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    dotsJournal: years passdots
    Mood: Thinking...

    the last few years have been some of the best in lessons and thought. some of the worst as well. Isn't that how it goes though?

    ...Created 2008-10-11 05:22:07

    dotsJournal: Job interveiwdots
    Mood: Overwhelmed

    I have a job interveiw and I'm not sure if I will get it. I'm scared cause I need this job for my life. in a week we'll see if my dad get's to keep the job he has. we'll see if we are left on the street, we'll see what our future holds and I can't do any thing to sway my future to where I want it. and it sucks. why do we need money? why is every one so greedy and selfish.... I don't know, I just want this week and this month to be over.

    ...Created 2004-03-19 11:45:34

    dotsJournal: day offdots
    Mood: Lazy

    I do beleive I'm going insane. my only day off and what do I do? I go to the movies. *sigh* oh well I'm having trouble with my friends I can't relate to them and their relationship problems. I have only ever had one boy friend and in a year I will be marrying him. my friends and their he said she siad problems I'm just noit equiped to give them advise, but as always they come to me with their problems and want advise and for me to tell them what to do.
    it sucks because I have this need to listen to every ones problems, with most ofthem I have been through them just not with this one

    ...Created 2004-03-08 11:36:55

    dotsJournal: sleep?dots
    Mood: Sleepy

    yeah I guess that would be it for me I have to go to work tomorrow and I need my sleep, it is saterday an the theatre is going to be busy. bloody kids and their bloody pop corn and their bloody mess. gaaaaah!!! oy I need sleep and I'm going to get it even if I have to medicate myself to do it. and beleive me I will damn it! meh. I hate work cause it is horrid and I feel like a child when I work there and they treat me like I'm 5 and I've worked there longer than any one and yet I fell like it is my first day every day. I need sleep no more rambling good night sweet poets have fun with thy words of the mouth.

    ...Created 2004-03-06 02:57:06

    dotsJournal: why am I here?dots
    Mood: Depressed

    I can't seem to understand what my purpose is, I can't help but wonder if I've totally screwed up my life and future. I was suposed to go to YWAM but I did my my own thing and the time has passed and gone, Iwas suposed to be a missionary. now I am not in fact I am stuck in a dead end job and I have no where to go. the only light in my life is my fiance. and how long till I am happy again? or will I be happy? why am I here?

    ...Created 2004-03-04 23:56:17

    dotsJournal: I got a cardots
    Mood: Guess what!

    it was so cool the two people I thought would never sign for me. and they did, so now I have a car! wooo hooo!!! I have a car, I didn't ever think I was going to be able to say that. so now I have one and I am so happy. I thank God for this. it has helped me out so much. oh well so that is what happend yay.

    ...Created 2004-02-22 23:59:28

    dotsJournal: workdots
    Mood: Sigh...

    I really don't want to work today, but what can you do? it is money, but I hate work. maybe one day far into the future someone will think up the great idea to pay me for watching tv and playing video games, or even better I become a famouse artist and I do one peice of art to live off of for the rest of my life. that would be my own art gallery. *sigh* I think I'm baboling and I just miss spelled that oh well.

    ...Created 2004-02-19 14:11:21

    dotsJournal: credit sucksdots
    Mood: Stressed

    yeah sure it was suppose to be a simple prosses, I was supposed to go into the outo mart 150 and get a car, but nooo that didn't happen, instead I found out that some defrauded me once more and used my hollwood video card to rent a somethngs and never return them and now I have bad credit = no car and no mode of transportation. *sigh* life sucks. oh well in the end I'll get a car just not at the price I was hoping for. but what can you do? I hope I get this car it's really nice and I wouldn't have to drive my dads van every where. nothing lke driving a van to cramp you style.

    ...Created 2004-02-18 14:10:28

    dotsJournal: getting a cardots
    Mood: Lazy

    is it wrong for me to love to drive? I don't kow, I have a friend who hates driving, he says"it's more poetic to walk" I don't know, I hate taking the bus but I'm not really liking the selfish moives of the other drivers, most ofthem cause accidents without even knowing it, just cause they want to be first or because they are in a rush. sigh. I don't know how many times I've almosthit some one who was turning illegally. I'm in a hurry to it doesn't mean I lose all concideration for every one else, it's when you see peole drive when you know their true selves, they might be all nice in person but the true face of some one is when they think no one else is looking.

    ...Created 2004-02-16 16:55:15

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

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