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    dotsJournal: Progressiondots
    Mood: Lazy

    I have to write an college entrance essay for a madrassah. Anyone else see the irony. What I have now is pretty negative and dark. Need more positivity. I am not an internally happy person and that is dangerous matters.

    ...Created 2015-06-28 11:53:20

    dotsJournal: The Liedots
    Mood: stupidity

    Doing nothing productive because I don't believe in myself anymore. It's becoming too familiar, that I won't even try anymore. People only see wastage, which is true. A plan, I can barely get out of bed every day.

    ...Created 2013-11-09 19:26:53

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    this really is going nowhere. i need a new approach.

    ...Created 2012-12-01 14:46:19

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: Depressed

    I'm tired, of waking up remembering, of lying to ppl here, of not being good enough for others, of no one helping me bcuz it would send the wrong message, I feel like I should have left a dead body there instead of coming back alive. Yes everyday I look at myself and see failure. then i go here how im not yawning, sitting, eating correctly. im tired of living this facade that i graduated and am happy. i want to do something about it but i don't have support on any side. i watch tv and such so i dont have to think about my pain, i have failed my teachers,friends and family ant then every one just said forget. sure thats healthy.

    ...Created 2012-10-29 15:40:40

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    shutup and behave

    ...Created 2012-09-20 11:51:59

    dotsJournal: lifedots
    Mood: Sad

    its been only a week and it feels like years, i loved you having never known you & i miss you having never spent time with you

    ...Created 2012-08-18 02:12:44

    dotsJournal: mehdots
    Mood: kaboom!

    tired of pretending just because its not appropriate. it angers me that im angry.

    ...Created 2011-10-27 02:14:52

    dotsJournal: fed updots
    Mood: hmmmmm

    I can change, I am in control of what I do. It is not environment,resource or lack there of, that can instill the discipline I need. I have realized time and again what should be doing. I need to be true to my commitment and take the steps necessary to follow through. My Lord please give me strength.

    ...Created 2011-03-29 06:01:33

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: beepbloop

    With each dream I feel that the message being conveyed is trying to comfort me so I don't take it so bad when everything falls apart. I guess I just don't have enough faith in myself to believe it could come true. With each phone call, I just want to get it over with, NOW!

    ...Created 2011-02-03 19:24:14

    dotsJournal: dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I give myself until summer break.

    ...Created 2011-01-01 21:58:19

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

    To the King written by HisNameIsNoMore
    On Loop written by Daniel Barlow
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    Fathoms of the Lullaby Sea written by HisNameIsNoMore
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    Our Cinder Crisis written by SavedDragon
    Limbo written by HisNameIsNoMore
    On Top of a Water Wheel written by Wolfwatching
    Cage written by distortedcloud
    Stretto written by saartha
    In My Head written by faideddarkness
    When Crows Tick on Windows written by metallichick786
    Wasps written by Wolfwatching
    Faith In Line written by MyPeriodical
    Incubus written by monad
    untitled written by Chelebel
    Summer Nights written by ollie_wicked
    Born of the Mouth written by MyPeriodical
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    Tides of Man written by HisNameIsNoMore
    Sunt Mala Quae Libas written by MyPeriodical
    Watch them Die written by HisNameIsNoMore
    I'm here written by BloodtornAngel
    Genesis written by saartha
    It's been a while written by Sharati_hottie
    Bam written by Daniel Barlow
    All Time Low written by Janesaddiction




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