when no longer
light sheds through the dark
your nights are days
and your days are dark
one in the same
will the ending start?
as a tear's heard
dropping upon the heart
ignorance...
such a beautiful thing
when no one reminds you
what you should be
saw my innocence
in a sea of abyss
so hard to miss
that in which you can't reminisce
...good times
warmth in the cold
a happy heart
once pure soul
once memories
another blur
in a see of pain
my misery concurs
what’s worth saving?
what's worth keep?
my words speak not
for i know nothing
when all you knows
taken from you
when all i am
is taken from me
are there any answers
not leading to more questions
all well and in good harm
with such irrelevant misdirection
a hopeless action in thought
another thing once forgot
fairytales have happy endings
but a fairy-tale this is not!
fore nights are day
and days are dark
now one in the same
the ending starts?
happiness absorbed by misery
light penetrated by dark
your brightest day
still leaves you in the dark
one in the same
same in the one
till everything becomes
...none!...Created 2009-10-02 20:49:40
Mood: Too much at once...What are you supposed to do, when your sons mother is an alcoholic stoner, who spues nothing but negative things about you to your son, and everyone she and he knows?...Created 2009-03-07 21:02:51
Mood: In Loveholiday cheer
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candy canes and christmas trees
blinking lights through town
holiday spirit galore
carolers all around
a cold crisp in the air
toys falling off the shelves
t.v. filled with santa
and all his mindless elves
well fuck this christmas cheer!
i don't want to see it next year!
1 day to redeem ourselves
for the mistakes through the year
i hate the holidays'
it's a bunch of shyt
1 day to be greatful and self less
so you can be selfish the rest of them
fireplaces warm the house
children writing to santa clause
school and government breaks
people drinking egg nog
families coming together
presents' soon unwraped
attending church their once a year
molestors do midnight mass
well FUCK this christmas cheer!
i don't want to see it next year!
1 day to redeem ourselves
for the mistakes through the year
i hate the holidays
it's a bunch of shyt
1 day to be greatful and self less
so you can be selfish the rest of them
cutting down trees
to hang shyt on them
parents lying to children;
but, they love them
electric company profitting
gas company smiles wide
stores making loads of money
i sit back and sigh
just FUCK this christmas cheer!
i hate the holidays
trying to justify all the year
all in one fucking day
fuck all the cheer!
fuck the holidays!
fuck you lame ass people!
fuck this pathetic day!...Created 2008-12-22 21:45:01
Mood: In Loveholiday cheer
-------------------------------------------
candy canes and christmas trees
blinking lights through town
holiday spirit galore
carolers all around
a cold crisp in the air
toys falling off the shelves
t.v. filled with santa
and all his mindless elves
well fuck this christmas cheer!
i don't want to see it next year!
1 day to redeem ourselves
for the mistakes through the year
i hate the holidays'
it's a bunch of shyt
1 day to be greatful and self less
so you can be selfish the rest of them
fireplaces warm the house
children writing to santa clause
school and government breaks
people drinking egg nog
families coming together
presents' soon unwraped
attending church their once a year
molestors do midnight mass
well FUCK this christmas cheer!
i don't want to see it next year!
1 day to redeem ourselves
for the mistakes through the year
i hate the holidays
it's a bunch of shyt
1 day to be greatful and self less
so you can be selfish the rest of them
cutting down trees
to hang shyt on them
parents lying to children;
but, they love them
electric company profitting
gas company smiles wide
stores making loads of money
i sit back and sigh
just FUCK this christmas cheer!
i hate the holidays
trying to justify all the year
all in one fucking day
fuck all the cheer!
fuck the holidays!
fuck you lame ass people!
fuck this pathetic day!...Created 2008-12-22 21:44:58
Journal: Trail of Tears -------------------------------------------
Mood: Depressedtrail of tears
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"i can't belive i'm letting you do this to me"
...
"I can't believe i'm letting you do this to me;"
...
" i don't think i can take this anymore"
...
" i don't think i can............."
following the trail of tears
back to the broken hearted
following the blood stained path
back right to where it started
is it too late?;
to ask for you to care?
is it too late...
to ask, for forgiveness?
is it too late?
is it too late?
is it too late...
for me; now?
try to put back the pieces
try to, but i...
i can't help but to
fall apart, again
wasn't i
ment for more
than this, now
wasn't i
supposed
to change the world
i can't believe, i
i can't believe, i
i can't belive that i, i
let me do this, to me
"don't think i can do this anymore"
...
"don't think i can do this anymore"
...
' don't think i can do this............... ...Created 2008-05-25 20:58:42
Journal: fuck off & die~
