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dots Journal: May be leaving dots
-------------------------------------------Mood: annoyed and pissed
I think leaving ES is the best for the site, so i dont cause any drama with my slutty existence.

and i agree with the people who say i am a stupid.. overrated.. slutty.. bitchy.. dramatic.. thing on the site.

so ES... depending on the number of people who want me to leave.. i will leave
...Created 2009-11-18 14:31:58

dots Journal: sorry dots
-------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual
xD too bored
...Created 2009-11-11 00:58:06

dots Journal: meh dots
-------------------------------------------Mood: ZZzzzz,,,...___
things are boring ._.
...Created 2009-10-24 18:27:51

dots Journal: to those dots
-------------------------------------------Mood: ................
to those who hate me , or dislike me for certain reasons .

i realized i act like a bitch, a cunt, nad many other things.

and i agree that i should just jump into a pit and die alone.

and my adhd is the thing that boosts it, but its not the adhd that is making me do it, its my childhood that makes me angry most of the time , mean and bullyish.

my childhood was crap , i am not saying tis worse than others , but everyone has a hard time in life. mine was just hard for me.

but those who dislike , keep dislikeing me, you have no reason to like me if i treated oyu like crap or was bieng a bitch to you

as for now, my attitude will change .
i know i might have said that about hundreds of times.. but this time, i mean it.

lydia crane, "witch of the bitches"
...Created 2009-08-18 21:32:57

dots Journal: final days dots
-------------------------------------------Mood: emo..ish
out of how many votes i will get as a result . it will be either my final days on es , or my lifetime to go . but i doubt anyone would want me to stay anymore .. i am annoying as fuck and i am stupid when it comes to logic , i dont even make sense when i use my own logic , which is another hated trait of mine.

...Created 2009-08-07 14:11:35

dots Journal: ......... dots
-------------------------------------------Mood: ventful >.>
hey , its lydia... despite i am venting on my page , i jsut wanna put it somewhere besides my mind , which holds alot of thoughts.

okay well , it starts when i was born , my mother died after giving birth to me, when i discovered that when i was 8 , i was pretty much depressed.

a few years later , when i was 13 , my father treated me like i was nothing to him.... he was still human . but whenever i asked for comfort .. or somebodies shoulder to cry on, he would actl ike it was the winds whistleing, i started to hate him after that, my hatred kept growing , then when i was 16 , my brother moved out , and my dads moods were getting worse.

then later on , now when i am 17 , my father was thrown to jail for dealing drugs... which shows that i have totally lost my trust within him, so i had to move into a apartment with my friend erica.

and thats all the crap thats happening so far.. i am sure there will be more.
...Created 2009-07-29 00:55:04

dots Journal: burning dots
-------------------------------------------Mood: is fucking happy :P
to when i feel the fire , the candle burnig to its wick , the wax melting to the ground , my heart burns in such a way , but only burning with blood and soul , nothing more

:) hello , names lydia , me has been busy writeing things and fighting with my bf , so i decided to make a personal story involveing this poem that does not look very good
...Created 2009-06-22 20:06:29

dots Journal: :D! dots
-------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual
well well , it looks like i am back sorry

but i do wish to wish to have fun ^_^ if you have a rp idea , or just want to talk , dont be shy
...Created 2009-06-15 19:57:05

dots Journal: some time off dots
-------------------------------------------Mood: :(
as much as ES is addictive and hard to quit , just like tobacco , i am taking a break for awhile to finsh somethings with my friends and ex . i will aslo be going on vaction soon , so i wont be on anytime soon .
but i feel like i should straighten things out with my friends and begin to ready a new life , if you need me , or just pm me , i will give you my aim so i can still talk to whoever wants to stay in touch with me.

but i am really sorry for kinda breaking off of es for a bit , i will return sooner or later

~~~~~ signing off , Lydia marie crane
...Created 2009-06-12 22:05:40

dots Journal: maria tojo dots
-------------------------------------------Mood: is dead inside
one of my sucessful charries ... i am making three sotrys ...each for a different lesson of life she has learned... but if anyone has a request of a charrie of yours in there.... i would be glad to do so
...Created 2009-05-16 23:52:46

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