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    dotsJournal: Consistencydots
    Mood: Gooberishly happy

    I used to only hop onto this site to rid my mind of emotional stressors. I could never push myself to write unless I was struggling within me and was unhappy.
    I want to push myself now to change that. Talking, writing, releasing my feelings would help me to do more often - even when I am genuinely happy.
    ...and it's a fair 3 to 1 ratio of being happy now

    ...Created 2013-01-26 11:13:09

    dotsJournal: Peas in a poddots
    Mood: Lonely

    Sitting here at Mike's apartment working on a 'peas in a pod' project...
    I'm chatting on FB with a woman that I care about and miss so much. All I want to do tonight is relax, but actually have fun and enjoy the evening like I used to with friends and laugh until we all pass out from exhaustion.

    ...Created 2012-10-03 20:46:16

    dotsJournal: Classdots
    Mood: Straightening things out...

    I keep going extended periods of time without being on here let alone submitting any new material on here. However, recent information, despite how minimal, has pushed me to rekindle my writing on here - or anywhere for that matter.
    I'll have to write small blips here and there and get back into the groove, so to speak.

    Also, heavy criticism is not necessary for some of my short journal-like entries. - just to let the public know.

    ...Created 2011-02-01 16:13:12

    dotsJournal: You found me!dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I have reappeared from being absent from this place for so long. Yes, I have checked in every now and then, but have not been active. Ugh, let's give this a whirl I suppose.

    ...Created 2010-07-03 02:08:38

    dotsJournal: Tears.dots
    Mood: Sad.

    ...I cannot believe how hurtful people can be.

    ...Created 2010-04-24 15:51:49

    dotsJournal: The Norm.dots
    Mood: The Usual

    I may never fully recover, but this is my life..

    ...Created 2010-03-21 07:17:09

    dotsJournal: Sheer misery.dots
    Mood: Sniffle...

    I love him.

    ...Created 2010-03-07 21:22:01

    dotsJournal: Complete pain.dots
    Mood: Too much at once...

    My abuelo is gone.

    How am I supposed to handle this?? How am I to cope?? I am trying so damn hard to continue, to live with this, to come to the! Screw that!! This is harder than I would have ever anticipated..
    All I can do is try to bury the pain, right now that is. I honestly do not know what else to do. I keep hearing all this advice.... "Just think about all the good things"..."Keep strong, he would want it"..."You have people that love you"...

    There is nothing that people, anybody, can say! I need to handle this my way. Unfortunately, my way means a lot of heartbreak and pain right now.

    It's not only this either.....

    So many other things are just.....
    Forget it.

    I'm done.

    ...Created 2010-02-07 18:41:49

    dotsJournal: 01.31.10dots
    Mood: Frustrated

    Here's to another shot at, life.
    Hope I don't screw this one up.

    ...for me that is.
    Finally have opened my eyes to the truth.

    ...Created 2010-01-31 18:23:08

    dotsJournal: -speechless-dots
    Mood: faithful

    Thank you.

    -still soaked in tears-

    ...Created 2009-12-21 01:58:43

    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

    Brigit written by endlessgame23
    written by Daniel Barlow
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    Primitive Lapse written by Crestfallenman
    written by Daniel Barlow
    descent written by TheBadSadMan
    Every..... written by jackz
    new moon written by CrypticBard
    Push written by JanePlane
    The Severed Head written by HisNameIsNoMore
    written by Daniel Barlow
    Bond written by saartha
    Wavelength written by saartha
    4th Season of Vivaldi written by HisNameIsNoMore
    Before, Now, & After written by SincerWritinAsh
    4th of July written by layDsayD
    The Song on Your Guitar written by SavedDragon
    It's Night Now written by RisingSon
    the living moment written by ShyOne
    Neither Here nor There written by layDsayD
    Estranged / Shocks written by Daniel Barlow
    World I No Longer Want written by ForgottenGraves
    Your Lover written by Cordell
    Fasade written by jackz
    Sleep Talk written by Queen_of_spades
    Or are we written in the sand? written by Chelebel
    Alone in the Crowd written by SavedDragon
    Dashboard Light written by layDsayD
    Still Fighting See? written by ForgottenGraves




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