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Journal: By X -------------------------------------------Mood: In LoveWHITE GIRL
she's blonde she came along the sidewalk
leave a trail of blue and black
up to you fighting back
steel chains a noose of charms on our necks
i find nothing when we talk and sit
blue heart passion and watch the set
easy to fall part of your skull starts to break away
a cheaters walk down the block behind this evil street she's a white girl
i'm living with a white girl
nineteen
missing her man for an old girl
drain every beer left over at home and
listen to ghosts in the other room
why not you're alone inside his keeping
i'll replace your drunk old man
sit in the parking lot and hold your hand
easy to fall part of your skull starts to break away drugged and in love out at a club pulling me outside...Created 2005-06-22 15:22:58 |
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Journal: by liz phair -------------------------------------------Mood: In LoveYou go on ahead, honey
You have a good time there
You make me feel funny
I'm no ordinary lover or friend
I believe we have things to do
I believe in myself and I believe in you
I believe when I sleep you are near to me
I believe when you sleep I am near to you
You walk out of the room with your hands so deep in your pockets, I don't
Recognize you
You say you're a ghost in our house and I realize I do think I see through you
It's a death in our love that has brought us here
It's a birth that has changed our lives
It's a place that I hope we'll be leaving soon
And I fear for the year in his eyes
And it goes around in circles: one night is lovely, the next is brutal
And you and I are in way over our heads with this one, it's hard
To admit it, but you hold me and I can't feel you
We hurt but we smile
I promise I'll make it back when the summer has warmed me awhile...Created 2005-06-20 22:47:07 |
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Journal: by primus -------------------------------------------Mood: Relaxing"I remember as if it were a meal ago"
Said Tommy the Cat as he reeled back to clear whatever foreign matter
may have nestled its way into his mighty throat. Many a fat alley rat
had met its demise while staring point blank down the cavernous barrel
of this awesome prowling machine. Truly a wonder of nature this urban
predator. Tommy the cat had many a story to tell, but it was a rare
occasion such as this that he did.
"She came slidin' down the alleyway like butter drippin' off a hot
biscuit. The aroma, the mean scent, was enough to arouse suspicion in
even the oldest of Tigers that hung around the hot spot in those
days. The sight was beyond belief. Many a head snapped for double,
even triple, takes as this vivacious feline made her her way into the
delta of the alleyway where the most virile of the young tabbys were
known to hang out. They hung in droves. Such a multitude of
masculinity could only be found in one place... and that was
O'malley's Alley. The air was thick with cat calls (no pun intended)
but not even a muscle in her neck did twitch as she sauntered up into
the heart of the alley. She knew what she wanted. She was lookin'
for that stud bull, the he cat. And that was me. Tommy the Cat is my
name and I say unto thee...
Say baby do you wanna lay down by me"...Created 2005-06-09 18:02:04 |
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Journal: by nick cave -------------------------------------------Mood: LonelyO'Malley's Bar
I am tall and I am thin
Of an enviable hight
And I've been known to be quite handsome
In a certain angle and in certain light
Well I entered into O'Malley's
Said, "O'Malley I have a thirst"
O'Malley merely smiled at me
Said "You wouldn't be the first"
I knocked on the bar and pointed
To a bottle on the shelf
And as O'Malley poured me out a drink
I sniffed and crossed myself
My hand decided that the time was nigh
And for a moment it slipped from view
And when it returned, it fairly burned
With confidence anew
Well the thunder from my steely fist
Made all the glasses jangle
When I shot him, I was so handsome
It was the light, it was the angle
Huh! Hmmmmmm
"Neighbours!" I cried, "Friends!" I screamed
I banged my fist upon the bar
"I bear no grudge against you!"
