Journal: -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual we always come back. I'm still alive. ...Created 2010-07-22 11:48:53

Journal: ... -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual It took me about 15 minutes to remember my username, and then another 10 to remember my password. I've missed this place. ...Created 2009-03-15 08:58:36

Journal: .... -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual All India will ever be, fits in the palm of your hand I should have been there that night you lay buried in sheets wondering how something so small could bring a grown man to his knees. But these things, the tiniest mouth, nose, hands, are anything but small not when they were never given the chance to grow not when they make you want to burst into the sky burn feet, rubber, whatever will move faster on tarmac to get away outrun the moment that closes in when she took her first breath or each hour that followed, where you wish you had taken pause more often. You force one too many painkillers down your throat to dull the senses because addiction is better anything is better than this hurt that you cannot grasp, that has you doubled up, and this is the only way you know how to make it stop. Until you see her, carved in gold on yellow pencils on maps, in newspapers wishing her name had not been so uncommon and yet everywhere until you hear a cry, similar in pitch, or desperation or until, for no apparent reason, the sky is overcast, and you know, the sea surrounding the rock on which she lies, becomes angry, crashing ineffectually against stone the water exploding into a thousand pieces and the island stands indifferent to these injustices to this, your loss. ...Created 2007-10-03 07:06:35

Journal: blog -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual i have a new blog. i don't pay it much attention... leave it home alone for days on end. but sometimes I remember that it's there waiting for me and an entry materialises out of nowhere. comments on the other hand, don't.. what does it take to get people to read your blog? even if it's 'mediochre' http://mediochre.wordpress.com/ ...Created 2007-02-24 08:39:04

Journal: ... -------------------------------------------Mood: disappointed I am currently an unemployed bum. I have all the time on my hands to write. And I'm completely uninspired. I thought about writing about my 3 year old nephew's prayer to God to help him find the way to Disney World.. or about this guy who's selling his love on ebay (so far he's reached $86).. or about how I shouldn't have been so sensible and gone to Amsterdam after all even if I couldn't really afford it. And yet for some reason I don't want to write any of it down. ...Created 2006-10-03 19:07:05

Journal: ... -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual ... ...Created 2006-08-17 09:17:46

Journal: ... -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual This lack of inspiration has me revisiting old projects. I'm venturing into visual poetry once again. It would help if I knew how the heck to put a photo in my journal. But I don't. So this annoying link will have to do: http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/37869236/ ...Created 2006-08-12 12:13:42

Journal: Anna's Poem -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usual (temporary title for a temporary poem) two rosaries hang from the alabaster statue of the virgin next to Anna's bed the rosaries, they sway when the virgin wants you to know she is there there is no breeze Anna sits on her bed drinking gin she gets up places the vase of red flowers from a lover in front of the statue and goes back to her side of the bed ...Created 2006-05-11 13:18:28

Journal: ... -------------------------------------------Mood: Tired "Before the series of predictable chords completes a phrase the songs tone moves her to sadness she stiffens feeling manipulated and resentful she imagines his hand sliding over her shoulder beneath her hair the back of his fingers soft against her neck she closes her eyes sees that smile and hears his voice calling her cynical" paul madonna http://www.sfgate.com/columnists/madonna/ ...Created 2006-04-07 20:57:52

Journal: .... -------------------------------------------Mood: Too much at once... We went from an epidemic of crazed nationalism to the daily grind in the space of one night. Egypt won the African Cup and we celebrated with tablas and flags and dancing on tables at the Jazz Club of all places. And the next day, we sobered up to the fact that it's mid February and we have to do a month's work in the space of 3 or 4 days. I am on the verge of a nervous breakdown. And yet I've never been happier. ...Created 2006-02-14 14:30:33

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