Mood: The Usual7:56 and i enjoy feel good movies that have a happy ending. call me a mush. call me whatever you like. it's nice to leave a theatre 1) not feeling like you wasted money 2) with a bit of pep in your step 3) with something to consider.
i don't go too often. but i have a movie buddy. and i like her a lot. she is my mom's age and full of wisdom and we have interesting convos. so we sat at the diner for a good 2 hours or so just chatting away after the flick. talked about the dust bowl (she's from oklahoma), vietnam, the state of affairs the world is in, being kind, being crotchety. or moreso, making people aware of their rudeness in a nice way. (it is possible, i swear). work. the possibility of being laid off. what would we do if. dating and the lack of. hahaha. so i had my usual 5 cuppas and my old standby of a greek omelete. (i like eggs anytime of day).
so yea, maybe the world is in some sort of cluster fuck. but your own world, that little piece of space created just for you, doesn't have to be so bad.
Mood: The Usual6:06 and it's thurfri. yippee. oh, we have heat now. which is a double yeah x 2. the hot water heater was replaced last week. so that means clean hair and shaved legs all in one shot. ain't life grand!
lol, we have to do self assessments at work. what a pain in the ass. i want to write - needs improvement in self assessing. my boss was saying, i can't wait to see what you have to say about yourself. snort.
my internal time clock is loopy these days. i'm on farmer hours it seems. hopefully at some point it will reset itself. one can only wish. yup.
anyhoo... to the weekend. which starts for me in about 11 hours.
Mood: The Usual6:07 and somehow, each year, this always becomes relevant. go figure.
untitled #3
Almost Thanksgiving.
It feels like Thanksgiving.
And all is well.
My heart is changing. I am loving more. More than wanting to be loved.
More than needing to be loved.
I can love beyond, through, with or
without. I am whole. I am whole.
I am whole.
...Created 2009-11-18 05:10:09
Mood: The Usual6:01 and dad married a couple by a tree over 2,000 years old. he told me that later, he became overwhelmed with the entire experience. he seems changed, or charged; in that way that expansion gets things rolling. dad's a spirtual man, has an enormous heart, feels on a very deep level, but is uncomfortable with comforting. i remember watching him as a kid, his eyes in particular, and how i could see his soul processing someone else's pain. feeling it. yet unable to touch a shoulder, or give a hug.
he's a Pantheonist and believes that God is on everyone's lips. or not.
...Created 2009-11-17 17:31:00
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