Mood: The UsualHey everyone.. I am so so sorry I haven't been on here lately. My computer is totally broken so I am awaiting it to get fixed and haven't really had time to get on this computer. ANyways updates..hmmm.. well schools going great I guess.. Im not really talking to hannah but thats nothing new.. ive got a job interview tomorrow at Mcdonalds..I know ugh mcdonalds but a job is a job at this point and if it gives me money for my trip to chicago and to fix my car im all good.. i have lots of references and people that I know that work there so....anyways i gotta go.. love yall and I will so try to post some new stuff and get some comments on there this next week or so..lots of test this week... toodlez...Created 2006-02-27 21:59:52
Mood: Sigh...well last night rocked.... i got to be with jake all night.. which made me a very happy person... we celebrateed his birthday... but unfortunately hes going back "home" tonight.. which really sucks especially since i know that he hates being there and that just makes me feel even worse... althought this may sound bad its realy not but i hope that things dont turn out with his band because if they dont then he'll move back up here and stay and thats what we both need... because he loves it up here and hes always so happy but when hes down there you can hear it in his voice that hes not happy... so i hope all goes well and i hope that he comes back up for christmas... i might go get him since i will have my car by then... anyways thats the scoop hung out with jakers on thanksgiving break... i realy dont need much more than that.. did i mention ive got the brown bottle blues today?! yeah it sucks... and i still have homework..ugh.. i love you jakers! ...Created 2005-11-27 16:21:58
Mood: The Usualhey everyone.. i have a new poem but im in class right now so i dont have it with me.. ill post it later.. todays okay hannahs still driving me nuts.. so heres the short version of her, shes dating this pot smoking, sex having guy named chris... he was talking about going to the army and she said that if he went they would get married before he left.. so we got to talkinga bout it and i told her that her mother would never sign her over saying that she could marry him but she said she would.. i know that she wouldnt.. hannah gest caught up in what she wants and doesnt care how to get it.. theyve been going out for two months, shes 17 and hes 19 and shes "madly in love with him" but i think shes just being foolish.. anyways thats about it.. the weekend is finally here.. better go make some comments.. ...Created 2005-10-07 09:16:37
Mood: The UsualSchool starts tomorrow.. thank goodness.. sorry I haven't written anything new everyone I've had a terrible case of writers block. Maybe once I get back to school and get more problems there'll be more writing.. anyways birthday is thursday and thats about all the exciting news for now! Hopes and prayers go out to those dealing with hurricane katrina... love manda...Created 2005-08-28 13:49:51
Journal: another day -------------------------------------------
Mood: Sigh...blah that is how i feel right now. Went to set construction today for the upcoming play. Wow did that totally suck or what. So that was the first time seeing him since we broke up. His hair is longer,which makes things worse because it looks hot like that. My life totally bites, seriously. I am so done with dating it just leaves you back to square one in the end only now your hurting now more than ever before. Anyways thats enough complaining about that. I didn't get much sleep cuz I babysat and the little girl woke up at least once every hour. Totally sucked but it's all good. She was a little cutie. Anyways enough for now. Toodlez.
~me~...Created 2005-07-31 16:49:36
Mood: The Usualyeah.. adding some new poetry.. have fun...Created 2005-07-03 23:29:26
Journal: been a while -------------------------------------------
Mood: Sniffle...its been awhile.. but im with him now, have been for a while. im so scared of losing him. We sorta got into a fight tonight needless to say before that had been really emotional and i think my emotions took over so tomorrow him and I shall talk. I feel really bad and if I hadn't have gotten home so late I would've called to make sure things are okay. well so much for now. Love always
seniors leave soon im so sad.. what shall i do without shannon.. ...Created 2005-05-17 23:22:48
Mood: Ugh... I hate my life.Yeah so I am stuck in this situation.. it really sucks.. I've had been like madly in love with this boy.. and he broke up with his girlfriend about a month ago maybe a little sooner.. well he likes me now.. BUT he likes another gurl too... fair enough..well we went to the movies and held hands and stuff well then yesterday after school I find out that he kissed the other gurl.. can you say crying on a friends shoulder for 45 minutes? yeah..i was so upset but pissed off at the same time.. I didn't know what to do.. I ended up talking to him last night and he admited that hes screwed up which he has and is.. i just never thought in a million years that HE'D be like that.. I mean I know a lot of gurls say that but this is different.. I just wish he could make up his mind because I think it would drop alot of the stress and maybe settle some things.. I'm not sure.. I'm hoping to maybe go on a walk and talk with him tongiht.. but gotta go.. thanks all ...Created 2005-03-18 15:06:28
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