arent the first to mean it. but you are the first to SAY it And MEAN it. how do you chose? hes true love. i dont know what you are. How can this happen to me? i guess its right to be careful what you wish for. i wished for love apon a star everynight scince three. and now i'm paying the price with enough love to drown inside.
    What do I do?

    ...Created 2011-06-17 23:38:18

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Tired

    Is it my fault life is so complicated? Is it yours? Do I brIng this spin myself? Or do you force it upon me? I'm so tired. Exams are stressful. I can't fail. I just can't.

    ...Created 2011-06-10 16:04:49

    dotsJournal: June 6?dots
    Mood: Overwhelmed with greif and sadness

    I thought I knew them all
    I guess I never told them what I knew
    And.... I hate being lied to. I'm sorry it had to happen this way. I'm sorry that goodbye is the end of hello. I'm sorry my gri wasn't tight enough to hold you in safety
    Im sorry I never told you I lived you
    I'm sorry your leaving
    Im sorry I'm making you leave
    And you'd better be sorry you forced me into this situation

    ...Created 2011-06-06 16:02:44

    dotsJournal: may 29dots
    Mood: potatoe peels!!!

    haahahahahahahahahah they'll never catch me!!!

    hey, have any of you ever talked to cleverbot?
    try it. go to he's hilarious. just spak responsibly people. he learns from you!

    ...Created 2011-05-30 20:17:58

    dotsJournal: May 17dots
    Mood: The Usual

    Rest in peace

    ...Created 2011-05-17 15:57:28

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

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    Wavelength written by saartha
    Trails written by Daniel Barlow
    Summer written by layDsayD
    Bond written by saartha
    A Sonnet for Nina written by SavedDragon
    Wish written by Daniel Barlow
    Be Free written by hybridsongwrite
    Hollow Points written by RequiemOfDreams
    Song written by Daniel Barlow
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    Red Barn written by rev.jpfadeproof
    Break Up written by WriteSomething
    Still Fighting See? written by ForgottenGraves
    The Promise written by annie0888
    Pressure written by hybridsongwrite
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    Deaf Dumb and Blind is no excuse written by poetotoe
    Incubus written by monad
    To the King written by HisNameIsNoMore
    new moon written by CrypticBard
    This written by Chelebel




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