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Mood: Content

For the first time in a long time, I am content.

The problem is, I can't write in this state. So forgive me all, If I have no new posts.

...Created 2007-04-25 20:16:05

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Mood: Yeay!!

Hmmm, feeling kinda friskie.

...Created 2007-01-04 01:41:56

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Mood: Frustrated

Can't get a single sentence out. After many months of thoughts racing through my head, I can't get a single sentence out. Anxiety is killing me and I think I need a stronger dosage of Zoloft. I just can't think straight.

Punishment from the Muses.

...Created 2006-10-20 22:24:02

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Mood: The Usual

How I wish I could surrender my soul:
Shed the clothes that become my skin:
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud.
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away, find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same; it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray,
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: ii's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind:
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I could save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray,
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
I'ts more than just words; it's just tears and rain.


(Tears And Rain - James Blunt)

...Created 2006-07-21 22:08:40

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Mood: Relaxing

Just down here chillin' in comment hell. Hey Chell, can I get you a beer?

...Created 2006-05-22 12:04:45

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Mood: Crazy

Oh my! I can't believe I missed my 1 year anniversary here at Elite. Between soccer practices and science fair projects the kids are keeping my free time for themselves. I love it but it is so tiring. I feel as if I am going crazy with all that has to be done running through my head.

I really want to thank each and every one of you here at Elite. I never though I would last this long, but you love and support have kept me coming back after all this time. You are my poetic family, and I know that when life gets hectic, I can return to you and savor all the beauty that exist in verse.

Thank you all again. You really are wonderful.

...Created 2006-05-21 11:32:22

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Mood: Brain Fried

Everyone needs to believe in something. I believe I need another drink.

...Created 2006-05-12 08:48:36

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Mood: Crazy

Yep, that's gotta be it.

...Created 2006-02-17 23:55:53

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Mood: Too much at once...

Wow, life has been hectic lately. Among many other things, just recently I had to run my 10 year old son to the emergency room. The diagnosis, which was far from life threatening, still blew me away. It seems he was born with a condition that not too many boys are born with. It is all fine now, but I'm still getting over the shock of it.

I hope to get back to writing just as soon as my muses see fit. Until then I will just have to enjoy the wonderful writings of my great friends here at Elite.

I love you all.

...Created 2006-01-08 20:11:47

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Mood: Tired

Just so tired.

...Created 2005-09-07 17:06:05