And my dick felt long and hard
"I am the man for which no God waits
But for which the whole world yearns
I'm marked by darkness and by blood
And one thousand powder-burns"
Well, you know those fish with the swollen lips
That clean the ocean floor
When I looked at poor O'Malley's wife
That's exactly what I saw
I jammed the barrel under her chin
And her face looked raw and vicious
Her head it landed in the sink
With all the dirty dishes
Her little daughter Siobhan
Pulled beers from dusk till down
And amongst the townfolk she was a bit of a joke
But she pulled the best beer in town
I swooped magnificent upon her
As she sat shivering in her grief
Like the Madonna painted on the church-house wall
In whale's blood and banana leaf
Her throat it crumbled in my fist
And I spun heroically around
To see Caffrey rising from his seat
I shot that mother fucker down
Mmmmmmmmmm Yeah Yeah Yeah
"I have no free will", I sang
As I flew about the murder
Mrs. Richard Holmes, she screamed
You really should have heard her
I sang and I laughed, I howled and I wept
I panted like a pup
I blew a hole in Mrs. Richard Holmes
And her husband stupidly stood up
As he screamed, "You are an evil man"
And I paused a while to wonder
"If I have no free will then how can I
Be morally culpable, I wonder"
I shot Richard Holmes in the stomach
And gingerly he sat down
And he whispered weirdly, "No offense"
And then lay upon the ground
"None taken", I replied to him
To which he gave a little cough
With blazing wings I neatly aimed
And blew his head completely off
I've lived in this town for thirty years
And to no-one I am a stranger
And I put new bullets in my gun
Chamber upon chamber
And I turned my gun on the bird-like Mr. Brookes
I thought of Saint Francis and his sparrows
And as I shot down the youthful Richardson
It was St. Sebastian I thought of, and his arrows
Hhhhhhhhhh Mmmmmmmmmmmm
I said, "I want to introduce myself
And I am glad that all you came"
And I leapt upon the bar
And shouted out my name
Well Jerry Bellows, he hugged his stool
Closed his eyes and shrugged and laughed
And with an ashtray as big as a fucking really big brick
I split his head in half
His blood spilled across the bar
Like a steaming scarlet brook
And I knelt at it's edge on the counter
Wiped the tears away and looked
Well, the light in there was blinding
Full of God and ghosts of truth
I smiled at Henry Davenport
Who made an attempt to move
Well, from the position I was standing
The strangest thing I ever saw
The bullet entered through the top of his chest
And blew his bowels out on the floor
Well I floated down the counter
Showing no remorse
I shot a hole in Kathleen Carpenter
Recently divorced
But remorse i felt and remorse I had
It clung to every thing
From the raven's hair upon my head
To the feathers on my wings
Remorse sqeezed my hand in it's fradulent claw
With it's golden hairless chest
And I glided through the bodies
And killed the fat man Vincent West
Who sat quietly in his chair
A man become a child
And I raised the gun up to his head
Executioner-style
He made no attempt to resist
So fat and dull and lazy
"Did you know I lived in your street?" I said
And he looked at me as though I were crazy
"O", he said, "I had no idea"
And he grew as quiet as a mouse
And the roar of the pistol when it went off
Near blew that hat right off the house
Hmmmmmm Uh Uh
Well, I caught my eye in the mirror
And gave it a long and loving inspection
"There stands some kind of man", I roared
And there did, in the reflection
My hair combed back like a raven's wing
My muscles hard and tight
And curling from the business end of my gun
Was a query-mark of cordite
Well I spun to the left, I spun to the right
And I spun to the left again
"Fear me! Fear me! Fear me!"
But no one did cause they were dead
Huh! Hmmmmmmmmm
And then there were the police sirens wailing
And a bull-horn squelched and blared
"Drop your weapons and come out
With your hands held in the air"
Well, I checked the chamber of my gun
Saw I had one final bullet left
My hand, it looked almost human
As I raised it to my head
"Drop your weapon and come out!
Keep your hands above your head!"
I had one one long hard think about dying
And did exactly what they said
There must have been fifty cops out there
In a circle around O'Malley's bar
"Don't shoot", I cried, "I'm a man unarmed!"
