Mood: Frustrated.I'm so sick of this shit....Created 2009-11-19 11:16:43
Journal: The Gift. -------------------------------------------
Mood: So, we go back to the remedy."I'm so afraid of the gift you give me. I'm all alone here and I'm not well. I'm so ashamed of the life I'm living; I'm on the wrong side of it all."
I've deleted unnecessary people from my life.
They were only a hinderance to my happiness.
I grew weary of their negativity, so I rid myself of all of their problems.
Now, with all my troubles cast aside, I may be truly happy....Created 2009-10-05 09:01:06
Mood: vital.
How can I let myself stay like this?
I need to break out of these chains.
These shackles bind me to who I once was,
But I can't go on living this way.
No.
I can't go on living this way....Created 2009-04-06 21:58:55
Mood: free.I've found my solace....Created 2008-09-09 12:24:21
Journal: Fuck it all. -------------------------------------------
Mood: contemplating self-destructionA body swings from the ceiling fan
I'm hold my bleeding heart in my hands
Tear me into a million pieces
And devour what remains of my plans
I hate me....Created 2008-07-29 03:23:18
Journal: Keep Moving On -------------------------------------------
Mood: An Aggravated BlissThe world spins in lazy circles
Dragging me on behind its path
I have no choice but to comply
As I exhale and close my eyes
The light closes over me
And shuts me away in its embrace...Created 2008-05-21 09:38:10
Journal: Vicious Circle -------------------------------------------
Mood: ContemplatingThis is the shape the world takes:
A spiral of confusion,
Running downward and to the left
Always returning back to the places we've come from...
Such reminders of the past
Are unwelcome and unnecessary
Unwarranted and unrefined
I hate looking in the mirror
Alas, such is the path the world takes
A vicious circle that bites you in the ass
Every chance it gets
Always taking a larger chunk out of you than last time...Created 2008-05-13 08:56:30