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dotsJournal: waiting, changedots
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Mood: The Usual

I am waiting for some changes to take place in my life and in my heart. I am still holding onto things and people that I can't let go of. So hard to let go once you fall in love and how do you forgive someone for treating you like SH*T??

...Created 2010-12-04 22:44:32

dotsJournal: pregnancydots
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Mood: The Usual

well im officially 36 weeks and 4 days pregnant!!! When is this baby coming??? I want to meet her. The father is still a liar thanks MArtin, and were not together anymore. Gets better sometimes and worse other times. JUST SUCKS i guess. Looking up for comfort!

...Created 2010-11-18 22:14:29

dotsJournal: last submitteddots
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Mood: The Usual

My last submitted poem might suck but at least it's something some emotion other than the same old drabiness and bitter depression stuff
the feelings and hardship of like

"and the storms of life are washing me away"

...Created 2010-10-28 23:53:55

dotsJournal: stalkeddots
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Mood: The Usual

what do you do when you try to break up with someone and they stalk your house with your family there and everything?? What are you supposed to do? And it's your baby's father no less. WOW

...Created 2010-10-15 18:58:13

dotsJournal: Alcoholics dots
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Mood: Reflective

Today is another day of uncertainty. Breaking up with my babys father is so hard to do. Staying away from him has hit me so hard enough to break. Afraid of staying because he won't change his habits, feeling a little insane. Used to drink all the time but want to change have changed for my baby. He says he will but doesn't. No hope for us. I will love him forever.

...Created 2010-10-03 23:51:09

dotsJournal: dots
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Mood: The Usual

i miss my alanis morrisette albums and my sister is messing up just like i did but she has two kids.

...Created 2010-07-21 00:22:31

dotsJournal: where to godots
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Mood: Crazy

Sometimes life is really hard like where or what should i do now? My sister wont take care of her kids and I have been constantly babysitting for weeks. My ex boyfriend is in jail because he came out to my parents house and threatened my dad and me. (me mostly over the phone) He is is jail and our apartment is just sitting there lights on, power on....
Don't know what to do and my mom is depressed and talks shit all the time. She is laid off now. I don't want to go anywhere far away to live only with her, i would like to be by myself. Have a job interview on monday and don't know if I'll get it because I am 5 mos pregnant! AHAHAHAHAH

...Created 2010-07-17 11:50:20

dotsJournal: bloggieedots
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Mood: The Usual

i am 3 mos pregnant this week. wow what changes !!

...Created 2010-06-04 22:48:21

dotsJournal: unsuredots
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Mood: The Usual

I am currently unsure about anything. Dont want to break up with my boyfriend, so many choices. Do I stay with him and live with him or take off and make my own choices and have my own place. So confused right now...

...Created 2010-04-25 17:51:10

dotsJournal: springdots
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Mood: The Usual

spring is finally here and i am happy about that! Planted a couple of tomato plants now I just have to remember to water, that is important. A lot of changes last year, hope this year is better..

...Created 2010-04-14 18:06:43