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    dotsJournal: NO Update alouddots
    Mood: Guess what!?

    :M3: Bio :Young Lady in Early 30's
    I do not look Nore Act My Age ....

    :Loyal, Kind, Imaginative, Hard-working, Diplomatic:

    Your 5 dominant traits are: Loyal, Kind, Imaginative, Hard-working and Diplomatic.

    You have an inherently kind heart and you find joy in spreading your love unto others.
    You are very creative and good at problem solving and you are always the one trying to help other find peace when they are in conflict.

    ...Created 2017-08-27 15:23:35

    dotsJournal: blehdots
    Mood: The Usual

    I need to get back to writing and feeling something

    ...Created 2015-02-17 10:47:26

    dotsJournal: ™ © scorpiosdots
    Mood: emotional tidal waves of a scorpio

    Scorpios are known for tidal wave emtions we are mostly fond of or are friends with destructional distrust & anger , mostly i find it to be anger that fuels fires , though anger is less of a fire starter then our friend distrust , our distrust eats at us breaks us down . We know those signs all to well in ourselves , your intuition breaks you , it makes you spiral & crack.

    What is even greater is to awaken youself from your own storm , your demise that storm youve become numb to , Then when you wake you relize you're stronger then you have noticed , Our emotions can ither be binding or be broken its all about the state of ours mind that are conflicting with our thoughts instead of hearing your inner self speak to you, your
    hearing the thoughts in your head instead.

    We can ither feel our emotions full force or put up walls up or block out our humanity , thus we become emotionless persona...cold....bitter , cruel , bitchy , irrational, argumentative & hateful ,.

    This is how we stop from getting hurt....broken...used...betrayed ,
    so we shut down our humanity making us cold , bitter and hated & blunt .

    What i do know from experience , is that it takes a certain thing or some-one to break that barrier or humanity block, that some-one or something you finally decide to let in something you treasure or hold close to your heart & soul , so strong it is enough to break your hold on your emotions breaking your walls your controlled storms ,Thus letting you feel a new experience with each blow of passion as things change and you are no longer the same as you once was.


    Leaving your open emotions vulnerable , your feelings on the edge of your sleve knowing youve become unglued and you become the uncontrollable monster you hate in yourself that weekness you see anther with * love , feelings *, only because you love the stability in your controlled emotions that familiar wall you miss , you would rather love what you hold dear to you more then love your barrier.

    Leaving....your shell your shield and safety behind.
    Giving your faith your being to anther giving then power.

    In a form The shell in a since keeps us safe it does , keep us safe .
    But however its having our barriers broken down that feels good to us new belief once again ....even though were leery , The Catch is only if we have trust in what broke it " our wall , " when and if " we fall outa trust our walls will go right back up...sadly thus waiting to be broken some-one or something that burns our desire and holds our demons at bay.

    ...Created 2014-09-06 22:51:44

    dotsJournal: feeling brokendots
    Mood: Depressed

    ...Created 2014-08-21 13:30:55

    dotsJournal: our anniversarydots
    Mood: Yeay!!

    You guessed it today is me & my loves official first year together , I'm so happy , we've come so gar it seems we have what it takes to reach the sun of the next day , our love has reshaped my works and forever has changed my soul , carved into my very bone lays my love for him , I live for every passing moment and cherish it all , happy anniversary my sun & stars I love you so

    ...Created 2014-06-14 09:25:49

    dotsJournal: O_odots
    Mood: Thinking...

    wow i haven't been on here in 4 ever .....
    i haven't had anything blissful come to my mind it's been alot of stress , but out of the darkness today comes something heartfelt , i'm in love but i guess im running out of ways to show it .....

    ...Created 2014-05-01 10:43:02

    dotsJournal: Blehdots
    Mood: you dont even wanna know

    i'm dreading next month , what am i going to do ? not go to my daughters birthday party n deal with her father and her fathers family drama n end up getting into a big fight in public or worse having the chance to lose my son....i want to go , i made that lil girl a promise but what should i do....his mom and family have already ran there mouths all this month even went as far as to write people on my facebook friends list telling them what a shitty job ive done in the past , but thats it the past is infact the past but what is hurting is the repressed memories .... its like im running from them but not..... how do i face this issue.....

    ...Created 2014-03-27 12:37:47

    dotsJournal: Blehdots
    Mood: Thinking...

    feeling better then ever , i dont know if its the full moon thats going to rise on frieday or of its the lust to have that warm flesh next to mine , oh he lights a fire in my soul like ive never felt before . i love it so much.

    ...Created 2014-02-12 13:20:10

    dotsJournal: Bloggingdots
    Mood: *blessed*

    wow i can't spell sometimes ..... just read my last post i need to proof read after i write *sigh* anyways what i was trying to say was that , my mate , my love is all i could ever want in anyone , ive never met anyone that completes me on all levels and we can pretty much on the same wave link so much that is has gotten pretty freaking to where i know exactly what hes going to say lol i'm so in love with this man .

    ...Created 2014-02-06 12:20:45

    dotsJournal: Blog dots
    Mood: The Usual

    so i have nothing to really write about today my head hurts to much to think but i wrote a new poem today , im still trying to wrap my head around things i feel like a newbie i'm so much in the love with mate i can't see straight . feelings flow from me like a river filled with endless tears of joy.

    ...Created 2014-02-04 14:53:13

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

    Summer written by layDsayD
    AI written by poetotoe
    True Death written by layDsayD
    written by Daniel Barlow
    Before, Now, & After written by SincerWritinAsh
    cleverly shunned written by CrypticBard
    new moon written by CrypticBard
    More then just goodbye written by faideddarkness
    Every..... written by jackz
    Blood Stains Are The Worst written by ForgottenGraves
    written by Daniel Barlow
    Still Fighting See? written by ForgottenGraves
    4th Season of Vivaldi written by HisNameIsNoMore
    written by Daniel Barlow
    PEARL (Exclusive Poem) 10th Anniversary... written by Cordell
    Alone in the Crowd written by SavedDragon
    You do, I Do written by poetotoe
    written by Daniel Barlow
    Once Again written by krs3332003
    Linger written by saartha
    Neither Here nor There written by layDsayD
    Bond written by saartha
    Supernatural Cowboy Sleuth (7) written by endlessgame23
    Cosmic Dreams written by Chelebel
    Red Barn written by rev.jpfadeproof
    Sleep Talk written by Queen_of_spades
    Waiting written by Daniel Barlow
    Supernatural Cowboy Sleuth (6) written by endlessgame23
    Happy Saint Patrick's Day written by poetotoe
    Brigit written by endlessgame23




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