So they put me in their car
And they sped me away from that terrible scene
And I glanced out of the window
Saw O'Malley's bar, saw the cops and the cars
And I started counting on my fingers
Aaaaaah One Aaaaaah Two Aaaaaah Three Aaaaaaah Four
O'Malley's bar O'Malley's bar ...Created 2005-06-06 23:42:31 |
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Journal: by iggy pop -------------------------------------------Mood: Head AchingThe Passenger
I am the passenger and I ride and I ride
I ride through the city's backsides
I see the stars come out of the sky
Yeah, the bright and hollow sky
You know it looks so good tonight
I am the passenger
I stay under glass
I look through my window so bright
I see the stars come out tonight
I see the bright and hollow sky
Over the city's ripped backsides
And everything looks good tonight
Singing la la la la la.. lala la la, la la la la.. lala la la etc
Get into the car
We'll be the passenger
We'll ride through the city tonight
We'll see the city's ripped backsides
We'll see the bright and hollow sky
We'll see the stars that shine so bright
Stars made for us tonight
Oh, the passenger
How, how he rides
Oh, the passenger
He rides and he rides
He looks through his window
What does he see?
He sees the sign and hollow sky
He sees the stars come out tonight
He sees the city's ripped backsides
He sees the winding ocean drive
And everything was made for you and me
All of it was made for you and me
'Cause it just belongs to you and me
So let's take a ride and see what's mine
Singing la la la la.. lala la la [x3]
Oh the passenger
He rides and he rides
He sees things from under glass
He looks through his window side
He sees the things that he knows are his
He sees the bright and hollow sky
He sees the city sleep at night
He sees the stars are out tonight
And all of it is yours and mine
And all of it is yours and mine
So let's ride and ride and ride and ride
Oh, oh, Singing la la la la lalalala...Created 2005-04-10 20:54:31 |
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Journal: milo stikesback -------------------------------------------Mood: The Usualhay baby want you lie down by my side?
hay baby want you lie down by me? ...Created 2005-03-23 10:39:15 |
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Journal: on the flipside -------------------------------------------Mood: Thinking...well i'm leaving...i don't know never been to great with good byes...some of you liked my stuff and some of you didn't but it's all the same. this isn't the end of my writing carree this is just me leaving i am still a writer and always will be
like i said i'm no good with good bye..but who is?
so on the flipside...Created 2004-11-03 22:19:01 |
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Journal: candian vodak -------------------------------------------Mood: Thinking...man it's been to long......Created 2004-11-03 19:06:57 |
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Journal: Secretly timid -------------------------------------------Mood: Thinking...The best explanation for what Liz Phair means to me came from my most recent heart brake. We where sitting and talking about Bob Dylan, and she said (I remember this quite vividly despite the lapse in time) "Bob Dylan is to me what Liz Phair is too you." That stuck with me, I mean look at me months later I still remember it enough to write about it. I remember it because Liz Phair played such a huge role in that relationship, and weather Molly knew this or not she did know that Liz Phair was a huge part of my life.
It's hard to explain because so much of her music has a special significance to me, when I was in the seventh grade I could get to sleep with out hearing side B of whip smart, in the ninth grade I realized that I was a hopeless romantic and in reference to the song a "boyfriend" while listing to fuck and run in the shower. Most recently (in the tenth grade) I came to the conclusion that Liz Phair is in fact more notable in my mind then Ray Bradbury or Jesse Bernstein.
So when did this fixation start? In the seventh grade when Liz Phair became my cure for insomnia? As far as I can figure it was in the summer of my eighth grade year when my brother was institutionalized. I saw Liz put out a new album and bought it using gift cards and borrowed money. I went to Fred Myer with designs to buy her new album and a Pixes album, I choose Liz Phair instead of the Pixes for the sole reason that I thought her cover art was more impressive.
"Liz Phair" self titled was a constant for the rest of that summer. Everything that happened, good or bad, had Liz as a soundtrack either in my head or on the stereo. It was in this time that she cultivated in my mind, became more than just a artist but also a peer. This isn't real, well it is all this happened but this is just me working out thought one day I will re write this…but for now this is what I've got.
Tuesday, November 02, 2004 9:01:51 PM ...Created 2004-11-02 23:03:39 |
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Journal: dead dog -------------------------------------------Mood: Head Achingi'm not the kind of poet that will write about a tree, that is just so fucking beautiful, i not that kind of poet but i don't know what kind of poet i am...
i just took a shower my first in days, i washed away the stink of women and seman, than i eat a pineapple which my mother purcured in a place fifty states away
god i'm tired ...Created 2004-10-30 15:53:45 |
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